B i o g r a p h y (by Andy Kellman)
Anja Garbarek had no intention of doing something musical with her career, despite having legendary saxophonist Jan Garbarek as her father. Having spent a fair portion of her youth on tour with him, she became enamored with the likes of Kate Bush, Brian Eno, and Laurie Anderson, just some of the artists who populated her dad's record collection. After performing in a musical during college, the writer brought Anja to the attention of a friend in the record industry who ended up signing her. Attracted to the lack of boundaries that musical expression provides, as opposed to the lack of freedom involved with acting, Anja began her recording career only knowing that she had a lot of searching to do. Her first album, 1992's entirely Norwegian Velkommen Inn (Come On In), essentially got her feet wet. In an attempt to flesh out her direction, she took four years to complete a second album, 1996's Balloon Mood. Another five years passed until her most impressive outing yet, Smiling and Waving, which featured contributions from Robert Wyatt, Mark Hollis (Talk Talk), Steve Jansen (Japan), and former Cocteau Twins associate Mitsuo Tate. Like some of the work of her influences and collaborators, the record fit the mold of avant-garde pop, along with tinges of trip-hop, impressively blending woodwinds with electronic beats.
Beyond My Control I.C.U. Just One Of Those Days Picking Up Pieces The Cabinet Something Written Strange Noises The Telescope Man Says She Collects (Stuff Like That) Balloon Mood
Smiling & waving - 2001-03-26 -
Velkommen inn
Vil Du Være Med Ser du håpet I hans øyne. To smale streker, Fulle av grådig tro. Etter noe stort. Noe veldig, veldig stort. Så altfor stort for hans Lille hjerte Hva sier du til det Vil du være med Hva sier du til det Vil du være med Og frelse alle menneskene. Han gir deg råd. Verdige råd, Om å gi deg hen Til enheten. Han viser vei, Rettleder deg. Drømmen om å eie din sjel. Hva sier du til det Vil du være med Og frelse alle menneskene. Snart vil jorden Eksplodere. Og kun de som har betalt Får leve. Snart vil hele verden Eksplodere. Og kun de som har betalt Får fred...
Male Øynene Dine Jeg kunne male øynene dine. Gjøre dem om til flyvende fugler. Jeg kunne male leppene dine. Gjøre dem lengtende, og la dem finne minne. Jeg kunne ta hjertet ditt i min hånd, Og la varmen fra det spre seg i min kropp. Hvis tiden bare hadde Stått stille i ett minutt Kunne jeg ha klemt deg Og sagt unnskyld. Kunne jeg ha klemt deg, Og sagt unnskyld... Jeg kunne ha klemt deg Jeg kunne ha holdt deg Jeg kunne ha vist deg Jeg kan se det på øynene Dine De søker mitt tre Vårt rede. Jeg kan se det på leppene Dine. De lengter De savner Jeg kunne ha klemt deg Jeg kunne ha holdt deg Jeg kunne ha vist deg Hvem jeg er...
Balloon mood
*** Thanx a lot to Kimsy for all these lyrics & Linda for corrections ***
Beyond my control
It happens that someone knocks at my door Then the whole house starts to shake So that it gets really hard to stand up And even worse to walk I usually fall down On the floor And i stay there Until that someone decides to leave And the house calms down And i look through the curtains To see if he would regret To see if he would try again It happens that someone calls me on the phone And my house gets so scared That it jumps right up into my throat I swallow like crazy Hoping my heart will glide Back down So i can talk to that someone Maybe talk to a friend But it is too late But it is too late It is beyond my control If i don't open up the door It is beyond my control If i don't answer your calls I'm not to blame It isn't my fault It was you that make my house shake It was you that made my heart jump It was you that make my house shake It was you that made my heart jump And it happens that i take a walk outside Just to get some nice fresh air And it happens that i see someone i knew A long long time ago Then i just see him to disappear Becoming one with a wall Becoming one with a lampost Becoming one with a tree Becoming one with a street Becoming one with a house Becoming one with a door Becoming one with you all It is beyond my control If i don't open up the door It is beyond my control If i don't answer you call It is beyond my control If i just seem to disappear It is beyond my control If i am suddenly not here I'm not to blame It isn't my fault It was you that make my house shake It was you that made my heart jump It was you that make my house shake It was you that made my heart jump It was you who came my way
*** Thanx a lot to Garg who corrected a mistake ***
I.C.U.
