B i o g r a p h y (by heather Phares)
Singer/songwriter Beabadoobee pairs delicately sung confessions with guitars that pack a wallop. When she first emerged in 2017 with "Coffee" -- the first song she ever wrote -- her intimate, lo-fi sound reflected her love of indie songwriters like Elliott Smith and Kimya Dawson and fit in perfectly with bedroom pop contemporaries such as Clairo. By 2019, however, she'd stepped out of the bedroom's confines with releases such as the Space Cadet EP, an homage to the sounds of '90s Sonic Youth and Pavement that featured the track "I Wanna Be Stephen Malkmus." Even as she cranked up the volume, Beabadoobee held on to her music's frank yet vulnerable viewpoint on her 2020 debut album, Fake It Flowers, and 2022's Beatopia, which expanded her horizons to include folk, Latin, and psych-rock influences. Born in 2000 in the Philippines' Iloilo City, Bea Kristi and her family moved to London's Camden neighborhood when she was three. Growing up, she took years of violin lessons and listened to Pinoy music as well as the '90s artists -- the Cranberries, Liz Phair, Natalie Imbruglia -- that were her mother's favorites. As a teen, she felt like an outsider. The only Filipino student at an all-girl Catholic school (where a screening of the 2007 film Juno introduced her to the music of Kimya Dawson, a major influence on her sound), she struggled with depression and discrimination, and was expelled at age 17. To cheer her up, her father bought her a secondhand guitar. Teaching herself to play with online tutorials and taking the performing name Beabadoobee from an old social media handle, she created a delicate, intimate style informed by Dawson's music as well as that of Alex G, Florist, and Karen O. Beabadoobee recorded the first song she wrote, "Coffee," in a friend's bedroom and put it online in September 2017. Though her goal was to share it with her friends, the song soon had hundreds of thousands of views. "Coffee"'s online success piqued the interest of London's Dirty Hit label, which signed Beabadoobee early in 2018. She released a pair of EPs on the label that year: March's Lice and December's Patched Up, both of which built on her viral single's quietly confessional approach. However, she wanted her music to sound fuller, so she recruited bassist Eliana Sewell, drummer Louis Semlekan-Faith, and guitarist Jacob Bugden to flesh out her sound. Working with former Vaccines drummer Pete Robertson as producer, in April 2019, Beabadoobee issued the Loveworm EP, which introduced a heavier grunge- and shoegaze-inspired attack to her melodies; an acoustic version, "Loveworm (Bedroom Sessions)," appeared in July. Once again featuring production by Robertson, that October's Space Cadet EP was an even bolder homage to '90s indie and alt-rock. Beabadoobee closed out the year with a cover of Simple Minds' "Don't You Forget About Me" and nominations for the 2020 Brit Awards' Rising Star Award and the BBC's Sound of 2020 critics' poll. Beabadoobee's success continued into 2020. Along with a February tour supporting labelmates the 1975, the Canadian rapper Powfu's single "Death Bed (Coffee for Your Head)," which sampled "Coffee," became a viral hit with billions of plays when it was used in a social media meme. The track entered the Top Five in several countries and earned gold and platinum certification in several others, including the U.K. and the U.S. That October, Beabadoobee released her debut album, Fake It Flowers. Produced by Robertson and engineered by Joseph Rodgers, it expanded on the '90s alt-rock-goes-pop feel of Space Cadet. A Top Ten hit in the U.K., the album also charted in Australia, Japan, and the U.S., and made fans out of Harry Styles and Taylor Swift. In May 2021, Beabadoobee returned with the Our Extended Play EP. Featuring the COVID-19 pandemic-inspired single "Last Day on Earth," she co-wrote and produced the EP with the 1975's Matty Healy and George Daniel. During this time, she worked on her second album with Budgen, using her time in quarantine to write songs about her traumatic past that also borrowed from folk, bossa nova, and hip-hop. Named for the imaginary world she created when she was seven, July 2022's introspective Beatopia featured contributions from Daniel and Healy as well as PinkPantheress and Black Country, New Road's Georgia Ellery. "Glue Song" appeared in 2023.
Lice EP Home Alone I'm awake Can you see me now And if you stay We can lounge about And I'm getting tired But you make me feel awake And at the end of the night Maybe we can stay up late 'Cause I'm just all alone Sitting at home And you should stay If you don't mind I'll be okay If you stay 'Cause you should stay If you don't mind On my own I miss you here Sun is gone And the clouds are near And I'm getting tired of being By myself 'Cause at the end of the night Maybe you can help yourself 'Cause I'm just all alone Sitting at home And you should stay If you don't mind I'll be okay If you stay 'Cause you should stay If you don't mind I'm just all alone Sitting at home And you should stay If you don't mind I'll be okay If you stay 'Cause you should stay If you don't mind Bobby Bobby was fourteen when she knew Nothing would last Wishing her life wouldn't be this bad 'Cause Bobby always thought like this with her thought of having missed Every little thing life could bring she dismissed 'Cause Bobby always saw the bad onto the life she had Who could have blamed the girl Bobby was fourteen years old, Bobby was fourteen years old Bobby was fourteen when she knew Nothing would last Wishing her mind didn't think so sad 'Cause Bobby always had a stitch on the left side of her wrist Despite the love she'd get she dismissed 'Cause Bobby always saw the bad onto the life she had Who could have blamed the girl Bobby was fourteen years old, Bobby was fourteen years old And Bobby knew if she'd ended it all it would be better soon And if she tried, she would've missed out being happy and be a fool But deep down bobby knew she'd find someone like you Bobby was fifteen when she knew Something's would last Wishing her mind never thought that bad 'Cause bobby still had the stitch on the left side of her wrist She got all life could give that she'd missed Spacing Out Can't you see Can't you notice Somehow tough and I'm pretty broken Just because I'm fine doesnt mean I'm alright And I need someone to say okay I need someone to say It's fine I'm just stressing out I need something to hold me I need something to hold me I'm just spacing out I need something to catch me I need something to catch me Are you dumb are you stupid Is it me or is it pretty obvious Just because I don't talk doesn't mean I go talking 'Cause sometimes I keep to myself And sometimes it's helps with my friend I'm just stressing out I need something to hold me I need something to hold me I'm just spacing out I need something to catch me I need something to catch me I'm just stressing out I need something to hold me I need something to hold me Angry Song Pick up the phone Please, tell me you're home The monsters are gone The wardrobe is closed Where's my guitar They hate when I sing So, fuck my guitar, yeah Fuck everything String's on a twist My ass they can kiss They're making me sick Just, go suck my dick No, singing past ten You can't stay in your bed So, fuck mom and dad I'm going real mad Patched Up EP Everest You're alright, you're still breathing Even though you feel dead sometimes You'll be fine, you're still eating Even though it doesn't last sometimes 'Cause even if your eyes are black Your bones are always gold 'Cause it's climbed up every mountain That no story's ever told 'Cause even if your bags are packed You'll never leave your home 'Cause you're scared of all the monsters That are waiting to unfold Blank noise is an awful sound And it hurts my ears, I don't know how My name's just a silhouette Hiding under all the self-doubt 'Cause even if your eyes are black Your bones are always gold 'Cause it's climbed up every mountain That no story's ever told 'Cause even if your bags are packed You'll never leave your home 'Cause you're scared of all the monsters That are waiting to unfold Boy, I'm scared Boy, I'm scared Boy, I'm scared Boy, I'm scared Tired You haven't been good for long Is it the sound of your own thoughts That always keeps you up at night? Maybe it's time to say goodbye 'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired You haven't felt right for days Is it the fact you never say What comes in your mind that day? Maybe it's time to shut away 'Cause I've never really felt okay 'Cause I've been eating less all day To give my brain some extra space to think 'Bout all the things to do to help Distract me from the rude of heart Dance With Me If you wanna dance then Dance with me It's pretty fast but This is what you do at parties, right? And I know it's hard to tell But I think I really like you Just take it slow And move your feet to the beat 'Cause if we dance then You don't have to speak And I know it's hard to tell But I think I really like you Art Class You look pretty good today Is it me or did you shave? Good, you've been looking at me twice as more So I can see your face You sit across from me, in the classroom But do you even know my name? If you want to ask me how I am Don't hesitate 'Cause you're my cru- cru- crush And I like you very much And I'd appreciate If you'd like me back But it's okay, 'cause you make my heart In art class In art class Why do you always stick to smiling And sit still being so quiet? I've been pretty distracted for some days And it's ruining my diet If you don't take the hint already I'm afraid I'll start a riot 'Cause you make my whole world go crazy Yeah your smell just sends me flying 'Cause you're my cru- cru- crush And I like you very much And I'd appreciate If you'd like me back But it's okay, 'cause you make my heart In art class In art class All my days Been trying to find a reason to stay Say my name And I'll go ahead and pick a date I'm okay If you understand that this is fate Art class Art class Art class Art class If You Want To If you wanna take me Go ahead and try my head Experience is nothing compared to The sleep paralysis in my bed If you wanna love me Try to get inside my brain Experience is nothing compared to The nights I'm always up so late Bed bugs in my mind Keep them all alive Insomnia creeps at night Sleep paralysis till I die Die 'Cause if you want, you could stay with me in my bed If you want to, only if you want to If you want, you could go ahead and fix my head If you want to, only if you want to If you wanted to If you try to Wishing I still had my dreams Late night started, take up space 'Cause every time I try to remember Lack of sleep takes half my brain Bed bugs in my mind Keep them all alive Insomnia creeps at night Sleep paralysis till I die Die 'Cause if you want, you could stay with me in my bed If you want to, only if you want to If you want, you could go ahead and fix my head If you want to, only if you want to Use some pesticides and throw it in my brain If you want to, only if you want to Bed bugs keep me up at night and I'm going insane If they try to, only if they try to If you wanted to If you try to 'Cause if you want, you could stay with me in my bed If you want to, only if you want to If you want, you could go ahead and fix my head If you want to, only if you want to Use some pesticides and throw it in my brain If you want to, only if you want to Bed bugs keep me up at night and I'm going insane If they try to, only if they try to Eighteen Don't wanna be eighteen with responsibilities Sometimes I get scared of growing up Entering a world with broken dreams Sometimes I get scared and throw it all up And June the third is Coming closer and I'm Nowhere near closure Don't wanna be eighteen when I can't ride a bike Still hang onto my sheets during storms In my bed I'm ten but I can't shut my eyes I still wish I wore a school uniform And June the third is Coming closer and I'm Nowhere near closure Don't wanna be eighteen with a messy room Still wonder what lingers under my bed at night Kinda wish I stayed at my mother's home Are we gonna know what it's like to be blind? 