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B i o g r a p h y
 (by Marcy Donelson)

Indie singer/songwriter Blondshell balances intimate, confessional songwriting with a steely alt-rock sound that underpins conveyed emotions. She emerged with a string of singles in 2022, beginning with "Olympus," which collected millions of streams before the end of the year. After signing with the Partisan label, Blondshell released her eponymous debut full-length in 2023, and it landed on Billboard's Top Current Albums chart. While the follow-up, 2025's If You Asked for a Picture, was a little darker and more ruminative, it still featured the casual humor that helps the songwriter stand out from much of the indie rock crowd.

Born in New York City, Sabrina Teitelbaum began writing songs, taking voice lessons, and performing in elementary school. She later taught herself piano, and in high school she performed her own songs in school talent shows. Meanwhile, she played in several bands, began playing open-mike nights, and uploaded her first tracks to SoundCloud. Upon graduating, she moved to Los Angeles to enroll at USC's Thorton School of Music, then dropped out after two years to give a music career a go. She gained some attention under the pop alias BAUM, releasing an EP and making her festival debut at South by Southwest in 2018. After breaking up with her partner, splitting with her manager, and losing her mother within a short amount of time, she released a few more songs, including the 2019 EP Curve, under the BAUM moniker, then admitted that she didn't love the name or the direction her music was heading.

Teitelbaum was 24 when she debuted a 1990s alt-rock-influenced sound more to her liking alongside more personal lyrics under the new banner Blondshell. A song about addiction (both relationship and substances), "Olympus" was produced by Curve's Yves Rothman (Kim Gordon, Bartees Strange) and self-released in June 2022. As it racked up hundreds of thousands of plays on streaming platforms, she followed it with singles including "Sepsis" and December's "Veronica Mars," which marked her Partisan Records debut. Blondshell kicked off 2023 with a tour in support of Suki Waterhouse, then delivered her self-titled debut album in April. Produced by Yves Rothman and featuring the aforementioned singles, the album was a critical success and found its way onto Billboard's Top Current Albums Chart. That year, Blondshell also appeared on Barack Obama's year-end Best Songs list, and she made her television debut on The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallen before adding an appearance on CBS Saturday.

In 2024, she released "Docket," a stand-alone collaboration with Bully, and her feedback-fueled cover of "Thank You for Sending Me an Angel" was included on the A24 compilation Everyone’s Getting Involved: A Tribute to Talking Heads Stop Making Sens…. Meanwhile, Teitelbaum returned to the studio with Rothman for the somewhat darker, more intense If You Asked for a Picture, an album that asked questions without expecting resolution. It arrived on Partisan in May 2025.




Blondshell
- 2023-04-07 -

Veronica Mars
Kiss City
Olympus
Salad
Sepsis
Sober Together
Joiner
Tarmac
Dangerous
It Wasn'
t Love (Deluxe Edition Bonus Track)
Street Rat
(Deluxe Edition Bonus Track)
Cartoon Earthquake
(Deluxe Edition Bonus Track)
Tarmac 2
(Deluxe Edition Bonus Track)


If You Asked For A Picture
- 2025-05-02 -

Thumbtack
T&A
Arms
What'
s Fair
Two Times
Event Of A Fire
23's A Baby
Change
Toy
He Wants Me
Man
Model Rockets
Non Albums Tracks
- Misc -

Berlin TV Tower
Charm You
(Blondshell Version)
Deceptacon
Diet Pepsi (Live)
Disappointment
Docket
If It Makes You Happy
Jane Says
Thank You for Sending Me an Angel
The Summer Ends

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Blondshell

Veronica Mars

Veronica Mars
2004
I am disturbed
Gimme shelter
It's a big apartment in New York

Casey's on the can
With a towel draped over
I'm on the floor
It's pretty weird
Haven't heard of coda
Become a loner

Veronica Mars
2000 oughts
Logan's a dick
I'm learning that's hot

Gimme shelter
Gimme shelter

Kiss City

Kiss city
Just look me in the eye when I'm about to finish
Kiss city
I think my kink is when you tell me that you think I'm pretty
Did you expect something different?
I bet she talks dirty like she's on a mission
Momma, I'm adjacent to a lot of love

Palm in palm
It turns me on
When you tell me you're not going away
Kiss city
Just look me in the eye and I swear I'll listen
Do what you wanna do
And never let you leave the room

Kiss city
Just look me in the eye I'm about to finish
Kiss city
I think my kink is when you tell me that you think I'm pretty
Did you expect something different
I bet she talks dirty like she's on a mission
Momma, I'm adjacent to a lot of love
Kiss city

Olympus

I'd still kill for you
I'd die to spend the night at your belonging
All my friends think that I've lost it
Up at Olympus, miss your house
Still sounds like birds and smells like vodka
You're always off your rocker

I wanna save myself, you're part of my addiction
I just keep you in the kitchen while I burn

Burn, burn
Burn, burn

Can't get through winter
At your house, sweat out the drugs all through the summer
Let my heart sleep in the gutter
Wish I remember when we kissed but now it's faded
'Cause I always just replayed it till it left