Give me a nutra sweet talking guy Give an insulation man Give me a helium kind of boy Give me anyone Where did you go? Where did you go? Where did you go? Where did you go? Give me a nutra sweet talking guy Who can make me feel real Like a glucose custard cake Served on a styrofoam plate I'm not asking for much I'm not asking for much, now am i? I'm not asking for much I'm not asking for much Give me a helium kind of boy Who can blow up my mind Like a zeppelin into the sky Like the Hindenburg I'm not asking for much I'm not asking for much, now am i? I'm not asking for much I'm not asking for much I'm not asking for much I'm not asking for much, now am i? I'm not asking for much I'm not asking for much (Fill me up, fill me up, fill me upside down) (I - see - you) Give me an insulation man Who can keep me warm Holding me snugly in his arms In an asbestos embrace I'm not asking for much I'm not asking for much, now am i? I'm not asking for much I'm not asking for much I'm not asking for much I'm not asking for much, now am i? I'm not asking for much I'm not asking for much (Fill me upside down) I'm not I'm not asking for much (Fill me upside down) Where did you go Where did you go
Just one of those days
I woke up today In the apartment of a stranger I was so certain That it was my own door That i unlocked last night But, there may be someone here Who has disguised all my rooms All my rooms Later in the day A figure came through the door A shadow that barely nearly touched my body Then moving its mouth persistently Open and shut Open and shut I'm searching while i'm screaming out to them : "Now you may come out Come out Now you may come out" As i walk around searching And wondering whether this may be A conspiracy by the figure and them I hear someone laughing From inside the closet There's someone in the closet Someone in the closet I push the door open And stare straight into my home I have found them all Oh, i'm searching No longer now That I can join laughter Laugh at everything Now that I can join in Just one of those days Just one of those days
Picking up pieces Picking up pieces, talking loudly... Picking up pieces, talking loudly... Pick it all up now, Put it back in your mouth. Pick it all up now. Pick it all up now, Put it back in your mouth. Pick it all up now. And swallow... Picking up pieces, talking loudly... Picking up pieces, talking loudly... You took away my red lips, And then cut them up in pieces. So now I can’t kiss the moon, So now I can’t kiss the moon goodnight. No longer fly, Through the clouds. No longer touch the stars… Picking up pieces, talking loudly... Picking up pieces, talking loudly... I’m lying still, Waiting. Completely dried out, Longing. Longing, For the rain To whip the roof And make me, Defenceless… You took my lips away, You took my red lips. You took my lips away, You took my soft, red lips… Picking up pieces, talking loudly... Picking up pieces, talking loudly... Pick it all up now, Put it back in your mouth. Pick it all up now. Pick it all up now, Put it back in your mouth. Pick it all up now. And swallow...
The cabinet I'm lying as far out Towards the edge As possible So far out That i'm almost tripping over You lie behind me Your breath is heavy You're sleeping There are some screws That are coming loose From two holes in the wall The plaster's sifting down Resting like sleep-sand in my eyes There's a cabinet (Hanging over my bed) Filled with all my secret things (Filled with all my secret things) Every night i lie (Staring at it) I'm so afraid that it will fall down Onto my face I know what is keeping My cabinet from falling down It's very a small bird Made of ceramics Fastened by a thread To the bottom of the cabinet When you're awake You play around with it Then i get so scared That the thread won't be strong enough I'm hiding my head under the pillow Hoping that The bird won't fly away There's a cabinet (Hanging above my bed) Filled with all my secrets things (Filled with secret things) Every night i lie (Staring up at it) I'm so afraid that it will fall down 'Cause what if the cabinet (Were to fall down) And what if it hit my face (Would you get frightened by) The things that you would see (The things that you would see) Or would try to mend it (Would you even try) There's a cabinet Hanging above my bed Filled with secret things
Something written There was something Written down Somewhere. I don’t quite remember where. But, That’s not so important Now is it There was something Written down Somewhere. I don’t remember who Wrote it, Nor the year. And I cannot recall Word By Word What it was. But, It brought a feeling of… It’s difficult To explain. But, I sort of had the Urge to, Well, Write it down. And perhaps Even memorize it, So that I could Impress you… There was something Written down Somewhere. I don’t quite remember where. But, That’s not so important Now is it? As long as there was something written… Down!