'Cause June the third is Coming closer and I'm Nowhere near closure The Way I Spoke Think I saw you on the bus just yesterday Wearing that blue shirt you said you liked that day The image now is just blurred in my mind But do you recall the time we talked The day you held my hand We were by a station The sky was dark in sight The moon was out but the sun was in your eyes No one talked but I did You listened You said you liked the way I spoke I think I saw you in my dream last night It was cold with lots of pretty lights The image now is just blurred in my mind But do you recall the time we talked The day you kissed me We were by an archway With flowers cascading round the roof Standing under my winter coat to shelter us You said you liked the way I spoke And if you'd like to hold my hand It would bring back all the things we had And if God were to take that all away Wouldn't that be a shame
Loveworm EP Disappear Kiss me on my neck Tell me all your fears 'Cause the rush of love is gone I'm tryna find out why it disappeared Why it disappeared I look you in the eyes Don't feel nothing here 'Cause the feeling of the love that I used to have Well that shit's disappeared Yeah that shit's disappeared Yeah that shit's disappeared Yeah that shit's disappeared Yeah that shit's disappeared Do you remember Our love in November That shit was so real But there's patches on my fingers that won't heal There's patches on my fingers that won't feel Why'd you have to fucking disappear Why'd you have to fucking disappear Why'd you disappear Why'd you disappear Why'd you disappear Why'd you disappear Please come back Please come back Please come back Please come back 1999 Hold me close and say you care Because I'm in love with your brown hair The way you touch me is a curse And I'm not willing to let it hurt Watch your mouth and wash with soap Because I just hate the way you spoke Green eyes make everything feel numb So I'm not willing to give it all up And I'm not wasting time again Closure instead of sex I'm not wasting time again You said I fucked up and ruined your life Little did you know you ruined Mine Apple Cider We both like apple cider But your hair be smelling like fruit punch And I don't even like you that much Wait I do Fuck Call me At midnight Let's give this Thing a try You said you liked my hair So go ahead and touch it You said you liked the jumper I wore So I always wore it It's really nice to talk to you It's really nice to hold your hand It's really nice to talk to you It's really nice to hold your hand And even if we're just friends We could be more than that And even if we're just friends We could be more than that So call me At midnight Let's give this thing A try Call me At midnight Let's give this thing A try So call me At midnight Ask if it's alright To have a sleepover To drink some apple cider Or maybe some fruit punch And we can talk about how we don't like each other that much Ceilings Love me like a garden filled with flowers Like the driest desert in the rain Love me like cigarettes in Paris Love me like a book that has no name Let the birds sing Let the fish swim And appreciate the life you live Miss me like the scent of your first room The thing you've always wanted to go back to Ceilings were so high when you were five Miss me like the way your mother misses your height Let the birds sing Let the fish swim And appreciate the life you live Angel White angel come Intoxicate my blood Just another hit You'd get used to it Just another grit Your bones are only painted gold That's why it rots beneath your soul You're not as brave as you may seem That's why it hurts me I'm scared of life It's in my blood So I blame myself I blame myself I blame myself White pretty snowflakes White pretty snowflakes White pretty snowflakes Falling on my face Your bones are only painted gold That's why it rots beneath your soul You're not as brave as you may seem That's why it hurts me You Lie All the Time You lie all the time Yeah you do But I can't complain 'Cause I'm just afraid of losing you You don't understand Yeah you don't 'Cause if I explained You'd just hate the way it goes So tell me it's okay That everything is great 'Cause I just hate the fact That every time we do You look the other way You say it's alright Yeah you do But it's fine 'Cause you hate to see me cry Cry Cry So tell me it's okay That everything is great 'Cause I just hate the fact That every time we do You look the other way And if you ask me What I'd wanna do I'd look you in the eyes And end up asking you (oh) You (oh) Oh you Oh you Soren Miss your hair I like the way you stare Into my eyes Most the time The way you touch me Is like a curse that can't be broken But it hurts Most the time And if there was a place That I had to choose Or a memory that fades That I cannot lose If there was a place That I could call home Before I'd die you'd ought to know It would be in your arms tonight The green in your eyes Are like the leaves in the summer And it changes With the weather The pink in your cheeks When you slightly loose your temper Makes me love you Even more And if there was a place That I had to choose Or a memory that fades That I cannot lose If there was a place That I could call home Before I'd die you'd ought to know It would be in your arms tonight It'd be in your arms tonight It'd be in your arms tonight Space Cadet EP Are You Sure You say you understand Are you sure, are you sure You say you've been to Mars before Are you sure, are you sure It's funny for you My state stays the same in outer space It's funny for you It's obvious you've never felt this way It's pretty shit My brain's alone and no one understands You think you know my brain Are you sure, are you sure You think you know just what to say Are you sure, are you sure It's funny for you My state stays the same in outer space It's funny for you It's obvious you've never felt this way It's pretty shit My brain's alone and no one understands So talk to me again You seem to understand You claim to say its fine But you never really know where I am Why, why Why, why It's funny for you My state stays the same in outer space It's funny for you It's obvious you've never felt this way It's pretty shit My brain's alone and no one understands I Wish I Was Stephen Malkmus Think I'm starting to change With the weeks and the days Got this new blue-haired phase I think I kinda like it, think I kinda like it Yeah Think I kinda like it 'Cause I get tired of the same shit Got new hair, a new phase I'm from outer space And I'm pretty sure I'll get used to it Guess I'm tryna get by 'Cause like the weather, I change with time And I sit at home, cry to Pavement I wish I was Stephen Malkmus I wanted change, no one forced it My hair is blue, it's pretty obvious That I kinda like it, think I kinda like it Yeah Think I kinda like it 'Cause I get tired of the same shit Got new hair, a new phase I'm from outer space And I'm pretty sure I'll get used to it Now I've changed, I've been feeling comfy But now I've changed, I've been feeling lonely 'Cause your photos suck, your brand is shit You're up your butt You never really ask me how I am, ask me how I am 'Cause I sit at home, cry to Pavement I wish I was Stephen Malkmus I wanted change, no one forced it My hair is blue, it's pretty obvious That I kinda like it, think I kinda like it Nice Think I kinda like it 'Cause I get tired of the same shit Got new hair, a new phase I'm from outer space And I'm pretty sure I'll get used to it Fuck Sun More Often Keep your head down low Cause is it the sound, or is it the way things go? In your head you're scared So just sing along to the song in end Cause if you try to ask me how You'll never know what to expect how to get up You should go out and see the sun more often You should go out and see the sun more often If you tried you'll see That the world's not as scary as it seems Cause if you try to ask me how You'll never know what to expect how to get up You should go out and see the sun more often You should go out and see the sun more often Go out and see the sun more often Go out and see the sun more often Go out and see the sun Go out and see the sun more often Go out and see the sun more often Go out and see the sun more often She Plays Bass Hey, won't you call me back 'Cause I've been waiting for a text back It hurts my brain This chick who plays bass She plays bass, she plays bass Nothing matters 'cause we're both in space Pretty shit we could never date She plays bass, she plays bass Guess we're both stuck in the same boat The world doesn't seem to get us though You're just stuck in space Just playing your bass She plays bass, she plays bass Nothing matters 'cause we're both in space Pretty shit we could never date She plays bass, she plays bass She plays bass, she plays bass Nothing matters 'cause we're both in space How I wish we could just date So you could teach me how to be more like you Wish I was more like you Wish I was more like you Wish I was more like you Space Cadet Feeling shit again Haven't left my bed Never brush my hair And if you look me in the eyes you'll see that I don't care You don't seem to understand This candy floss made spacecraft Took the dirt out from my brain Threw them out to outer space Through the Milky Way Past the morning sun Pluto is lightyears away And all our fears, they're all gone Let loose, we live only for a little while In hindsight, we'll die anyways Extraterrestrial beings probably sitting tight Waiting to blow our brains away Through the Milky Way Past the morning sun Pluto is lightyears away And all our worries, they're all gone So quit being so negative It's fine don't be a temporary fix You say I don't write happy songs So I guess this is the first one Through the Milky Way Past the morning sun Pluto is lightyears away AAnd all our worries, they're all gone