I wanna save myself, you're part of my addiction
I just keep you in the kitchen while I burn

Burn, burn
Burn, burn

Baby, wanna erase this
You're not shameless
I'm afraid of your description
That I'm fitting when I'm faded
I'm alone when I live at your house
When I slip, I live at your house
Getting the bends and I'm scared of it now
Hate myself 'cause I always black out

I wanna save myself, you're part of my addiction
I just keep you in the kitchen

While I burn
Burn, burn
While I burn
Burn, burn

While I burn
Burn, burn
While I burn
Burn, burn

Salad

Keep an eye out for his pickup
I know all about it
I would take a gun out
Put some poison in his salad

And it wouldn't be so bad
It wouldn't hurt the world
Look what you did
You'll make a killer of a Jewish girl

And he did it to a lady
Oh, you have a family
How does someone end up
With a stone in a chest cavity

It wouldn't be so bad
It wouldn't hurt the world
Look what you did
Now in my sleep I am a murderer

It doesn't happen to women I know
I put it in a box in a TV show
It doesn't happen to women I know
God, tell me why did he hurt my girl

And she took him to the courthouse
And somehow he got off
Then I saw him laughing
With his lawyer in the parking lot

It wouldn't be so bad
It wouldn't hurt like this
Look what you did
You'll make a killer of a pacifist

It doesn't happen to women I know
I put it in a box in a TV show
It doesn't happen to women I know
God, tell me why did he hurt my girl

Gonna get big, gonna get big
I'm so scary, I can't stop having visions of following him
Gonna make it hurt, gonna make it hurt
But I don't know how to do that within the framework
'Cause we were never violent
Oh
Gonna get big, gonna get big
I'm so scary, I can't stop having visions of following him
Gonna make it hurt, gonna make it hurt
But I don't know how to do that within the framework
'Cause we were never violent

Gonna get big, gonna get big
I'm so scary, I can't stop having visions of following him
Gonna make it hurt, gonna make it hurt
But I don't know how to do that within the framework
'Cause we were never violent (Violent, violent)
'Cause we were never violent (Violent, violent)
'Cause we were never violent

Sepsis

I'm going back to him
I know my therapist's pissed
We both know he's a dick
At least it's the obvious kind

And I think I believe in getting saved
Not by Jesus' validation
In some dudes' gaze
And I think I believe in getting saved
Holy water, pull my hair right
From the base

It should take a whole lot less
To turn me off, to turn me off
And it should take a whole lot less
To turn me off

I'm gonna find a cure
If I'm in love, nothing hurts
Give enough, make it work
Clarify what I deserve

And I think I believe in getting saved
Not by Jesus' validation
In some dudes' gaze

It should take a whole lot less
To turn me off, to turn me off
And it should take a whole lot less
To turn me off, to turn me off

He wears a front facing cap
The sex is almost always bad
I don't care, 'cause I'm in love
I don't know him well enough
What am I projecting
He's gonna start infecting my life
It will hit all at once
Like sepsis
What if I'm down to let this kill me

It should take a whole lot less
To turn me off, to turn me off
And it should take a whole lot less
To turn me off, to turn me off
It should take a whole lot less
To turn me off, to turn me off
And it should take a whole lot less
To turn me off, to turn me off

Sober Together

Out on a high horse
I've been out late
I've been smoking record rates
Not in a position to judge
But shit is coming up

You've been in the bathroom
Perfect for an asshole
I can see your jaw move
Try to keep it stable

And I get it, I can see right through
Only because I have the same problem

We got sober together
But you've been going back
And I can't blame you, it's in the blood
Part of the disease is giving up
Call me, I wanna be there for you
But not in a way that let's you take me down with you

Fix it with New York
You hope the habits change
And the distance takes the pain
Not in a position to judge
And I know with drugs there's never enough

I get it, I can see right through
Only because I know and I fucking love you

We got sober together
But you've been going back
And I can't blame you, it's in the blood
Part of the disease is giving up
Call me, I wanna be there for you
But not in a way that let's you take me down with you

Joiner

You're disturbed
An exposed nerve
And I'm a creep to be attracted
You've been hurt
Now you're crushing cans
And I'm a creep to watch it happen

You've been running around LA with trash
Sleeping in bars with a gun in your bag
Asking can I be somebody else
You've been riding around on handlebars
Buying drugs from guys in cars
Asking can I be somebody else

I think I wanna save you
I think I wanna join in
I think I wanna save you
Two people from the bottom of the bin
Bin
Bin

Think you watched way too much
HBO growing up
Now you got one arm cut
And when you eat you throw up

You've been running around LA with trash
Sleeping in bars with a gun in your bag
Asking can I be somebody else

I think I wanna save you
I think I wanna join in
I think I wanna save you
Two people from the bottom of the bin
Bin
Bin

You can let it rock
And we're getting robbed
Then we're getting off
And you're opening your mouth like the way you talk
On the internet, always on the internet
Laughing with your hair down
When I asked you what a simp meant
You know it's your playground
My home is your playground
You know it's your playground
But then when you go out