Strange noises
There were these two people Living together in a peculiar house This house was so peculiar Because it made such strange noises The couple decided that they had to move They could no longer stand living with such strange noises So they packed their bags and Put on their propeller hats And so they flew High above the ocean and forests and mountains To find a place Yeah they flew far into heaven to get some peace To find a place That would be quiet So - quiet But heaven was no permanent place for this silence seeking copule Because there there were sounds too Sky sounds So they left the place So they left the place They flew high above the birds and the clouds and the moon To find a place They flew far into the universe to get some peace To find a place They flew high above the birds and the clouds and the moon To find a place They flew far into the universe to get some peace To find a place That would be quiet Absolutly quiet They flew high above the birds and the clouds and the moon To find a place They flew far into the universe to get some peace To find a place But everywhere they went there were these sounds Strange sounds Somebody else's sounds And somebody else's sounds are lot worse to live with than one's own So the couple found that they might as well go back home They took off their propeller hats and Descended between the stars East or west - east or west Home is best - home is best East or west - east or west Home is best - home is best
*** Thanx a lot to Limace who corrected this one ***
The telescope man says
It was a clear blue night Na na na na Na na na na na na We heard a voice Look up at the sky And please count the stars for me One One One, ooh so lonely star Na na na na Na na na na na na Clinging to the void The sky would soon Have only the moon to shine Make a wish Make a wish Make a wish Make a wish Close your eyes Close your eyes Everytime a wish comes true Na na na na Na na na na na na A star falls from the sky You've made You've made too many wishes Too many wishes Only one wish Star ligt star bright A wish we may We wish we might Have this last wish tonight We wish for all the stars to shine To reappear in the sky Called upon once more by you So that our children may have wishes too
She collects (stuff like that)
It was getting to be difficult to walk She was always so close but never right on And the roads she chose to walk were narrow Alleys with names Hard to understand Her head was dangling back and forth She wished to lay it down But it would roll away So she put her foot down with care While she leaned on everybody So as not to fall And they told her The latest tattletales ”I collect stuff like that, you’ve got To have a thing or two to tell”. She said While her one lip fell down From her mouth She picked it up off the ground But, when she was to put it Back in place again, The lip would fit no more, The lip would fit no more… She very rarely blinked her eyes 'Cause it just might happen she would miss out on things So when she opened both her eyes up wide. They popped right out And rolled along To see just the things she Wanted to see ”I collect stuff like that, you’ve got To have a thing or two to tell”. She said While her one lip fell down From her mouth. She picked it up off the ground But, when she was to put it Back in place again, The lip would fit no more, The lip would fit no more…
I am in this mood It's good, it's the best place to be I got in I got in I got in to the mood This great big balloon Carrying me to the sky Above everything Above you Balloon mood Balloon mood I'm in a balloon mood
Smiling & waving
Her room
I am in her room It's I who live here now I don't know how I got here There's this man who comes every night And hour passes Then i another Smoking slowly Her death Was she already dead When i came ? I mean enought to bury I am in her room It's I who live here now I don't know how I got here There's this man who comes every night I count my cigarettes
The gown
Robby make me a gown! So that i can go back So that that i can go Into the garden With cuddly tiger And do all things And do all things And do all things And do all things Robby make me a gown! So that i can go back 'Cause i'm only scared Of see through When i am far away From texture And the times i allow needles I feel in one And that's when i become Instantly ready To do all things To do all things To do all things To do all things To do all things To do all things To do a-all things To do all things Robby make me a gown!