Fake It Flowers Care It's been a while since I've talked about it Maybe it's time to co-operate I need some help to forget about it I don't want your sympathy Stop saying you give a shit Because you don't really care Care, care, yeah Care, care, care, yeah Care, care, care, yeah It's been a while since I've thought about it Maybe it's time to communicate I was seven to think about it The fact I still can't forget about it I don't want your sympathy I guess I've had it rough But you don't really care Care, care, yeah Care, care, care, yeah Care, care, care, yeah Oh, by the way I'm still the same I'm still the same But are you the same Oh, by the way I'm still the same I'm still the same But are you the same Are you the same Are you the same Are you the same Are you the same Are you the same Are you the same Are you the same Forget about it I don't want your sympathy I guess I've had it rough But you don't really care Care, care, yeah Care, care, care, yeah Care, care, care, yeah Are you the same Are you the same Are you the same You, you Are you the same Are you the same Are you the same Are you Worth It Your eyes are just like his but your face is a bit different You're a bit more fucked but I guess that's fine Maybe, that's what I want this time Say that you're breaking up Connection too slow So just try texting again Don't pick up the phone Don't think we can be friends 'Cause you're too pretty I wanna see you again I don't know what I'm saying This is too bad to boast But this is my way to float And if I shut up I'm scared I'll drown But maybe that's the best for now Say that you're breaking up Connection too slow So just try texting again Don't pick up the phone Don't think we can be friends 'Cause you're too pretty I wanna see you again I don't know what I'm saying Don't think this is worth it Don't think this is worth it I'm not wasting time But you've been on my mind Don't think this is worth it This time Say that you're breaking up Connection too slow So just try texting again Don't pick up the phone Don't think we can be friends 'Cause you're too pretty I wanna see you again I don't know what I'm saying Say that you're breaking up Connection too slow So just try texting again Don't pick up the phone Don't think we can be friends 'Cause you're too pretty I wanna see you again I don't know what I'm saying Dye It Red Kiss my ass, you don't know jack And if you say you understand you don't You don't You don't You don't Fuck me, only when I'm keen Not according to your beer Your beer Your beer Your beer So let me be what I've wanted to be So let me cut my hair and dye it red if I want to I haven't found myself so comfortable I'm not stopping now Touch me as if you mean it Because I'm getting tired of being all alone Alone Alone Alone And if it's not for you guess I'll find it on my own So let me cut my hair and dye it red if I want to I haven't found myself so comfortable I'm not stopping Think I'd be better off alone Now that I had some time to think I've had to put up with your shit When you're not even that cute And maybe it's time to change my ways But that doesn't include you Let me cut my hair and dye it red if I want to I haven't found myself so comfortable I'm not stopping Think I'd be better off alone Now that I had some time to think I've had to put up with your shit When you're not even that cute That cute That cute That cute Back To Mars Ask me again, are we friends or are we something more Doesn't it hurt to think about how we were just before Doesn't matter if sometimes we cannot stick to being friends Doesn't matter if we break up just to act all fine again Take me to the South of France where we could just be old friends We'd go to the beach and you could braid my hair You could braid my hair Charlie Brown Back on old habits That no one knows about Too bad that Charlie Brown Has inked you up to slow you down Has inked you up to slow you down Throw it away Throw it away Throw it away I call you if I need you Give my brain a sec I just need to figure things out Figure things out Throw it away Throw it away Throw it away If I could die here a million times Then what's the point of trying? Throw it away Throw it away Throw it away Throw it away Emo Song Back on old ways, I know your face I haven't seen you in some days It hurts my head, my conscience dead The fact I miss the way it felt You're coming back again Don't want you back again You call me up and lie again Like all the men I use to trust Nobody knows when I was young I lost my self in cosmic dust You're coming back again Don't want you back again Just the thought of you doesn't stop You're not a person or a thing Just the thought of you on my limbs It's all your fault It's all your fault It's all your fault It's all your fault Sorry Sad I had to see you But I don't and I won't and I won't To think I was just like you All alone skin to bone, skin to bone And it hurts me That you could be the one that deserved this Even more That you stayed in the same dark place that I adore But you stayed for more I guess that's what happens to the best of us The best of us I hope to come and see you When your state's doing great, doing great A part of me feels for you That I'm doing alright and guess I've been feeling fine But it hurts me That you could be the one that deserved this Even more That you stayed in the same dark place that I adore But you stayed for more I guess that's what happens to the best of us The best of us I never want to think twice With what could have been your life And I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry And it hurts me That you could be the one that deserved this Even more That you stayed in the same dark place that I adore But you stayed for more I guess that's what happens to the best of us The best of us And I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry Further Away Say what you want It's hard 'cause it sucks I'll just pretend to give a fuck Maybe then you'll try to stop 'Cause was it so hard To keep your mouth shut They say the moon's miles away but your brain's further away Who's laughing now The shit that you used to say is out your mouth Guess you feel better now 'Cause was it so hard To keep your mouth shut They say the moon's miles away but your brain's further away Further away Further away Further away Horen Sarrison You are the smell of pavement after the rain You are the last empty seat on a train And I'm convinced you're from outer space And I want you to know that I'm in love But I don't want you to feel comfortable You are the song that I need for my mental state You are the bus that stayed when I thought I was late So I'm convinced you're from outer space And I want you to know that I'm in love But I don't want you to feel comfortable Eyes so green, I don't know what that means But you make me feel like all this is real But I don't want you to feel comfortable And I want you to know that I'm in love I'm in love I'm in love And I want to keep you quiet And I know you feel the same And I'm sorry I'm gone so often But I know you'd do the same The same The same I want you to know that I'm in love But I don't want you to feel comfortable Eyes so green, I don't know what that means But you make me feel like all this is real But I don't want you to feel comfortable And I want you to know that I'm in love How Was Your Day How was your day Was it okay 'Cause we haven't talked in a while Forgotten how you used to smile What do you look like Remember when we used to fight And I miss getting angry at you 'Cause at least I felt something new 'Cause I miss all the fuck ups we've had 'Cause even then you're the best that I've had Call me up late Say it's okay 'Cause I'll be away a while I can't remember your smile You used to kiss me Guess it's not hard to believe That I miss getting angry at you 'Cause at least I felt something new 'Cause I miss all the fuck ups we've had 'Cause even then you're the best that I've had 'Cause even when we're miles away I know You'll still want me as usual But the thing that I know is that I wanna be with you How was your day Was it okay 'Cause we haven't talked in a while Remember when we used to smile You used to miss me Guess it's not hard to believe That things have to change like the weather and the days But the thing that I know is that I wanna be with you Together Crash the car again The same mistakes again Don't wanna hurt you like I did 'Cause I'm not waiting for you But I don't want to hurt you All alone again It hurts my heart again I think my blood is running thin I'm away again It hurts my head again Don't wanna be away from your skin 'Cause I'm not waiting for you But I don't want to hurt you Guess that's how my life will go At least we're together though Together though Together though Together though Hurt myself again I thought you'd notice it Don't wanna fix it like you did 'Cause I don't want to let you know I've been thinking of letting you go Guess that's how the story ends At least we're together again Together again Together again Together again Fine I'm okay by myself I'm doing great But we'd be better together Better together Together though Together though Together again Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Hey, hold up, fuck Hey, what the fuck Sounds like a fart (One, two, three, four) He smells very nice Oh so nice Wears clothes that I like He doesn't even try He doesn't even try And I think that I want to marry him But I really don't want to freak him out I know all our children's names They're called Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Loves me till I die I'll be his corpse bride And when I smell he says it's fine Oh how nice And I think that I want to marry him But I really don't want to freak him out I know all our children's names They're called Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene I'm scared he's gonna leave me 'Cause when I'm mad I get pretty scary But he won't and he won't because I'm pretty And we'll have lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots Of babies Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene Yoshimi, Forest, Magdalene...