I think I wanna save you
I think I wanna join in
I think I wanna save you
Two people from the bottom of the bin
Bin
Bin

Tarmac

Nathan has a feeling
I can tell
I'm afraid of leaving
I don't hide it well

Everything revolves around kissing and
When he's here
I'm alone
I'm alone
In his car
In his arms
Then it hits
That I'm damned
That I'm damned
That I'm damned
'Cause I can't make it feel better

I can't stay away from my new friends
I think that I'm losing myself
I'm in love with a feeling
Not with anyone or any real thing

Everything revolves around kissing and
When he's here
I'm alone
I'm alone
In his car
In his arms
Then it hits
That I'm damned
That I'm damned
'Cause I can't make it feel better

Can I laser cut
A hole in the ground
Having a thought of laying me down on the tarmac
Ah, on the tarmac

And I can't stay away from my new friends
I think that I'm losing myself
I'm in love with a feeling
Not with anyone or any real thing

Everything revolves around kissing and
When he's here
I'm alone
I'm alone
In his car
In his arms
Then it hits
That I'm damned
That I'm damned
That I'm damned
Because I can't make it feel better

Make it feel better
Make it feel better
Make it feel better
Make it feel better

Dangerous

They're my friends
And I'm scared of them
I'm in my head
Watching her mouth
Wondering what she thinks of what I'm talking about

I'm trying new things out
Is it obvious?
Seeing it in the hips
When I take the second sip
I'm trying new things out

And it's so dangerous
Forming an attachment to something
Know that every time I love it might pull the rug out
I know
When I leave the house
Anything can take me down

They're my friends
And they're in my bed
And it feels good
When they want me
Then I'm too much
Feels like something's in my teeth

I'm trying new things out
Is it obvious?
See it shaking in my lips
When I take another hit
I'm trying new things out

It's so dangerous
Forming an attachment to something
Know that every time I love it might pull the rug out
And I know
When I leave the house
Anything can take me down

Asking you did I bring the vibe down
After the hangout
He and I made out
And I think I hate it
But I initiated
Feeling all the shame
I wanna take a break
I wanna take a night off
But they'll forget if I'm gone
I wanna have a drink
Emotional vacation
I don't know moderation
I just know enough to know
That I don't know a thing
And I want someone to take the blame

And it's so dangerous
Forming an attachment to something
Know that every time I love it might pull the rug out
And I know
When I leave the house
Anything can take me down
Anything can take me down
Anything can take me down

It Wasn't Love

She's haunting me
But it wasn't love
I touch her hair in my mind
And part of me thinks
She was the love of my life

But it wasn't love
It wasn't love
It wasn't love

She's haunting me
I think I'm gonna call
Just to check if she's come out from behind the wall
I don't wanna be alone
But I can't breathe when I'm her ghost

It wasn't love
It wasn't love
It wasn't love

She told her mom I was her friend
I was not that
It hurt the most when I was always in her bed

But it wasn't love
It wasn't love
It wasn't love

It wasn't love if you have to ask if you're making it up

Street Rat

Wouldn't feed that
To a street rat
But it's around
Can't stop
'Cause there's a blind spot
When it's around

I don't feel like myself without a prop
Maybe that's a part of the problem
Somebody's makin' a buck
Makes me wanna give it up
That's a part of the problem

Didn't mean that
Get the key back
I was wrong
'Cause it's chronic
And this is not the
Time to stop

I don't really wanna leave this to God
Maybe that's a part of the problem

Couldn't give it up when I was gettin' around
And I couldn't give it up when I was still on your couch
It's awful
And it's needed
Karma is a maniac, I'm losin' my friends
If I get rid of all the goods and pretend
It's awful
And not needed

Wouldn't feed that
To a street rat
But it's around

Cartoon Earthquake

You wanna put me in your pocket
And take me around
But I'll get heavy
You'll have to put me down
You picked me in the first place
You could buckle under the weight
It's a real thing now
Real thing now

If a rock hit the ground
And split like a hairline fracture
A cartoon earthquake now
It's me that you'd run after
And jump the gap
To get to my half
I wanna trust that

Put the power in the socket
And feel it all
Light up for me
And then drop the ball
I'm over the 2000s
It hurts less when you're not about it
I'm stuck
It's a real thing now
Real thing now

If a rock hit the ground
And split like a hairline fracture
A cartoon earthquake now
It's me that you'd run after
And jump the gap
To get to my half
I wanna trust that

Like a trauma center
I wish we couldn't relate
You had your arm bitten off
I'll bite your head off if you're around
At the wrong time
Or for a long time

If a rock hit the ground
And split like a hairline fracture
A cartoon earthquake now
It's me that you'd run after
And jump the gap
To get to my half
I wanna trust that

Tarmac 2

Nathan has a feeling
I can tell
I'm afraid of leaving
I don't hide it well

Everything revolves around kissing and
When he's here
I'm alone
I'm alone
In his car
In his arms
Then it hits
That I'm damned
That I'm damned
That I'm damned
Because I can't make it feel better