Spin the context
I lay down beside him He gives me kisses Follow the tracks From another dream I follow the tracks And spin the context I follow the tracks And spin I follow the tracks And spin the context Into the open I lay amongst the clouds Dissolving falling down Follow the tracks I promise to send word I enter the visible world With a tongue of secrets I breathe the neon With a calm, calm, calm, calm fear. I follow the tracks And spin the context I follow I follow I follow the tracks And spin I follow I follow I follow the tracks And spin the context I follow I follow I breathe the neon With a calm fear I follow the tracks And spin the context I follow I follow I follow the tracks And spin I follow I follow I follow the tracks And spin the context I follow I follow I Breath the neon With a calm fear I Breath the neon With a calm fear I Breath the neon With a calm fear
Stay tuned
In between Lost in noise Somewhere Somewhere In between Got no choice But to be here Somewhere Somewhere If you can hear me If you're still there Stay tuned There is more to come Oh Don't start searching I'll get back To you Riding waves Trying to reach Somewhere Somewhere Cannot share This moment with you I'm particles in the air You can't see me But i'm here So if you can hear me If you're still there Stay tuned There is more to come Oh Don't start searching Stay tuned There is more to come Oh Don't start searching I'll get back to you I'll get back to you I'll get back to you
You know
Did i tell you Where i went this morning ? Did i tell you Where i've been all day ? You know Where i go when i'm without you You know Behind the sky The sun is always Blue Blue Blue Did i tell you Where i spent my evening ? Did i tell you Where i spent last night ? You know (you know) Where i go when i'm without you You know (you know) Even among the stars The moon is always True True True You Only you Only you Did I tell ?
Big mouth
I've got a big mouth A very big mouth With a lot of room For different things Once i had a whole nice day A whole nice day Once i had a whole nice day Coming out of it And with that day Came a lot of friends A lot of friends Walked down my tongue Playing my teeth like a drum Giving out sound Of happiness Hey, i've got a big mouth (I've got a big mouth) A very big mouth (A very very big mouth) With a lot of room (A lot of room) For different things (For different things) Once i had a whole big boat (A big boat) A whole big boat (Very very big boat) Once i had a whole big boat Coming out of it Sailing on my spit as I spoke Telling a joke about this girl Who sailed away with a lot of friends On a nice day It was such a nice day Oh what a lovely day Hey, how do you do How do you do How do you do it ? I've got a big mouth A very big mouth I've got a big mouth A very big mouth I've got a big mouth (I've got a big mouth) A very big mouth (A very very big mouth) I've got a big mouth (I've got a big mouth) A very big mouth (A very very big mouth) Giving out sound Of happiness
The diver Standing High above us all At the edge of The diving board Smiling and waving Before letting himself fall The faintest splash As the water engulfed him It was beautiful to watch So beautiful to watch He was propably The world's best diver Probably The world's best diver He was The world's Best Diver Probably Touching the bottom He pushed away With both legs And cut through the surface Like a fish The faintest splash As the water engulfed him It was beautiful to watch So beautiful to watch I stay high above He was The world's Best diver But he could not swim It was beautiful to watch So beautiful to watch
That's all
Emerging Through water That's all we know On hands and knees Towards the shore That's all we know That's all we know That's all That's all we know That's all And he crawls To the door In the warm nurse Where he walks For the first time Surrounded by dry clouds He is leaving a trail That's all we know That's all That's all we know That's all He climbs out of sleep Holding on to the lamp By his bedside table The sunlight feeds Of his radio That's all we know That's all That's all we know That's all That's all we know That's all That's all we know That's all That's all we know That's All
And then
Unpack moments The girl in a red coat turns Passing Entering Going places Bring her name Under the chain of lights Kneeling down She throws herself into sound Passing Entering Going places Seen from above This is instant living Seen from above This is instant living Seen from above This is the beginning Of the night And memories are watching As she does the move They glide through Holding letters with collected time Passing Entering Going places Passing Entering Going places Seen from above This is instant living Seen from above This is instant living Seen from above This is instant living Seen from above At first and then, na-na na-na-na At first and then, na-na na-na-na At first and then, na-na na-na-na At first and then, na-na na-na-na At first and then, na-na na-na-na At first and then, na-na na-na-na At first and then, na-na na-na-na At first and then, na-na na-na-na