First Date Meet me by the corner shop The one that sells the flower pot To tell me that you bought it with your cash And not your mother's coupons Build a rocket ship out of soft clay And take me right up into space And I can see how our day went We'll see if we're just friends 'Cause I know you know It's still pretty awkward Grow some balls and just say Where'd you wanna go, where'd you Where'd you wanna go on our first date Our Extended Play EP Last Day On Earth You made it It's your last day on Earth You killed someone last night And burned down a church Oh, you made it For what it's worth Well, and if it all goes wrong And it looks like we'll soon be gone Then we should all just get along And sing a song I wrote And it goes like this, it goes Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo, oh yeah Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo, oh yeah Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah You made it along You got a problem with Peter, you got a problem with John You can't go on All this follow me shit I want to get fucked up at home Be naked alone And turn up my phone Because this song I wrote is just so fucking sick, it goes... Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Wait, I got something to say (What's that? Oh shit) I forgot, wait a minute The world's about to end so I'm gonna have to finish I guess if it were nicer, we'd be better off innit? I haven't got a plan, so I'm think I'm gonna wing it Naked, alone with this song I wrote and it goes like this It goes Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo, oh yeah Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo, oh yeah Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Yeah (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah), yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo, oh yeah Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo, oh yeah (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Shoop-doop, shoop-doo, badoobadoo Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Cologne Am I seductive Call me back in an hour If you wanna go back home Oh babe, at least leave the scent of your cologne Leave the scent of your cologne I'm not done yet Please kiss my neck Let's go for another round I hate what this song is about Am I attractive Tell me, am I good enough Lately I've been on and off I think I've heard too much, my wrists are numb Heard too much, my limbs are numb I'm not done yet Please kiss my neck Let's go for another round I hate what this song is about You're in my head You're in my head Fuck I'm so attractive Think I'm going to explode Baby, I've been hung around Won't you just drop your shit and pick up the phone? Drop your shit and pick up the phone I'm not done yet Please kiss my neck Let's go for another round I hate what this song is about Animal Noises I'm still afraid of the dark But mornings are scarier 'Cause when I'm awake, I spend half of my day Wondering what to do I'll miss the 9 a.m train 'Cause I slept through my alarm again Forgetting to eat is affecting my sleep But I guess that's just part of the trend I miss the mornings I spent making animal noises with you I just need someone to hold but I guess that I'm getting too old It's something I keep getting told I guess that I'm getting too old for this Well, I guess that I've made some mistakes And you know that I've told a few lies If I call in the morning, I know you'd be boring And say my behavior's alright Maybe you like my mistakes And maybe I get what I like Maybe the things that made you wanna live Were the things that made me wanna die I miss the mornings I spent making animal noises with you I just need someone to hold but I guess that I'm getting too old It's something I keep getting told I guess that I'm getting too old for this For this I'm too old for this For this I miss the mornings I spent making animal noises with you I just need someone to hold but I guess that I'm getting too old It's something I keep getting told I guess that I'm getting too old for this He Gets Me So High He pretends, he is my closest friend It's a lie, when he cries We'll uncloak his disguise He's a kick on my side And I wish that I'm your ride He gets me so high He gets me so high He gets me so high I can stay in bed But he can't stay in my head He gets me so high He gets fed and lives under my bed It's been said, that it's all just in my head (Are you feeling alive?) I'll come back when I meet you (Just pretend I'll be fine) I need to know that I want you (You need reflecting of mind) When you know that I I always end up coming back to you He gets me so high He gets me so high He gets me so high I can stay in bed But he can't stay in my head He gets me so high I'm so high (So high) I'm so high I'm so high (So high) I'm so high (So high) I'm so high (So high) So high He gets me so high Beatopia Beatopia Cultsong Is it me or recently time is moving slowly Is it me or recently time is moving slowly Is it me or recently time is moving slowly Is it me or recently time is moving slowly Is it me or recently time is moving slowly Is it me or recently time is moving slowly Is it me or recently time is moving slowly Is it me or recently time is moving slowly 10:36 You don't need me As much as I need you As much as I need you Take it or leave it 'Cause you know that's the truth 'Cause you know that's the truth I know you thought it was just us I didn't think you'd fall in love You're just a warm body to hold At night when I'm feeling all alone I don't want to, yeah, yeah (I didn't mean that, that thing I said last night, it was) I don't want to, yeah, yeah (I don't know what happened) I don't want to, yeah, yeah (I have this thing where I, I can't really be by myself) I don't want to, yeah, yeah (But look) Called you for the last time I need to be with you I need to be with you Saw you in a dream last night You looked like a ghost You looked like a ghost I know you thought it was just us I didn't think you'd fall in love You're just a warm body to hold At night when I'm feeling all alone I know you thought it was just us I didn't think you'd fall in love You're just a warm body to hold At night when I'm feeling all alone I know you thought it was just us I didn't think you'd fall in love You're just a warm body to hold At night when I'm feeling all alone (You don't) I know you thought it was just us (Need me) I didn't think you'd fall in love (As much as I need you) You're just a warm body to hold (As much as I need you) At night when I'm feeling all alone I don't want to, yeah, yeah I don't want to, yeah, yeah I don't want to, yeah, yeah I don't want to, yeah, yeah Sunny Day Know it's been raining, I swear, I'm not lonely Always complaining that you never see me Call in the morning when you wake Maybe tomorrow, we're okay When it's a sunny day I'll keep you posted I promise I'm better With the sun we'll leave my house I'm sorry for yesterday You know I don't mean it I promise I'm better With the sun we'll leave my house I'm sorry for yesterday Keep me here With your skin on mine again While you're there It's easy if I pretend Don't know why I feel this way Treating all my friends the same Haven't had enough to do But I'm not ignoring you Call in the morning when you wake Maybe tomorrow, we're okay When it's a sunny day I'll keep you posted I promise I'm better With the sun we'll leave my house I'm sorry for yesterday You know I don't mean it I promise I'm better With the sun we'll leave my house I'm sorry for yesterday Keep me here With your skin on mine again While you're there It's easy if I pretend See You Soon I wanted to be everything you see But I went the wrong direction I needed some affection And I'm not sure why but I will see you soon (I guess I have to take it, I'm deteriorating) Feeling blue It's a walk in the park You said, "It's not that hard" I'm feeling kinda dizzy I don't want this to leave me And I told you, I'll See you soon (I guess I have to take it, I'm deteriorating) Feeling blue (I try to have a meaning and it looks appealing) I want you I had some time away Didn't want to go insane from this I wanted you to know I need time to grow and to exist I think I needed space Let you know I'm safe I swear it's just a little thing See you soon (I guess I have to take it, I'm deteriorating) Feeling blue (I try to have a meaning and it looks appealing) I want you Ripples Please don't make me hide I've been putting up a fight What's the use of it now? When I get pulled down Anyways I've been hiding my expressions You can't blame the reflections And the ripples on the ground I might as well have drowned So I'm keeping busy Work twice as hard as you Want you to believe me That I can pick and choose You said you'd let me drive your car As long as I'm with you Then you'd wait till we'd get far To tell me that you'll be gone soon Feels too late right now I've been holding back 'Cause I'm afraid that I'm too loud Six feet underground I feel alone again Stuck between the friends I guess I'll figure my way through them Not sure how I'd do it But I'm sure now the people will listen As the water glistens and I see my reflection So much clearer So I'm keeping busy Work twice as hard as you Want you to believe me That I can pick and choose You said you'd let me drive your car As long as I'm with you Then you'd wait till we'd get far And tell me that you'll be gone soon The Perfect Pair You ought to know that I think we're one and the same I don't think we could help it No, I don't think we could help it We don't talk much I guess 'cause nothing has changed I'm not sure I like it And I'm so tired of fighting If I told you, you know how to go and break my heart in two 'Cause I will anyways We'd end up like always You know me, you better show me that you can say it to my face 'Cause you know we're the same There's worse things I can take I know you hate it When there's nothing to say I'm not quite sure we'd fix it I guess we're so used to it Wish I had noticed from the beginning I find it hard to work out Why we have all this now? If I told you you know how to go and break my heart in two 'Cause I will anyways We'd end up like always You know me, you better show me that you can say it to my face 'Cause you know we're the same There's worse things I can take Broken CD Don't think I'm over it It hurt when I was seventeen Flew by so quickly, I Could hardly breathe Don't think I'm over it Like I always said I was Like a broken CD That plays on repeat Don't think I'm over it It hurt when I was seventeen Flew by so quickly, I Could hardly breathe Don't think I'm over it Like I always said I was Like a broken CD That plays on repeat Talk Call you up on a Tuesday Say "What's up" Babe it's too late Why'd you have to be so complicated Complicated 'Cause I'm not sure if I've seen you before You looked familiar when I saw you We go together like the gum on my shoes We make out, we make out when it's too late We go out, we go out on a Tuesday A crowded place Waiting for you Am I lost why can't I find you A silhouette that's in my head You don't exist You're my imagination You don't exist You're just a bad decision 'Cause I'm not sure if I've seen you before You looked familiar when I saw you We go together like the gum on my shoes We make out, we make out when it's too