I can't stay away from my new friends
I think that I'm losing myself
I'm in love with a feeling
Not with anyone or any real thing

Everything revolves around kissing and
When he's here
I'm alone
I'm alone
In his car
In his arms
Then it hits
That I'm damned
That I'm damned
Because I can't make it feel better

Can I laser cut
A hole in the ground
Having a thought of laying me down on the tarmac
On the tarmac

And I can't stay away from my new friends
I think that I'm losing myself
I'm in love with a feeling
Not with anyone or any real thing

Everything revolves around kissing and
When he's here
I'm alone
I'm alone
In his car
In his arms
Then it hits
That I'm damned
That I'm damned
That I'm damned
Because I can't make it feel better

Make it feel, make it feel better
Make it feel better
Oh, make it feel, make it feel better
Making it
Making it feel better



If You Asked For A Picture

Thumbtack

Somewhere in the village, you're a star
Something's feeling different
I'll pretend I don't remember
What it's like when you're around
Why I asked you to get out
Of California and you did

You're a thumbtack in my side
A dog bite, you distract
From what's worse, so I will let you
Keep a ball chain on my leg
Keep fucking with my head
'Cause it's not as bad as what I do to myself

Somewhere in the village at a bar
You lie about the business
To someone who won't remember
What it's like when you're around
Is why I asked you to get out
Of my apartment and you left

You're a thumbtack in my side
A dog bite, you distract
From what's worse, so I will let you
Keep a ball chain on my leg
Keep fucking with my head
'Cause it's not as bad as what I do to myself

"Laura" by Bat For Lashes played on the comedown
When you get drunk, you get nice
So I will be your shadow
Take me to hell and then
Keep me out of my own mind

'Cause letting you in my head
Is easier than my obsession
You're not even a good friend
But I'll let you act like that's the problem

A thumbtack in my side
A dog bite, you distract
From what's worse, so I will let you
Keep a ball chain on my leg
Keep fucking with my head
'Cause it's not as bad as what I do to myself

T&A

Letting and letting

We were really friends
Didn't think about anything else
I liked having someone to call
But I started taking my shirt off and facing the wall
And he said something about it one time
I said if you stop drinking, maybe I could find you attractive
Maybe I could let you have it
And it happened

I asked him why he had these feelings
He said your tits and ass don't really hurt
And I think he really meant it
And now I'm wondering if I should let him

Letting him in
Why don't the good ones love me
Watching him fall
Watching him go right in front of me
Letting him in
Why don't the good ones love me
Watching him fall
Watching him go right in front of me

I can't tell my sister we're together
She knows about that fight, remember
You got scared and changed your voice
Turned right from a man into a boy

You turned back, though
Stayed mad though
'Cause I always go back and forth
A spinal cord, a little pull
It's heroin I'm giving and taking it off
Taking it, taking it off
Taking it, taking it off of the table

Letting him in
Why don't the good ones love me
Watching him fall
Watching him go right in front of me
Letting him in
Why don't the good ones love me
Watching him fall
Watching him go right in front of me

Arms

I don't wanna be your mom
But you're not strong enough
The world isn't shaking like you are
There's a trap door in my arms
Let me over
Let me cover the bad parts

You love me and you push me away
You had a lot of sex and rage
I can't push you

Oh well, you're not gonna save him
Not gonna save him, save him, save him
Oh well, you're not gonna save him
Not gonna save him, save him, save him

I don't wanna be your mom
But you're not strong enough
The world isn't aching like you are
There's a trap door in my arms
Let me over
Let me cover the bad parts

Oh well, you're not gonna save him
Not gonna save him, save him, save him
Oh well, you're not gonna save him
Not gonna save him, save him, save him

On and on, a late-night call
I could never be your mom
No, you know you do it to yourself
Living off alcohol
And I could never be your mom
No, you know you do it to yourself
And you're not listening at all, at all, at all
I gave it my all, at all, at all
I gave it my all, at all
You do it to yourself
All, at all, at all
I gave it my all, at all, at all
I gave it my all, at all
You do it to yourself

All, at all, at all
I gave it my all, at all, at all
I gave it my all, at all
You do it to yourself


What's Fair

I think that you'd be proud I flew alone today
I think that you'd be shocked that I don't look the same
I grew up fast without you
Did my lashes in the bathroom
And some things you'd like to skip
Sixteen, sucking dick
In the bathroom

What's fair
What's a fair assessment
Of the job you did
Do you ever even regret it
It's not rare
Doesn't make it less depressing
Tried so hard
Am I overcorrecting

You'd want me to be famous
So you could live by proxy
You always had a reason
To comment on my body
You're not a perfect person
Something's always wrong
But I know there's nothing
Less perfect to a girl than a mom

What's fair
What's a fair assessment
Of the job you did
Do you ever even regret it
It's not rare
It doesn't make it less depressing
Tried so hard, am I overcorrecting