It seems we talk
Low Ceiling space Along the restless water The surface ripples And words rise Nearly touching my feet So slowly It seems we talk Not knowing It seems we talk So slowly It seems we talk Not knowing I am half inside
*** Thanx a lot to Chiara for this one ***
I Won't Hurt You
I've lost all my pride I've been to paradise And out the other side With no one to guide me Torn apart by a fiery will inside I won't hurt you I won't hurt you I won't hurt you I won't hurt you I'm an untouched diamond That's golden and brilliant without illumination You're mouth's a constellation Stars are in your eyes I'll take a spaceship And try and go and find you I won't hurt you I won't hurt you I won't hurt you I won't hurt you My pale blue star My rainbow; How good it is to know you're like me Strike me with your lightening Bring me down and bury me with ashes I won't hurt you I won't hurt you I won't hurt you I won't hurt you [repeat]
*** Thanx a lot to Juliet for this one ***
Blinking Blocks Of Light
Climbed up Into the air Sat down Onto the blinking blocks of light Swung my limbs Under the shadow Of my dress The outside is quiet
Briefly Shaking
*** Thanx a lot to Anja Garbarek & Her Website for these lyrics ***
Born that way Nothing like me Complete and utter Dipped in sunshine I'm born that way Never any exit wounds Never forced off the road Dizzy with wonder There were buildings here long ago But now the blade of grass cuts my feet I proceed with caution and lay low Just visible through the trees Breathing carefully I crawl up Onto the surface of tension I glimpse the rocks from below What I see will never be mentioned Dizzy with wonder I shake my head to clear the view With a hunger to know I come to this place to be close to you Lit from inside I go to the switch I rise quickly from the dark Through white clouds that I tear apart Releasing drops of water All over Dizzy with wonder I shake my head to clear the view With a hunger to know I come to this place to be close to you Dizzy with wonder I shake my head to clear the view With a hunger to know I come to this place to be close to you Dizzy with wonder I shake my head to clear the view With a hunger to know I come to this place to be close to you Dizzy with wonder I shake my head to clear the view With a hunger to know I come to this place to be close to you The last trick From standing to crouching Silently falling Falling from nowhere to nowhere Nothing between Nothing beyond Nothing behind the stars This is the last trick I'll do Sound can be seen This is the main title Briefly shaking This is the last trick I'll do Sound can be seen This is the main title Briefly shaking Remain for some time Down here below Allowing the doubt to feed upon me And even the ones Who've never been Are climbing the wail up ahead I get up start crawling Into the same Over and over and over again Smelling the plastic Smelling the spit And smelling my own breath This is the last trick I'll do Sound can be seen This is the main title Briefly shaking This is the last trick I'll do Sound can be seen This is the main title Briefly shaking The presence convincing The most of what I've written is false I mention this 'Cause I'm talking in the light of what's known I get out of the sun This is the last trick I'll do Sound can be seen This is the main title Briefly shaking This is the last trick I'll do Sound can be seen This is the main title Briefly shaking This is the last trick I'll do Sound can be seen This is the main title Briefly shaking This is the last trick I'll do Sound can be seen This is the main title Briefly shaking This is the last trick I'll do Sound can be seen This is the main title Briefly shaking All together now Everybody Sleep And it is so strange With these eyes out into darkness And it is so strange All they want to do is sleep And it is so strange They want to sleep through silence And it is so strange 'Cause I am wide awake And it is so strange How all this could be over If you would walk in If you put me to rest And it is so strange That my voice seems to've gone quiet And even stranger still That I never will be found All I want to do Is to drift away Hush-a-bye baby All I want to do is go to sleep To sleep, to sleep Shock activities The street's reaching up to the open window Too much information leaks in And shoots up my spine Lifting my head off the pillow And the dust rises When I set my feet on the floor I breathe in and out while I try to focus When I feel ok I twist my mouth To save what little air is left 'Cause it's a question of constructing An imitation of conditions It's a question