late We go out, we go out on a Tuesday 'Cause I'm not sure if I've seen you before You looked familiar when I saw you We go together like the gum on my shoes We make out, we make out when it's too late We go out, we go out on a Tuesday Lovesong I didn't think I'd ever want this yet When we had first met in fall Guess it's something you learn to accept When I've been a mess it's not your fault But I keep forgetting it's what we do I missed the train again I called your name As if you'd drive it back I swear you're in my head Throughout the day I can say that for a fact Know we had better days But to keep me sane I guess that this is just another love song About you Just another love song About you Do-do-do-do, do-do-do-do Do-do-do-do, do-do-do, do Do-do-do-do, do-do-do, do Do-do-do-do I'm running over sentences at times I'd better quit dreaming just so I could write Yet the words to describe you aren't so hard to find Like a good quote from a book that I've memorised But I keep forgetting just what to do I missed the train again I called your name As if you'd drive it back I swear you're in my head Throughout the day I can say that for a fact Know we had better days But to keep me sane I guess that this is just another love song About you Just another love song About you Do-do-do-do, do-do-do-do Do-do-do-do, do-do-do, do Do-do-do-do, do-do-do, do Do-do-do-do Do-do-do-do, do-do-do-do Do-do-do-do, do-do-do, do Do-do-do-do, do-do-do, do Do-do-do-do Pictures Of Us Pictures of us Buildings and rust I don't know what it means to get better Last night's emergency Her and me She reminded me that God starts with a capital But I don't think I could do it all No, I don't think I could do it She reminded me that God starts with a capital But I don't think I could do it all No, I don't think I could do it And I don't know what it means to get better Last night's emergency Her and me She reminded me that God starts with a capital But I don't think I could do it all No, I don't think I could do it She reminded me that God starts with a capital But I don't think I could do it all No, I don't think I could do it She reminded me that God starts with a capital But I don't think I could do it No, I don't think I could do it She reminded me that God starts with a capital But I don't think I could do it No, I don't think I could do it Fairy Song Need to drink water Remember to pray Eat so you're stronger And live for the day Speak to your brother Check he's okay Need to get out more Don't smoke all day I know you're sad 'cause someone died But I'm not gonna sit inside and do nothing Guess when I'm older I'll be able to see That when it gets colder I care less about me I should sleep like I promised And brush my hair Always be honest And that would be fair I know it's hard to comprehend There's so much things we have to mend I know you're sad 'cause someone died But I'm not gonna sit inside and do nothing Guess that's what you meant We can still be friends I'm not with you but Make it till the end Guess that's what you meant We can still be friends I'm not with you but Make it till the end Guess that's what you meant We can still be friends I'm not with you but Don't Get The Deal Tell me How do you feel? I've realised You just don't get the deal Tell me (I wonder if the time we spend) How do you feel? (I could have been a fireman) I've realised (I'm thinking that I don't get the deal) You just don't get the deal Take time, I'll wait a little bit I don't mind We've done this all before It feels like we'll stop eventually For now I guess we were meant to be Take time, I'll wait a little bit I don't mind We've done this all before It feels like we'll stop eventually For now I guess we were meant to be Am I caught in a daze? The look in your eyes Is never the same Am I caught in a daze (I think it's getting harder to see) (I know that I've been losing sleep) The look in your eyes (I don't think it's ever the same) Is never the same Take time, I'll wait a little bit I don't mind We've done this all before It feels like we'll stop eventually For now I guess we were meant to be Take time, I'll wait a little bit I don't mind We've done this all before It feels like we'll stop eventually For now I guess we were meant to be I needed some time alone To see that it hurts You're looking for something But I'm here to make it worse Take time, I'll wait a little bit I don't mind We've done this all before It feels like we'll stop eventually For now I guess we were meant to be Take time, I'll wait a little bit I don't mind We've done this all before It feels like we'll stop eventually For now I guess we were meant to be Tinkerbell Is Overrated I paint a picture on my wall the other night again I have a feeling that I'm losing all my oldest friends Spend a week inside I'm tired and I think they know Way to go Saw a spider living in my room the other day I asked politely if I didn't mind I thought he'd stayed A crow is on the roof, he peers inside, I think he knows Then he goes I can't pretend when I'm with my closest friends 'Cause Tinkerbell is super overrated I started smoking in the mornings and stay in bed I'm not a woman in my room I'm just a girl instead I think the bug I saw that bit you he had always known Way to go By the way I came to tell you My hairs turned grey And I think I grew I'm afraid of lying in my room I stay awake and it sees the truth I can't pretend when I'm with my closest friends 'Cause Tinkerbell is super overrated I was around on Sunday night I wish I was at home where I feel nice Now that I lay here in my bed I wish that I went to meet you out instead The sky looks all red It's fine The rose that I had planted yesterday died It's fine I lost the book that I read It's mine And when I leave my house I will regret it 'cause I By the way I came to tell you My hairs turned grey And I think I grew I'm afraid of lying in my room I stay awake and it sees the truth I can't pretend when I'm with my closest friends 'Cause Tinkerbell is super overrated You're Here That's The Thing Catch the rain Even on a sunny day I swear I'm not excusing I'll cross my heart to prove it But she seems tired 'cause we've been through this And I know you said that we're not a thing But you're here that's the thing And I'm not trying to give you a ring Well maybe on the phone if you let it sing You're overcomplicating everything When the lights go down don't say I didn't warn ya I don't think that's legal in the state of California I've got you wrapped around my finger Like a piece of ribbon You just won't admit it that you're smitten Hold on a minute please won't you listen 'Cause I'm not sure if you're into Me like I'm into you I said a lot of stupid things in the winter Once the ice got thinner But somehow we managed through the fall So I guess it's not that bad at all That we're not a thing But you're here that's the thing And I'm not trying to give you a ring Well maybe on the phone if you let it sing You're overcomplicating everything When the lights go down don't say I didn't warn ya I don't think that's legal in the state of California I'm going away Did I forget to mention how long I'd stay Is that a question for another day But while we're away And I know you said that we're not a thing But you're here that's the thing And I'm not trying to give you a ring Well maybe on the phone if you let it sing You're overcomplicating everything When the lights go down don't say I didn't warn ya I don't think that's legal in the state of California
This Is How Tomorrow Moves Take A Bite Sure, it's easy to talk But I take it and I eat it with a cherry on top Indulging in situations that are fabricated imaginations Moments that cease to exist Only want to fix it with a kiss on the lips But I think I might Take a bite I wanted to see the world in colour Through your eyes and through your mind I think that I like to sit and wonder Through the night, I think I might Wanna do it all over again It gets harder to breathe But I take it and I want it and I love when it bleeds 'Cause I'm craving expectations That are unattainable temptations I guess I'll just take the hit But what's the point of trying if it turns into this? 'Cause I think I might Take a bite I wanted to see the world in colour Through your eyes and through your mind I think that I like to sit and wonder Through the night, I think I might Wanna do it all over again Moving backwards (I wanna do it all over again) Stuck in reverse (I wanna do it all over again) Some things get in the way I wanted to see the world in colour Through your eyes and through your mind I think that I like to sit and wonder Through the night, I think I might Wanna do it all over again California Spending too much time out of California And for all this time, I'll be waiting for you Won't you call me a cab so I can finally get back? Never felt that I've never felt that Always the same from the inside Wanted a change, it took a big fight Calling it bluff, you'll see it real-time Wish you could see it's been a rough ride I swear I tried I swear I tried Got a fragile heart, always thought you knew that And you said from the start, guess that's how we do that Now you're stuck in the past, I'm tired of living so fast It's not the plan You wouldn't understand Always the same from the inside Wanted a change, it took a big fight Calling it bluff, you'll see it real-time Wish you could see it's been a rough ride I swear I tried I swear I tried Keeping it quiet till I hit back And I know they won't listen till I start to crack And I pick up the pieces of what they left And I know Keeping it quiet till I hit back And I know they won't listen till I start to crack And I pick up the pieces of what they left And I know They'll never know They'll never know They'll never know They'll never know One Time Didn't believe the love you gave It takes two people to make that mistake You never tried You never tried It's such a shame you don't cross my mind But you did this one time You did this one time Wondering through the cheap escapes Just avoiding all the things that I'd say Could never admit I wasn't sure Always fighting the feeling you were such a bore So I got high And I got high It's such a shame you didn't put up a fight But you did this one time You did this one time It's such a shame you don't cross my mind But you did this one time Keep on faking just to make it What's the point of fixing problems? When it's broken, we were shameless And we never try to solve them Keep on faking just to make it What's the point of fixing problems? When it's broken, we were shameless And we never try to solve them Keep on faking just to make it What's the point of fixing problems? When it's broken, we were shameless And we never try to solve them Real Man Why don't you just pull another My simple lover I'm not going for no other I told my mother What you did, like a kid And I already told you I just wanted to dance Could you see me standing out here with my outstretched hand I guess no one ever taught you how to be a real man Walking as the morning beckoned You said you'd be a second Locked the back door, yeah, you should have mentioned Guess I should expect it I'm out here blue What to do? And I already told you I'm not part of the band Please forgive me just for thinking it's a fleeting