Maybe it was not the right time
Maybe it was not the right wine
Maybe it was in the water
Maybe God turned a blind eye
Maybe it was my crime
Maybe I should see a doctor

I didn't choose you, you chose me
I won't chalk up
The truth to disease

What's fair
What's a fair assessment
Of the job you did
Do you ever even regret it
It's not rare
Doesn't make it less depressing
Tried so hard
Am I overcorrecting

Am I overcorrecting
Am I overcorrecting
Am I overcorrecting

Two Times

I'm not free
To break your heart
Cause I love you
I love you

I'm not good at songs
When you're around
Cause I love you
I love you

You'd be a good dad
You carried me to the bed
You carried me to the car
When I got sick
What the hell is wrong
With my head
Sometimes it feels like you're not enough
Cause you're not self-centered

How bad does it have to hurt to count
Does it have to hurt at all
I'll come back if you put me down two times
You try hard to make me yours
But once you get me I get bored
I'll come back if you put me down two times

You're not bad
You're not mean
You lie about my hair
Cause you love me
What the hell is wrong
With my head
Sometimes it feels like you're not enough
Put the girls on house arrest

How bad does it have to hurt to count
Does it have to hurt at all
I'll come back if you put me down two times
You try hard to make me yours
But once you get me I get bored
I'll come back if you put me down two times

I wanna know know know know
I wanna know know know know
I wanna know know know know know
I wanna know know know know
I wanna know wanna know wanna know
I wanna know

How bad does it have to hurt to count
I'll come back if you put me down
You try hard to make me yours
But once you get me I get bored
Bad does it have to hurt to count
I'll come back if you put me down
You try hard to make me yours
But once you get me I get bored

I wanna know know know know
I wanna know know know know
I wanna know know know know know
I wanna know know know know
I wanna know wanna know wanna know
I wanna know

Event Of A Fire

I'm walking the wrong way down the carpeted hotel hallway
And I'm listening to you always all with my head down through the Carolinas
Like I'm sixteen
'Cause part of me never left her in 2012
Part of me is still getting all of my haircuts for someone else

I said, "Alright, that's enough"
Then I turned to my friend, and she just got me higher
The sign said, "Don't forget to always take the stairs in the event of a fire"
What if I'm burnt out
What if I'm burnt out

We're passing New Jersey's Tony Soprano memorial center
And it feels like the morning we went to the car and I followed him on a tether
Like I'm sixteen
Part of me really left her, she was never found
Part of me still sits at home in a panic over fifteen pounds

I said, "Alright, that's enough"
Then I turned to my friend, and she just said, "You're a liar
You're gonna feel ashamed, it's just part of the deal, it's the remorse of a buyer"
What if I'm burnt out

'Cause I didn't grow up
And it spilled over
Now I'm left open when I'm in love
And my heart's broken when no one hurt it
When no one hurt it

Buying crystals, Halley's Comet
You can't give them what they want
It's not so easy to forget
Don't look around, just look ahead
One long minute, can't stop coughing
Fitting into something small
Is not the same with bigger bones
He's so sweet when my legs close
I can't make everyone mine, but I can pass out as I try
Pin me down with styrofoam
Cut out one single mouth hole for air
For air, for air
Cut out one single mouth hole for air

23's A Baby

Cleaning up your mess
No cause, no explanation
Love to the death
One last vacation

You killed me with your bad habits
You killed me when you had it
The hopelessness is always see-through
You know that I still need you

'Cause 23's a baby
Why'd you have a baby
23's a baby
Why'd you have a baby

Put it to the test
No pause, no reservation
I will do my best
And make the same mistakes when

You killed me with your bad habits
You killed me when you had it
You're practiced in a quick decision
Your history is fiction

'Cause 23's a baby
Why'd you have a baby
23's a baby
Why'd you have a baby

I have the red dots on my skin that you have
I said something when I was ten that I'd take back
But you deserve some hell from me
While I figure out if you're the enemy

You killed me with your bad habits
You killed me when you had it
The hopelessness is always see-through
You know that I still need you

'Cause 23's a baby
Why'd you have a baby
'Cause 23's a baby
Why'd you have a baby

'Cause 23's a baby
Why'd you have a baby
23's a baby
Why'd you have a baby

Change

I just played the rodeo, I think I need to change
I still love a sad cowboy on someone else's stage
Crashing the car into the side
I think I'll take a makeover on someone else's dime

The music is the mission, and the mission's not to settle
It's always all or nothing, someone's husband or the kettle
Is singing a song about somebody safe
Singing a song from some righteous place

I'm too drunk, somebody said you cheered up
I don't feel the difference anymore
I'm bitter, somebody said you kissed her
But I don't feel surrounded anymore

I can see it clearly, getting off at the same stop
He's just waiting for me to backslide right to the shock
The more I think about him, the more I get the taste
But when I finally have him, I'll know I never liked his face

I'm too drunk, somebody said you cheered up
I don't feel the difference anymore
I'm bitter, somebody said you kissed her
But I don't feel surrounded anymore