of constructing An imitation of conditions To survive, to survive, to survive This situation, situation, situation To survive, to survive, to survive This situation, situation, situation I keep far away but I'm missing nothing My eyes are an endless panorama of blue There's nothing here to block my view And with a sideways glance I am shown as much as I want to see 'Cause it's a question of constructing An imitation of conditions It's a question of constructing An imitation of conditions In full motion No variation This need for speed The notion of convulsion This seed of greed Shock activities Lack of memories Don't wanna be Cannot see Anything wrong with the picture 'Cause it's a question of constructing An imitation of conditions It's a question of constructing An imitation of conditions To survive, to survive, to survive This situation, situation, situation To survive, to survive, to survive This situation, situation, situation 'Cause it's a question of constructing An imitation of conditions It's a question of constructing An imitation of conditions It's a question of constructing An imitation of conditions It's a question of constructing An imitation of conditions... Yes Yes I say I say it softly I hardly say it I might not have said it at all My fellow riders Pleasantly removed Into lush darkness Into the dreamless place I begin to sing this song Staying loud enough To drown out any noise In presence of strangers I begin to sing this song It appears to be done For the pleasure of the doing But I'm no better shape Than my fellow riders Every now and then I'm slipping back again Empty and mortal I begin to sing this song My mind is moving fast Trying to make connections Taking short-cuts Noting events Listing all Filing away Along with opinions Making connections Taking short-cuts Noting events Listing all Filing away Along with opinions Making connections Taking short-cuts Noting events... It appears to be done For the pleasure of the doing But I'm no better shape Than my fellow riders... Can I keep him In the end There was no-one to see No helicopters in the sky the next day Or the day after No-one was searching 'Cause no-one knew he was missing He followed me home Can I keep him He followed me A pretty boy like you With hands that could break me in two But don't Breaking away gently Come on Let's go He's still warm And close to me I can see tears in his eyes And I feel better He followed me home Can I keep him He followed me In the end There was no-one to see No helicopters in the sky the next day Or the day after No-one was searching 'Cause no-one knew he was missing This momentous day On this momentous day Curious seduction The most striking thing Changes colour and its shape Hissing words of no safety any more On this momentous day Already in position So delicate so clean I forget to leave And my name has long, long gone Hey James, if you wish the race is on Hey James, if you please the chase is on I'm ready, ready, ready to recall I'm ready, ready, ready to recall the visual On this momentous day The story's in the background No need to tell I've got shadows crossing my face As I run my hands along On this momentous day Seems to've cracked wide open Leaving nothing left to dream I hear myself scream Is this land or more sky Did you notice that we moved Moved fast Along this thin strip Flashing Do you think we were followed here Follow me 'Cause there'll be no flight there'll be a killing Hey James, if you wish the race is on Hey James, if you please the chase is on I'm ready, ready, ready to recall I'm ready, ready, ready to recall the visual I'm ready, ready, ready to recall I'm ready, ready, ready to recall the visual On this momentous day No effort is made No visible sign Of any kind That this will ever end Still guarding space Hums of conversation Lip glos One leg crossed Driven back into this corner It is the same when I leave As when I come On a higher or lower frequency It means nothing to me 'Cause it's the same when I leave As when I come On a higher or lower frequency It means nothing to me Watch me turn the volume down It's always cold before the last day Still guarding space Snow piled up by the road to my house The one time I tried It was a fine view Through and across Then there was restlessness And in that movement I dressed in the light from outside It is the same when I leave As when I come On a higher or lower frequency It means nothing to me 'Cause it's the same when I leave As when I come On a higher or lower frequency It means nothing to me