romance I guess no one ever taught you how to be a real man Would you hold it down and take it if I gave you a chance? Need the reassurance baby, not a silly romance Guess I'm used to being disappointed, falling too fast If you want it, go and get it and I hope you last If you want it, go and get it and I hope you last Would you hold it down and take it if I gave you a chance? Need the reassurance baby, not a silly romance Guess I'm used to being disappointed, falling too fast If you want it, go and get it and I hope you last If you want it, go and get it and I hope you last Would you hold it down and take it if I gave you a chance? Need the reassurance, baby, not a silly romance Guess I'm used to being disappointed, falling too fast If you want it, go and get it, and I hope you last If you want it, go and get it, and I hope you last Tie My Shoes Think I've been lying to myself Wondering how it could have been Struggling to keep it in Or see eye-to-eye with something new 'Cause I can't keep chasing it And I was only just a kid Waiting for you To tie my shoes It's all gone loose, and the screws Are with my old man He's got nothing to lose But to ruin my plans I always wondered how you felt Keeping all the secrets in Find it hard to reason with Lied to a girl who hardly knew You hardly knew But thought the world of you Trying to trust in something new Still waiting on you To tie my shoes It's all gone loose, and the screws Are with my old man He's got nothing to lose But to ruin my plans Girl Song In a way, I'm figuring it out at my own pace Just a girl who overthinks about proportions or her waist The creases on her face Day like no other, and just another Bad day All I wanna do is find the words to make it up to you Making all the same mistakes, I guess there's still a lot to prove And there's something I can't say in an ordinary way Day like no other, and just another Bad day Waking up to hardly recognizing my own face Just a stranger in the mirror thinking, oh, what a shame Didn't think she'd look this way Don't look no different To how I looked yesterday All I wanna do is find the words to make it up to you Making all the same mistakes, I guess there's still a lot to prove And there's something I can't say in an ordinary way Day like no other, and just another Bad day Brain's no good at fighting My hands are tired and I'm out loose And I'm no good at lying, I'm better at denying The consequence that stands Damn, I need a helping hand Day like no other, and just another Bad day Coming Home You do the dishes, I'll carry the load To make up lost time The trash to the brim and I'm scared of it But you always know just what to say And I'm sorry if I'm coming home too late I'm waking up to the gap on my blinds peeking sunlight I'd do anything just to be with you To sit and watch you slowly wake And I'm sorry if I'm coming home too late A hotel room only means I'll be with you soon An American state makes me feel so far away So, I promise this time I won't be late And a bar on the roof's not a good way to leave you too And a seat on the plane only shows that we're miles away So, I promise this time I won't be late I'll do the dishes, we'll carry the load Because we have time I emptied the trash like I said I would And you'd never guess what I have to say I'm not sorry 'cause this time I won't be late Ever Seen Spent some time waiting for your face Don't want to risk just making all the same mistakes The highest I think I've ever been Said I had the prettiest eyes he'd ever seen Can't help going through it Swear it's just the comedown that made me do it My mind's spent and I show it Wasting all my time just dwelling in it 'Cause I spent some time waiting for your face Don't want to risk just making all the same mistakes The highest I think I've ever been Said I had the prettiest eyes he'd ever seen Wound up with a purpose I've been through this too many times to not notice It's been rough, but I've felt worse I'll pull myself back up, and you know this 'Cause I spent some time waiting for your face Don't want to risk just making all the same mistakes The highest I think I've ever been Said I had the prettiest eyes he'd ever seen He has the prettiest eyes I've ever seen Every piece of me holds parts of you Wish I could see that it feels much better when I'm with you And when I get too high and I can't breathe I can't lie, he has the prettiest eyes I've ever seen He has the prettiest eyes I've ever seen Prettiest eyes I've ever seen Prettiest eyes I've ever seen The prettiest eyes I've ever seen A Cruel Affair As she wakes, they all say With wide-eyed gaze and amaze How can something so uncomplicated still fill her brain? Sweetest smile, with her eyes Perfect style, she doesn't try Why so many are so codependent, wasting time? And I know somewhere We both care 'Cause she's contemplating We're both sat complaining While we compare She's a catch but so am I No point for my demise And our problems are so aggravating Through their eyes And I know somewhere It's unfair Oh, it's exaggerated, we both elaborated a cruel affair Post Said he's getting tired from running as fast as he can Daddy always said he was half of a man Life worth living but as hard as it gets Guess sometimes you learn to forget And all I wanted the most Was to see your name on the post He said He said Something about her is hard to regret Falling slowly Every time she looks at him, he's breaking a sweat I think I'm lonely And all I wanted the most Was to see her name on the post She said She said She said She said I'm not waiting any longer for you Realising you've nothing to give Took too long for you to show it He said He said He said He said He said He said Beaches Spinning out on what to say or what to do Finding reasons for my constant change in mood Said I'll see it to believe it, but who knows the actual truth? 'Cause I'm sure now, I'm sure 'Cause days blend to one when I'm on the right beaches And the walls painted white, they tell me all the secrets Don't wait for the tide just to dip both your feet in 'Cause I'm sure now, I'm sure Find it hard to say, I know that I'm alright Took a while for me to finally realize That when I see it, I'll believe it Giving me a peace of mind I'm sure now, I'm sure 'Cause days blend to one when I'm on the right beaches And the walls painted white, they tell me all the secrets Don't wait for the tide just to dip both your feet in 'Cause I'm sure now, I'm sure Somedays I'm afraid to fall down But I understand the coming outcome Pick it up if I allow it Can't help it, can't help 'Cause days blend to one when I'm on the right beaches And the walls painted white, they tell me all the secrets Don't wait for the tide just to dip both your feet in 'Cause I'm sure now, I'm sure Everything I Want Couldn't list all of the reasons You're everything I want Falling more at every season You're everything I want I'm everything you want Now I see, the weather's got me down But like the sun, you'll come around I had finally figured out You were just around the corner Oh, such a pretty sight Oh, I'm tryna do it right this time Out all of the silly feelings People can say whatever they want 'Cause you're everything I want And I don't need another thought Now I see, the weather's got me down But like the sun, you'll come around I had finally figured out You were just around the corner As the light shown on my face Like a scent I almost taste And it stayed with me for days And I hope it lasts forever You're such a pretty sight Oh, I'm tryna do it right this time I'm tryna do it right this time I'm tryna do it right this time The Man Who Left Too Soon In a state of finding comfort in familiar places that I know The sadness is only temporary It comes and it goes Like the weather in the summer When the wind decides to move I look up to the sky and think At least we looked at the same moon At least we looked at the same moon The one of many ways that I can think of you The irony of looking up to something Or even just somebody Can't put the face onto the name that I don't even know The half of what you had I had a dad that didn't know But we both looked at the sky and thought At least we looked at the same moon At least we looked at the same moon I wish I had met the man who had left too soon This Is How It Went Scared to speak, finding words for an email to you Tried to see through the herd to find it stuck on my shoe Hanging on, piece of gum It's time to let it go loose Won't you just move on? And let me write a song like all the songs I love to listen to Writing 'cause I'm healing, never writing songs to hurt you Using what I'm best at, and I hope you do the same I'd sure make a movie Before planning on something to say I turned off the TV and I laid in my bed Sat and thought blissfully, listening to Elliot Writing songs, he did the same about situations Would have been just the same, you had to make it obvious Oh, come on, man Just let me write a song like all the songs I love to listen to Writing 'cause I'm healing, never writing songs to hurt you Using what I'm best at, and I hope you do the same I'd sure make a movie Before planning on something to say And you messed up all by yourself And I sat right here, secretly tried to help And I did my best, and you'd never know 'Cause your satisfaction's for you just to gloat And it was my song, oh, just a song You made it worse by just singing along Just keep busy Or make a movie And I'll stick to writing my songs Getting tired, don't want to speak Oh, please let me go to sleep Getting tired, don't want to speak Oh, please let me go to sleep Getting tired, don't want to speak Oh, please let me go to sleep Getting tired, don't want to speak Oh, please let me go to sleep
Non Albums Tracks Between The Bars (originally by Elliott Smith) Drink up, baby, stay up all night With the things you could do, you won't but you might The potential you'll be, that you'll never see The promises you'll only make Drink up with me now and forget all about The pressure of days, do what I say And I'll make you okay and drive them away The images stuck in your head People you've been before You don't want them around anymore They push and shove and won't bend to your will I'll keep them still Drink up, baby, look at the stars I'll kiss you again, between the bars When I'm seeing you there, with your hands in the air Waiting to finally be caught Drink up one more time and I'll make you mine I'll keep you apart, deep in my heart Separate from the rest, where I like you the best And keep the things you forgot People you've been before You don't want them around anymore They push and shove and won't bend to your will I'll keep them still