You thought you married somebody's friend, but I stay at home
Unless I feel like giving you hell
Falling in love, a slut, an uppercut at all of the parts
I tried and can't romance, it's not my fault, it's who I am
When I feel bad, I bring it back and leave it all at your door
A parting gift, kiss me back, I'm sorry for changing

Too drunk, I'm sorry for changing
I don't feel the difference anymore
I'm sorry for changing
Bitter, I'm sorry for changing
I don't feel the difference anymore
I'm sorry for changing

Toy

I have a big bite
I don't have a big bite
It's been changing with the heat
He's been getting sick
Sick of me
What makes you sick
Isn't the weather, it's a change in degrees

I've been running this ship like the navy
But it's more like a Wendy's
Selling t-shirts down the line
You won't believe me if I said that I'm ready
To take a second joke since '99

What's the point
Of all the talking
Just say that you don't think you have control
What's the point
I know it's all your best
Just say that you don't want to obsess anymore

Skin is in the mud
With bubbles underneath
And I'm not choosing when it's good
His is dropping low
Onto feet
What picks it up isn't desire, it's a lack of Sertraline

We need the Steely Danification
Of this operation
Somebody needs to get fucked or get a toy
I won't lose my body
If I get a belly
I'll just roll around and feel it like a boy

What's the point
Of all the talking
Just say that you don't think you have control
What's the point
I know it's all your best
Just say that you don't wanna obsess anymore

He Wants Me

I sleep so hard when you're around
I like the shape of your nose and the little sound
Whistle
Pivot
Let me put my feet on your skin
It's honored

I'll stick with you
'Cause I like sleeping well
I'll let you go
'Cause I like to be without
Somebody
He's honey
I think I lost my center
But it's just in my body
I want him
He wants me

Your neck is short
But your face is long
You're off the cuff
Got something funny going on
And it works for you

Skillet, egg break
Let me put my hand on your headache
It's honored

I'll stick with you
'Cause I like sleeping well
I'll let you go
'Cause I like to be without
Somebody
He's honey
I think I lost my center
But it's just in my body
I want him
He wants me

I'll stick with you
'Cause I like sleeping well
I'll let you go
'Cause I like to be without
Somebody
He's honey
I think I lost my center
But it's just in my body
I want him
He wants me

I want him
He wants me
I want him
He wants me

Man

It's nice that I got a couple things from you
A lot of wiggle room
With prescription Adderall
It's nice what I got
I didn't get deposed
And now I suppose that I needed the world from just one man
I needed a lot from you

I got a lot of free rein
And cocaine
And pretty clothes
And shifty goals
But I needed the world from you
The world, I needed a lot from you

It's nice what you said
But it didn't carry weight
It always stayed the same
With spinning bedroom walls
And I did the math
And you had better plans
You had waiting cabs
I needed the world from just one man
I needed a lot from just one, just one, just one man

I didn't want indifference, I wanted a medal
It started with a choke, and you called me the kettle
For getting upset
And getting aggressive
But he was twenty-eight and off of the handle
I was a kid wanting to cancel
Instead of unfolding
And bringing home a man

I got a lot of free rein
And ashamed
And pretty clothes
And shifty goals
But I needed the world from you
The world, I needed a lot from you
A lot from just one man
I needed a lot from just one, just one, just one man
I needed a lot from you, a lot from you

Model Rockets

When it happened to you
I knew what to say
When it happened to me
I put on my oldest clothes
I watched TV shows
I got big and pigeonholed
I watched TV shows
I lost friends and my collar bones

It's been in the air
Olympic summer never rained
It made the city fake
So we went up and down the coast
While they all microdosed
They broke trust and traded clothes
While they all microdosed
I got bored in our family home

'Cause I'm a bad, bad girl
Bad, bad girl

The problem is I don't know what I want anymore
Glued a rose to the top of the door but it fell
Life may have been happening elsewhere
And I don't know what I want anymore
Broke your heart by asking the question
Life may have been happening elsewhere

I go back and forth
Love you in my truest way
When I'm with a man, I'm only gay
When I'm with a girl, I've been lying
Attention vying

'Cause I'm a bad, bad girl
Bad, bad girl

The problem is I don't know what I want anymore
Glued a rose to the top of the door but it fell
Life may have been happening elsewhere
And I don't know what I want anymore
Broke your heart by asking the question
Life may have been happening elsewhere

If someone's building model rockets
Set one off in my apartment
Dancing like a soda can
A building structure in Japan
That's swaying like a wire cord
It's a tragedy you can't afford
To be someone who complains
And still be someone who gets paid

And I don't know what I want anymore
Glued a rose to the top of the door but it fell
Life may have been happening elsewhere
And I don't know what I want anymore
Broke your heart by asking the question
Life may have been happening elsewhere
Life may have been happening elsewhere
Life may have been happening elsewhere



Non Albums Tracks

Berlin TV Tower

(Another Picture LP)

Berlin TV Tower was slipping on a stone
A white sock poking through a table by the phone
A man said I look better from the side than dead on
And it's always coming from a goblin to a swan
A clutched pearl, and it's good to be alone
Witnessing a call get dropped and the sound of a dial tone