*** Thanx a lot to Vash64 for this one *** Word is out Only for a second do they freeze It's too easy to do it up here Just a gentle push And you'd be over the edge So they let you slip in and out of sight There is no moon There is no breeze And this won't turn out The way you please This place has been crossed many times Never was there cause for worry But there's creatures living here now Who pray on anything that moves There is no moon There is no breeze And this won't turn out The way you please Stop and strain your ears It's scarcely more than a whisper Still the word is out You shoot to attention Recognition is immediate Answering is an instinctive reaction There is no moon There is no breeze And this won't turn out The way you please 'Cause no matter what was said You know you're dead
The Road Is Just A Surface In Between A presence of disease This place, this race A constant wearing down To weaken and destroy As lap after lap The riders give in To the slippery road Where they lose all control In a matter of moments There will be no more dreams At night Contributes to this risk The speed, the greed The driver's skill, the will To collide Then to hide Unseen they sleep out Disappear, but they're near As they wander around Not so safe, not so sound In a minefield of memories The place in between Wrong and right It begins It crawls It deserves It happens In a corner Of a notebook In a public house In solitude In a mournful praise In parting In a matter of moments There will be no more dreams At night In a minefield of memories The place in between Wrong and right The Will To Walk From the start and beyond There's no type of rescue Killing time until caught Escaping in the only direction he knows Legs are aching As he's faking The will to walk this day With you There is an art to these tears He keeps then small and subtle Don't want no stickiness Stuck on to his heart Leaving Plenty of clues Legs are aching As he's faking The will to walk this day With you Stripped of all safety Pulling up his knees Considering his enemies As they might keep him warm If only by their presence In this demanding storm Legs are aching As he's faking The will to walk this day With you His legs are aching As he's faking The will to walk this day With you Lazy Predator To her To whom Nothing is denied Her face A face To be dominated by Always viewed From the same point In the same light she hunts Clearly marked he's the prey now He's the prey now Still warm She's got a face She's got a face to be dominated by The metal cooled In the meadow wind Where he stood remembering How is mother used to hold him How her mouth would move How he could read her lips How she'd click her tongue And break his spirit When all he wanted to do was to try Just one time To fly When all he wanted to do was to try To fly Over the ocean She's got a face She's got a face to be dominated by He keeps all his secrets In the open sea It sure takes a shallow memory To forget how it used to be To be able to break free She's got a face She's got a face to be dominated by The Witness It appeared Right here Before my own Two eyes Me I'm a witness To this beauty Watching As your body Is trying so hard To stay As smooth As your words Little by little It’s all added up Extraordinarily Out of the ordinary A spectular mess As you stumble along Down through this marvellous maze Full of traps With only one way out You walk Into dead ends Again and again I keep my distance Still able to see You And follow Your very long tail I wonder whatever You will have Happening next Waiting for all this To turn out true Little by little It's all added up Extraordinarily Out of the ordinary A spectular mess As you stumble along Down through this marvellous maze When you Take a deep breath And raise your head Up high It's the very first lie Of an innocent And me I’m a witness To this beauty Less Lonely At some point They had begun their lives Together Less lonely Because of the Possible questions Less lonely Because of the Possible answers Now the soles of her feet Had become familiar As she had created A workplace On the top half Of his back Right by the head Where all the words He had ever said Were neatly stacked away He could hear her voice But he could no longer see her One would have thought The very notion Would have been enough One would have thought That substance Would have been given To lives that were lost But the end Is never aware Of a beginning And the road Is just a surface So now that he knew Where they were going He stayed Less lonely Because of the Possible questions Less lonely Because of the Possible answers Bob’s Song Mother: He was a beautiful baby. He,He was precious. He won all the baby contests Bob: And Ha, this is a radio, cigarette case and a holder and an ashtray, and this is a TV Interviewer: Could you tell me about the trophies? Are those things you've won? Bob's driving force: Ah Its cold Interviewer: Could you tell me about the trophies? Are those things you've won? Bob's driving force: Ah It's cold Interviewer: Could you give us a little bit of a description of what he was like as he was growing up? Mother: Yes, erm, he was a very happy person from the