Cyberkiss 2 U* (BlackStarkids Feat. Beabadoobee) What's your name What's your name What's your name What's your name Hit New York for today, tomorrow hit L.A. But I can't get peace of mind 'cause I can't go to where you stay We gotta hit the road so we can make it big What you doin' for tonight? I'm in Miami, trick And I can feel the sparks fly when it's just you and me Even when we FaceTimin', you can feel the chemistry Swear it all feels brand new, but we got some history Fell in love (Nigga, stop lyin'), maybe I'm just too geeked for real I'm just makin' a note of how I feel Are you feelin' the same? If not, I'll chill I just need for you to tell me what's the deal What's the deal I just wanna send you a kiss (Cyber kiss) Goin' digital with my love (My love) I just wanna send you a I just wanna send you a I just wanna send you a kiss I just wanna send you a kiss (Cyber kiss) Goin' digital with my love (My love) I just wanna send you a I just wanna send you a I just wanna send you a kiss I miss you, your digital footprint's on my brain Wish I could kiss you, but I'm stuck on this New York subway My phone is dead, so I guess that text will have to wait Just hope you know that I'm on the way Around the world, I'm livin' it up But knowin' I'm your girl is what I really love I won't be home today, and I know that really sucks (It sucks) Promise it's worth the wait, until then, I'll hit you up Spend my time lookin' at pics of you on the internet Girl, are you into me? I wanna feel you here But most the time, you're so far away Damn, you're so far away Can you text me back? When you're sad, I can make it better You make me feel good, I hope I feel this way forever You send me kisses through the phone 'Cause you know I like it 'Cause you know I like it Yeah, 'cause you know I like it I just wanna send you a kiss (Cyber kiss) Goin' digital with my love (My love) I just wanna send you a I just wanna send you a I just wanna send you a kiss I just wanna send you a kiss (Cyber kiss) Goin' digital with my love (My love) I just wanna send you a I just wanna send you a I just wanna send you a kiss Coffee Don't stay awake for too long Don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head I'll get you up and going out of bed And I promise that one day I'll feel fine And I promise that one day I'll feel alright And I'll make a cup of coffee With the right amount of sugar How you like it And I'll make a cup of coffee With the right amount of sugar How you like it How you like it Don't know how long I'll stay for It's okay, I'll knock on your door Won't you come down and get me? I like it when you hold me Tight You make me feel nice The green in your eyes Makes me feel warm inside And I'll make a cup of coffee With the right amount of sugar How you like it And I'll make a cup of coffee With the right amount of sugar How you like it How you like it Death bed (bonus remix) Beabadoobee: Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed Powfu: Yeah, I don't wanna fall asleep, I don't wanna pass away I been thinking of our future 'cause I'll never see those days I don't know why this has happened, but I probably deserve it I tried to do my best, but you know that I'm not perfect I been praying for forgiveness, you've been praying for my health When I leave this earth, hopin' you'll find someone else 'Cause yeah, we still young, there's so much we haven't done Getting married, start a family, watch your husband with his son I wish it could be me, but I won't make it out this bed I hope I go to heaven so I see you once again My life was kinda short, but I got so many blessings Happy you were mine, it sucks that it's all ending Beabadoobee & Powfu: Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed (Yeah, ayy) Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed (Ayy, yeah) Mark Hoppus: It won't be like this for too long It won't break you down Nothing feels the same when you're so far away The world might be strange but it's a beautiful place If we can make it through tomorrow There'll be brighter times Photographs of you will get me through the day The time we spend apart will be a memory some day Beabadoobee & Powfu: Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed Beabadoobee: Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed
Dontstayaway (Azn Prince feat .Beabadoobee) Falling in bed, baby falling for you Losing my mind when I think about you Losing my conscious, I don't get the logic Baby so beautiful, yeah everybody watches Heart been broke so many times before Please don’t leave me cause your all I adore Before you walked up in my life there was tears all on the floor Baby don’t leave, don't walk out the door Everyday seeing you, loving you more and more I’ve been thinking about you, thinking about us A lot of things we still have to, still a lot to discuss Doing my best to give you things like the moon I don’t want this to end, but it's probably gonna be soon Ride with me, fly high with me like balloons Chillin’ in my room thinking about you, yeah my boo Falling in bed, baby falling for you Losing my mind when I think about you Losing my conscious, I don't get the logic Baby so beautiful, yeah everybody watches Heart been broke so many times before Please don’t leave me cause your all I adore Before you walked up in my life there was tears all on the floor Baby don’t leave, don't walk out the door Don't You (Forget About Me) (originally by Simple Minds) Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Oooh... Won't you come see about me I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby Tell me your troubles and doubts Giving me everything inside and out and Love's strange so real in the dark Think of the tender things that we were working on Slow change may pull us apart When the light gets into your heart, baby Don't you forget about me Don't don't don't don't Don't you forget about me Don't don't don't don't Will you stand above me Look my way, never love me Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling Down, down Love's strange so real in the dark Think of the tender things that we were working on Slow change may pull us apart When the light gets into your heart, baby Don't you forget about me Don't don't don't don't Don't you forget about me Don't As you walk on by Will you call my name? As you walk on by Will you call my name? Don't you forget about me Don't don't don't don't Don't you forget about me Don't don't don't don't La la la... As you walk on by (Don't you forget about me) Will you call my name? (Don't don't don't don't) As you walk on by (Don't you forget about me) WWill you call my name? (Don't don't don't don't) Eleanor & Park (Feat. Girl In Red)br> The morning bus rides Your face makes me want to smile Park, wait for me outside So you can see what's inside my mind I'll bring you comics to make you laugh On days where you feel kinda sad I want you to feel adored Oh my god, I love your voice Take me in your arms now, baby Hold me like you'll never leave me I know you don't have it easy You'll get through it if you're with me Eleanor, are you feeling cold? No hesitation, I'll give you my coat You're so sweet I'll let you know You're the type of guy to never let go 'Cause I don't wanna go back home I don't wanna want you to be on your own Take me in your arms now, baby Hold me like you'll never leave me I know you don't have it easy You'll get through it if you're with me
Fall in love with a girl (Cavetown Feat. Beabadoobee) You can't force him to love you He can’t expect you to be alright With all the bullshit he gives you You wake up drenched in mosquito bites But if you fall in love with a girl She'll make you feel like the world is on your shoulder When you're holding her hand The first time that you kiss, you smell lilacs on her lips And when you need a little space You know that she’ll understand That boy, let him go Lights are on, but no one's home Enough's enough, find your pearl And fall in love with a girl I've never wanted to see him I just wantеd to be someone That you see on your cеiling He never saw me in anyone I wanna say how I'm feeling We haven't talked in like eighteen months I told my boyfriend I'm leaving I thought that maybe we could hook up I heard you fell in love with a girl She makes you feel like the world is on your shoulder When you're over your head She’ll love you carefully, drawing letters on the beach And you finally found a place where you don’t have to pretend That boy, let him go Lights are on, but no one's home Enough’s enough, find your pearl And fall in love with a girl That boy, let him go Lights are on, but no one's home Enough's enough, find your pearl And fall in love with a girl Get Along ("Ivy + Bean" OST) Tell me the things you let me know No need to rush we'll take it slowly Guess, our worlds colliding The difference in us is hard to prove Guess I just have to get to know you But, I'll take my time trying Memories through photographs that makes us laugh I think we do get along just right so why won't we stay for a while? I think we do get along just right so why won't we stay for a while? (You) It's you (You) It's you (You) It's you (You) Spending all of our time figuring what to do Not to far there's a place just for us two Its an endless world that's outside so I'm sticking with you Guess it's fine in our minds there's enough to do Memories through photographs that makes us laugh I think we do get along just right so why won't we stay for a while? I think we do get along just right so why won't we stay for a while? In a place not far from home Somewhere we both go In our way we can't relay In the end we're just the same I think we do get along just right so why won't we stay for a while? I think we do get along just right so why won't we stay for a while? I think we do get along just right so why won't we stay for a while? I think we do get along just right so why won't we stay for a while? (You) It's you (You) It's you (You) It's you (You) It's you (You) It's you (You) Glue Song I've never known someone like you Tangled in love, stuck by you From the glue Don't forget to kiss me Or else you'll have to miss me I guess I'm stuck forever by the glue Oh, and you Finding the right words To use for this song I have you in mind So it won't take so long Never thought I'd find you But you're here And so I love you I'm not wrong When I say I've been stuck By the glue onto you I've been stuck by glue Right onto you I've been stuck by glue I've never known I've never known someone like you I've never known I've never known someone like you Glue Song (Remix) (feat. Clairo) I've never known someone like you Tangled in love, stuck by you From the glue Don't forget to kiss me Or else you'll have to miss me I guess I'm stuck forever by the glue Oh, and you You've been hiding in plain sight And it appeared, oh I know Loving you once only feels wrong I need you I always knew I'd find you To be here is worth the wait to I'm not lying When I say I've been stuck By the glue onto you I've been stuck by glue Right onto you I've been stuck by glue I've never known I've never known someone like you I've never known I've never known someone like you