Relax, you don't shrink anymore
You can start or not start over

And how long is it gonna last
Stretching out time to breathe
I know you'll be okay
'Cause I know you will be with me
With me

A beach in Normandy, stepping on gum
And I wanna feel you within your native tongue
I wanna know you, and I wanna know French
I wanna show you all the versions of myself

Relax, you don't shrink anymore
You can start or not start over

How long is it gonna last
Stretching out time to breathe
I know you'll be okay
'Cause I know you will be with me
With me

With me
Berlin TV Tower was slipping on a stone
With me
A white sock poking through a table by the phone
With me
With me

Charm You (Blondshell Version)

(Samia Cover)

Getting all lit up about the outdoor mall
Baby, let me show you the synthetic pond
Couldn't we believe it was the hand of God
Making water boogie to a Kesha song

You were so disarming with your honest smile
Tepidly confessing that you swallowed a fly
I just saw my whole life flash before your eyes
And I don't wanna charm anyone this time

Kissing you'd be kissing on the USA
I'd be so afraid of what your daddy'd say
I could fetishize you for the whole damn day
Flying while I'm lying that I hate LA

What if we could shut up for an hour or two
Quiet memorising what the people do
Wouldn't have to try and find myself in you
I don't wanna to charm you, oh
I don't wanna make you mine

Half life of my mystifying
Isn't long enough for trying
I don't wanna charm anyone this time
I don't wanna make anybody mine
Mostly it's just I don't wanna end up crying
I don't wanna charm you, oh

I don't wanna charm you
I don't wanna charm you
I don't wanna charm you

Deceptacon

(Le Tigre Cover / Live)

Who took the bomp

Every day and night
Every day and night
I can see your disco, disco dick
Is sucking my heart out of my mind

I'm outta time, I'm outta fuckin' time
I'm a gasoline gut with a Vaseline mind, but
Wanna disco, wanna see me disco
Let me hear you depoliticize my rhyme
(One, two, three, four)

You got what you been asking for
You're so policy free and your fantasy wheels
Everything you think and everything you feel
Is alright, alright, alright, alright, alright

I take you home, now watch me get you hot
You're just a parrot when you're screaming, and you're shouting
"More crackers, please! More crackers, please!"
You want what you want, but you don't wanna be on your knees
Who does your, who does your hair

Who took the bomp from the bomp-a-lomp-a-lomp
Who took the ram from the rama-lama-ding-dong
Who took the bomp from thе bomp-a-lomp-a-lomp
Who took the ram from the rama-lama-ding-dong

"How are you?"
"Finе, thank you"
"How are you?"

You bought a new van the first year of your band
You're cool, and I hardly wanna say "not"
Because I'm so bored
That I'd be entertained, even by a stupid fuckin'

Linoleum floor, linoleum floor
Your lyrics are dumb like a linoleum floor
I'll walk on it, I'll walk all over you
Walk on it, walk on it, walkin', one, two

(Who? Who?)
Who took the bomp from the bomp-a-lomp-a-lomp
Who took the ram from the rama-lama-ding-dong
Who took the bomp from the bomp-a-lomp-a-lomp
Who took the ram from the rama-lama-ding-dong

"See you later"
"See you later"
"See you later"
"See you later"

Diet Pepsi (Live)

Untouched, XO
Young lust, let's, ah

My boy's a winner, he loves the game
My lips reflect off his cross gold chain
I like the way he's telling me
My ass looks good in these ripped blue jeans
My cheeks are red like cherries in the spring
Body's a work of art you'd die to see

Untouched, XO
Young lust, let's, ah

When we drive in your car, I'm your baby (So sweet)
Losing all my innocence in the backseat
Say you love, say you love, say you love me (Love me)
Losing all my innocence in the backseat

Break all the rules 'til we get caught
Fog up the windows in the parking lot
Summer love (Ah, ah), sexy
Sitting on his lap, sippin' Diet Pepsi
I write my name with lipstick on your chest
I leave a mark so you know I'm the best

Untouched, XO (XO)
Young lust, let's go

When we drive in your car, I'm your baby (So sweet)
Losing all my innocence in the backseat
Say you love, say you love, say you love me (Love me)
Losing all my innocence in the backseat

When we drive in your car, I'm your baby
Losing all my innocence in the backseat
Say you love, say you love, say you love me (Love me)
Losing all my innocence in the backseat

When we drive in your car, I'm your baby
Losing all my innocence in the backseat
Say you love, say you love, say you love me
Losing all my innocence in the backseat

Disappointment

(The Cranberries)

Disappointment you shouldn't have done
You couldn't have done
You wouldn't have done
The things you did then
And we could've been happy
What a piteous thing, a hideous thing

Was tainted by the rest
But it won't get any harder
And I hope you'll find your way again
And it won't get any higher
And it all boils down to what you did