first day he was born. No wonder, he had just about everything. We spent a lot of time with him, and we loved him very much This was our first child, and we had a (exhales) a lot of hopes and expectations Mother: He was a very clever boy, and he's co-ordination was great. Although he's now labeled very low functioning, he still needs to move about to release excess energy Bob: And ah, this is a radio, cigarette case and a holder and an ashtray, and this is a TV Bob: but I think the most important thing, eh, the devil can do, is to co-or Is to eh self-sacrifice and co-ordinate so that pleasure can be evened out Narrator: His thinking starting to improve, but then he lost his balance And his co-ordination and today cannot stand or walk Bob's conscious being: And ah, this is a radio, cigarette case and holder and an ashtray, and this is a TV Interviewer: Are there some things you'd like to do Bob: Most of anything I'd like to be with the cowardly lion Confessional Memoirs Fingers and hands In front of the face Allow light to enter In a filtered way Every day Does not rotate Whatever object comes to hand He tries to understand Simply watching him Is an everlasting bliss These confessional memoirs Have an impact But no treatment No volume control No window No doors Who did he meet What did he say Where did his body go He really needs to know Internal pressure A more explosive end Whatever object comes to hand He tries to understand Simply watching him Is an everlasting bliss These confessional memoirs Have an impact But no treatment No volume control No window No doors Unfiltered in quality Overwhelming in quantity They've got limited use And they're not usually useful Limited Use Not usually useful Limited use Heavy Forms A long blind life Filled with captured things On a path cleared To receive Shapes have passed A variety of names But in reality they were the same, the same Quickly flicking through And folding up All open space He always liked the view From narrow points This scenery Is without an edge And all the roads he chose Ran up dead In his head Quickly flicking through Heavy forms of many years They carry such weight on the shoulders Pages marked With signs he cannot read He forgot how to spell A long time ago, oh there's The need to explain If only for some kind Of understanding And if only for Some sense of safety And if only For some minutes filled with patterns As he thinks of all the time he spent To make and mend The shadow The shield The sofa The souvenirs The spirit The stuff If only for some Some sense of safety Quickly flicking through Heavy forms of many years They carry such weight on the shoulders Skilful Talker Comforting when using Familiar phrases The pleasure of Repeating The same old words Available Because they make it easy To respond Available Because they are In constant use Freeze and burn Push and pull Shake and twist Gotta get out of this Developing strategies Recognise The cause of things Understand the major plan Travel light Get out of sight Past events Breaking through Pitch up high And get the view Stabilise With your eyes The process Of being nice Freeze and burn Push and pull Shake and twist Gotta get out of this Well, how are you doing here Ehm, fine And how do you like this place so far Ehm, yeah, fine. Fine Hmm, are you feeling better Now these are the stupidest questions I am not answering any of these questions You can ask them, but I'm not answering them Cos I don’t have an answer for them I'm not answering them correctly I mean, I'm ... These are not questions I can answer These are the stupidest questions I’ve ever heard They are nonsense questions You can't ask a nonsense question You have to ask a regular question The evidence is pretty clear Clean it up And show you care Concentrate And recreate Some common ground Just make a sound Mother tongue Or any tongue Would help this situation Just talk the talk And do the walk To the end of this conversation Never Both Some agree, some don't Others try to argue That there's always hope That new kinds of laws Come into play When the pile of debris Starts to decay The answer is not hard to come by It's either small and light Or huge and heavy But never both Though it's been pretty close So when combined We shake and roll We gush with steam But then we fall Into the depths of a black hole Trying to make sense To get some idea Without getting lost In the size of the fear And the question born That you carefully measure For years and years It's groomed and treasured Then stitched into A seamless whole A single theory That describes it all The answer is not hard to come by It's either small and light Or huge and heavy But never both Though it's been pretty close So when combined We shake and roll We gush with steam But then we fall Into the depths of a black hole Where we are crushed Where we're made real small