Hurry Home (No Rome Feat. Beabadoobee) Beabadoobee : You've been runnin' 'round my mind for a couple weeks Guess that's why it's hard for me to fall asleep Your lips, your lips, your lips, yeah You're in, you're in my head, yeah Tired of getting tangled under the sheets You call me up at night and I'm too scared to speak Your lips, your lips, your lips, yeah You're in, you're in my head, yeah We don't talk too much I need constant touch Maybe something's wrong We can fix it if you want to Hidin' me too much Think we're out of touch Maybe something's wrong We can fix it if you want to No Rome : I wanna see you but it's gonna hurt We got some problems but we'll make it work Stop for a second when you lost your temper I'm sorry 'bout that time I met your mother My father told me I should watch it burn You saw me but I had to make a turn I wanna see you when you go to work but We got some problems and it's gonna hurt Jay Som : Wish that we could make this all a distant memory Caught up in each other and all our secret daydreams Picturing the moment I see your face again Find it hard to know that I can't replace you yet We gotta make this work We gotta make it work We gotta make it work We can fix it if you want to No Rome : I wanna see you but it's gonna hurt (Gonna hurt) We got some problems but we'll make it work (Make it work) Stop for a second when you lost your temper I'm sorry 'bout that time I met your mother My father told me I should watch it burn (Watch it burn) You saw me but I had to make a turn (Make a turn) I wanna see you when you go to work but We got some problems and it's gonna hurt I wanna see you but it's gonna hurt (Gonna hurt) We got some problems but we'll make it work (Make it work) Stop for a second when you lost your temper I'm sorry 'bout that time I met your mother My father told me I should watch it burn (Watch it burn) You saw me but I had to make a turn (Make a turn) I wanna see you when you go to work but We got some problems and it's gonna hurt I want to see you but it's gonna hurt (Gonna hurt) We got some problems but we'll make it work (Make it work) Stop for a second when you lost your temper I'm sorry 'bout that time I met your mother My father told me I should watch it burn (Watch it burn) You saw me but I had to make a turn (Make a turn) I want to see you when you go to work but We got some problems and it's gonna hurt iScream I'm not who I like I'll fight you till I'm right I'm right, you're wrong In my mind I scream this song Corbyn, my best friend Taught me everything I know in my head, and he's Braindead in the tool shed Didn't hear a single word you said I must apologize Say it one more time mister magpie Goodbye cool guy Laugh again, you're gonna get a bruised eye What's your problem With me? Something's gone wrong What the hell is happening? I bleed, I scream Ice cream's under my jeans What the world doesn't get is I'm me In my rocky beep beep I'm not who I like I'll fight you till I'm right I'm right, you're wrong In my mind I scream this song This could be forever Is that too much to ask? We'll try and make it last One day more We could be together Hang out in the day But then you'll eat my brain So whatever In my jeans This ice cream is for everyone And I want you to be the one In my dreams I run around the world sometime Then I'll take you back to mine I bleed, I scream Ice cream's under my jeans What the world doesn't get is I'm me In my rocky beep beep I'm not who I like I'll fight you till I'm right I'm right, you're wrong In my mind I scream this song In my rocky beep beep I'm vindicated You're saturated Will you stop taking it Just a wannabe, beep beep I dream this dream I can't explain it And I just shave my head Goodbye honeybee, beep beep I bleed, I scream Ice cream's under my jeans What the world doesn't get is I'm me In my rocky beep beep I'm not who I like I'll fight you till I'm right I'm right, you're wrong In my mind I scream this song What's your problem with me I'm right, you're wrong In my mind I scream this song
Sailor Moon (King Noface feat. Beabadoobee) Don't stay awake for too long Don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head I'll get you up and going out of bed I don't know what to do In times like this but look to you They don't know what I been through I pray right to the moon One day, I'll find you One day you'll like me back One day, I'll be happy with myself and that's a fact Or at least I hope I don't really know It keeps me up at night All these questions in my mind I know, I won't get no answers And I can't change that I gotta keep fighting this cancer Find out where the pain at Rest in peace to my grandpa Lookin' right at death And we havin' a standoff He showed me don't be scared No matter what comes He showed me to keep working For all those that I love I feel so many things it's hard to tell how I feel I like to think that no god can ever make me kneel I like to cry at night, to remind myself I'm real I got these demons I can no longer conceal Don't stay awake for too long Don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head I'll get you up and going out of bed No matter what happens Promise me, you'll keep going on through the madness In honesty, I might break down with you Those cold, cold nights when you don't know what else to do Uh, I love my mama I love you dad Y'all gave me shit that you ain't had And I am grateful for that I love my older brother and my younger We got another on the way And we gon' show him how to stunt bruh I gotta learn a lot of things on my own I hope it don't ruin your world And to be honest I hesitate to be honest I'm still scared to tell you I like boys and girls As I slowly learn to love myself I'll be more happy, and never leave y'all on the shelf As I slowly learn to love myself I'll be more happy, and never leave y'all on the shelf One day One day One day, we can be together We don't bleed when we're with each other Sailor moon, you're all that I see One day One day One day, we can meet each other We rest easy when we're under covers Sailor moon, won't turn it's back on me Silver Into Rain (Luna Li feat. Beabadoobee) Someday I’ll be caught up in the wind Maybe I’ll spill it out my skin And the earth will take me down One day I’ll no longer have my bed And I’ll forget the things you said On a rainy week in June Blowing away, I’m sipping on rosé Turning gold into grey and the silver into rain Blow me away, I’m too young for my age Too shy for the stage, too careful to be brave Oh, getting hard to see things straight It’s not too late Oh, getting hard to see things straight It’s not too late Blowing away, I’m sipping on rosé Turning gold into grey and the silver into rain Blow me away, I’m sipping on rosé Gold into grey and the silver into rain I’m blowing away, I’m sipping on rosé Gold into grey and the silver into rain Blowing away I’m sipping on rosé Turning gold into grey and the silver I’m too young for my age
So tired (demo) You want me to be happy But you can't always Be around me You apologize I am such a Fuck up sometimes And I realize why You're so tired of me You're so tired of me You're so tired of me
Speed Dial (Oscar Lang Feat. Beabadoobee) Sit and talk ‘bout ourselves I could talk for hours, I could talk for hours Me and you All alone The world is ours, the world is ours If you stay I would look Into your eyes, into your eyes Hand in hand I know you will Never lie, never lie Spark in your eyes Makes me feel warm inside I could spend my days lost in them For all my life Spilling drinks Laugh and cry I love your smile, I love your smile Time with you Is time I like Stay for a while, stay for a while Dreams at night Filled with love Your own speed dial, your own speed dial Spark in your eyes Makes me feel warm inside I could spend my days lost in them Or all my life Susie May Susie May goes out at night Thinking of all the things she likes She can't afford to throw those things away Susie May forgets she's not okay And does she know It's not fine that she cries at night And does she know It's not alright that she hates to fly Susie May, you're not okay Time to find your way And I'm alright, don't you see Always tangled in bedsheets You can see it in my eyes, always 1 AM with swollen eyes And does she know It's not fine that she cries at night And does she know It's not alright that she hates to fly Susie May, you're not okay Time to find your way And I'm alright, don't you see Always tangled in bedsheets You can see it in my eyes, always 1 AM with swollen eyes The Moon Song (feat. Pig) I'm lyin' on the moon My dear, I'll be there soon It's a quiet, starry place Time's were swallowed up In space, we're here, a million miles away There's things I wish I knew There's no thing I'd keep from you It's a dark and shiny place But with you, my dear I'm safe and we're a million miles away We're lyin' on the moon It's a perfect afternoon Your shadow follows me all day Making sure that I'm okay And we're a million miles away The way things go And there's so much left to say I guess I'm just the bigger guy And there's too much on my mind That I don't even want to try Guess it's not far from the ordinary They do say love is blind But I guess that's the way things go Can't remember how to say your name Let alone count all the freckles on your face A distant memory I used to know Oh I guess that's just the way things go Oh I guess that's just the way things go Can't remember when you said you called Miles away and it was still my fault The love you said you had, it sometimes showed Oh I guess that's just the way things go Oh I guess that's just the way things go There's so much left to say I guess I'm just the bigger guy And there's too much on my mind That I don't even want to try Guess it's not far from the ordinary They do say love is blind But I guess that's the way things go Didn't think you'd ever stoop so low Getting with the only girl you know A lousy route that only makes me say That's pretty lame and that's the way things go Oh I guess that's just the way things go Passed your house when I was on a train In my mind you'll always stay the same I'm happy now, I ought to let you know But I guess that's just the way things go Oh I guess that's just the way things go And I don't mind that that's the way things go And I don't mind, I don't mind I don't mind, I don't mind I don't mind, I don't mind Oh I guess that's just the way things go Oh I guess that's the way things go
Used To This (Clyde Feat. Beabadoobee) Love like this, I could get used to this How did I get like this, I could get used to this Beats for you That's what my heart will do I don't know what I'd do If you were to get up and go I don't know what I'd do I don't know what I'd do I don't know what I'd do I don't know what to do I don't know Hurts like shit Haven't got used to this My heart it hurts like shit Haven't got used to this My heart it Winter Wonderland (Bing Crosby) Sleigh bells ring, are you listening In the lane, snow is glistening A beautiful sight, we're happy tonight Walking in a winter wonderland Gone away is the bluebird Here to stay is the new bird He sings a song as we go along Walking in a winter wonderland In the meadow, we can build a snowman And pretend that he is Parson Brown He'll say, "Are you married?" We'll say, "No man" But you can do the job when you're in town Later on, we'll conspire As we dream by the fire To face unafraid, the plans that we've made Walking in a winter wonderland Sleigh bells ring, are you listening In the lane, snow is glistening A beautiful sight, we're happy tonight Walking in a winter wonderland Gone away is the bluebird Here to stay is a new bird He sings a love song as we go along Walking in a winter wonderland In the meadow, we can build a snowman And pretend that he's a circus clown We'll have lots of fun with Mr. Snowman Yes, until the other kiddies knock him down Later on, we'll conspire As we dream sittin' by the fire To face unafraid all the plans that we've made Walking in a winter wonderland Walking in a winter wonderland