There, there
There, there
There, there
There, there

In the night we fight, I fled you're right
It was exactly there, it was exactly there
I decided, decided, decided, decide
We threw you out
In the night we fight, I fled you're right
It was exactly there, it was exactly there
I decided, decided, decided, decided

But it won't be any harder
And I hope you'll find your way again
And it won't get any higher
But it all boils down to what you did

There, there
There, there
There, there
There, there

Disappointment
Disappointment
Disappointment

Disappointment
Disappointment
Disappointment

Docket

I said, "Don't shake my hand, it's wet," he said, "I'll kiss it instead"
He said, "I saw the whole show, I'm not scared of the sweat"
But I'm scared of the touching
I have someone at home
And I want his body more
When he leaves me alone

Isn't it wrong
When I'm gone, I look around at the options
I put men on the docket
Give me a curse, I caught a bug
He should be with someone who's more in love
Not someone eating for free
My worst nightmare is me

I always end up back here, stuck somehow
Obvious I'm powerless when you're around
And I don't know why
I see her in the sun
Staring straight to the sky
Burning me just for fun

Isn't it wrong
When I'm gone, I look around at the options
I put men on the docket
Give me a curse, I caught a bug
He should be with someone who's more in love
Not someone eating for free
My worst nightmare is me

Feeling like it's twisted, feeling like he's been fishing
I should probably cut him loose instead of kissing
I don't wanna want what I haven't got
But it kills the lull when I'm not full
When I'm not full, I fill the space with Barbasol
And I'm here, and I'm fading
You're wrong for waiting
And it's cruel to let you love me
I don't want what I need

Isn't it wrong
When I'm gone, I look around at the options
I put men on the docket
Give me a curse, I caught a bug
He should be with someone who's more in love
Not someone eating for free
My worst nightmare is me

If It Makes You Happy

(Sheryl Crow Cover)

I've been a long
A long way from here
Put on a poncho, played for mosquitoes
And drank 'til I was thirsty again
We went searchin'
Through thrift store jungles
Found Geronimo's rifle, Marilyn's shampoo
And Benny Goodman's corset and pen

Well, okay, I made this up
I promised you I'd never give up

If it makes you happy
It can't be that bad
If it makes you happy
Then why the hell are you so sad

You get down
Real low down
You listen to Coltrane, derail your own train
Well, who hasn't been there before
I come around
Around the hard way
Bring you comics in bed, scrape the mold off the bread
And serve you french toast again

Well, okay, I still get stoned
I'm not the kind of girl you'd take home

If it makes you happy
It can't be that bad
If it makes you happy
Then why the hell are you so sad

If it makes you happy
It can't be that bad
If it makes you happy
Then why the hell are you so sad

We've been far
Far away from here
Put on a poncho, and played for mosquitoes
And everywhere in-between

Well, okay, we get along
So what if right now everything's wrong

If it makes you happy
It can't be that bad
If it makes you happy
Then why the hell are you so sad

If it makes you happy
It can't be that bad
If it makes you happy
Then why the hell are you so sad

Jane Says

(Jane's Addiction Cover)

Jane says, "I'm done with Sergio
He treat me like a ragdoll"
She hides the television
Said, "I don't owe him nothin'
But if, oh, he come back again, tell him, wait right here for me
Or try again tomorrow

I'm gonna kick tomorrow
I'm gonna kick tomorrow"

Jane says, "Have you seen my wig around
I feel naked without it"
She knows they all want her to go
But that's okay, man, she don't like them anyway
Jane says, "I'm goin' away to Spain when I get my money saved
Gonna start tomorrow

I'm gonna kick tomorrow
I'm gonna kick tomorrow"

Well, she get mad, then she start to cry
She take a swing that she can't hit!
She don't mean no harm, she just don't know
(Don't know, don't know)
What else to do about it

Then Jane goes to the store at 8
She walks up on St. Andrews
She waits and a-gets her dinner there
She pulls her dinner from her pocket
Jane says, "I ain't never been in love, I don't know what it is"
She only knows if someone wants her

"I want them if they want me
I only know they want me"

She gets mad, and she starts to cry
She takes a swing, man, she can't hit!
She don't mean no harm, she just don't know
(Don't know, don't know)
What else to do about it

Jane says
Jane says

Thank You for Sending Me an Angel

(Talking Heads cover)

Oh baby, you can walk, you can talk just like me
You can walk, you can talk just like me
You can look, tell me what you see
You can look, you won't see nothing like me
If you look around the world

Oh, baby, you can walk, you can talk just like me
With a little practice, you can walk, you can talk just like me
If that's what you wanna do
Well, you can look, you'll walk in circles around me
But first, I'll walk in circles 'round you
But first, I walk around the world

I'm walking around the world, here we go
You can walk a little, I'll walk in circles around you
But first, show me what you can do

The Summer Ends

(American Football Cover)

I'm thinking about leaving and how I should say goodbye
With a handshake
Embrace
Or a kiss on the cheek
Or possibly all three

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I was wrong
Maybe my intentions are irrelevant
But honestly, it's not just for me
We've both been so unhappy
So let's just see what happens when the summer ends

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