B i o g r a p h y (by Official Site)
Hannah Fury was born in a land of glittering white snow and dark, foreboding forests. When she was five years old, she moved to a land of perpetual sunshine and reflective sand. Though she enjoyed this new environment and found it beautiful in a conspicuous sort of way, she missed the cryptic and mercurial quality of her homeland. As she grew older, Hannah became increasingly aware of the disparity between her inner world and that of the "real" one which surrounded her. To counteract the effects of this fractured existence, she began to dabble in the occult, the extrasensory, and the covert. Her efforts consisted mainly of attempting (mostly unsucessfully) to summon spirits, to levitate objects, and (with a higher rate of success) to concoct formulations for invisible ink. She became adept at code breaking and espionage as well as numerous other activities of questionable value. During all of her formative years, Hannah also took refuge in books, immersing herself in fantasy worlds and the enviable lives of others. By the age of ten, she had read every Nancy Drew mystery and every torrid Harlequin romance novel ever published, as well as a substantial selection of classic literature. When she was 14, Hannah fell in love and was unable to concentrate on anything else for the next several years. Despite this (or perhaps because of it), when she was 16, "The Vampire Waltz" first appeared to her in its spectral form. Unlike other fragmented melodies that she had previously received, this one came complete with words and a title. Hannah soon became aware that this was not an ordinary transmission, for, unlike the others, "The Vampire Waltz" did not retreat into obscurity after a reasonable amount of time had passed. In fact, the opposite occurred, and the song's presence became so persistent that it soon overwhelmed Hannah's thoughts entirely. It was then that she decided she would do whatever was necessary to give this apparition a more solid existence, and so she began diligently to teach herself to play the unassuming upright piano that stood against a wall in her parents' home. Learning to play was a time-consuming and laborious process. Hannah never played when other family members were around, primarily due to a marked lack of technical skill which caused great consternation and bewilderment to those unfortunate enough to be within range of hearing. This made practice a rare, though impassioned (and noisy), occurrence. These clandestine moments of discord were snatched here and there, and after a few years, and despite the aforementioned absence of methodological refinement, she had become proficient enough on the instrument to complete "The Vampire Waltz" as she heard it in her mind. The obsessive psychic gates having thus been wrenched open, subsequent songs were composed quickly by any standards, and an increasingly confident writer began to emerge. Still, yet another year would pass before anyone would hear Hannah's collection of musical and lyrical creations. Secretive by nature, and aware of the potential cringeworthiness of discussing "art," Hannah desperately wanted to protect this most personal and important of endeavors. At the start of the 1990s, Hannah was fortunate to meet a kindred spirit. She fell in love once again, and it was this trusted individual who became the first to hear Hannah's music. As a result of the encouragement she received, Hannah began to imagine, in hopeful delirium, the possibility of allowing others to hear her songs. Believing, as was the fashion of the day, that she needed financial and creative support from outside sources, Hannah recorded a four-song demo tape and sent it to several small recording companies who proceeded to ignore it utterly and without ceremony. Dejected but undeterred, Hannah continued to write songs, some of which would later become her critically acclaimed EP Soul Poison. Constantly plagued by self-doubt, Hannah found this period to be a difficult one. Her devoted friend rescued her once again by arguing that music was indeed her "calling," and by pointing to the evidence of a growing catalogue of songs that had come to her fully formed, as if from out of the ether, seemingly with little or no effort exerted on her part. Citing an entry in the Encyclopedia of Mystical and Paranormal Experience, he implored Hannah to realize that the descriptive text within that hallowed tome mirrored her own creative episodes almost exactly. Thus convinced, and with a growing suspicion that she was unsuited to anything else, Hannah began to feel that perhaps she was indeed fated to this life. And so, she sought alternative methods of reaching the public with her music. The timing was felicitous. Relocating to Austin, Texas, had allowed Hannah to witness the wonder that is Daniel Johnston. Being a devout listener of his renowned home-recorded tapes, Hannah was now able to see Daniel perform his music at small, intimate venues, and was all the more inspired by this brilliant artist, who had long been one of her songwriting heroes and who epitomized the do-it-yourself ethic. Coinciding with this was the release of Lisa Germano's Geek the Girl, a glorious work which was reported to have been recorded by Lisa and friends on ADAT recording machines at her home. Technology and inspiration thus in place, Hannah set out to build her own recording studio. She purchased an eight-track sound recording machine, a small sound mixer and a microphone. This new equipment took up residence alongside a previously purchased digital piano in the small apartment which Hannah occupied at the time. With her periods of depression and hopelessness now often tempered by insufferable bouts of narcissism, Hannah got to work. During a few weeks in early 1998, she recorded her debut EP, Soul Poison, which was received most enthusiastically by the music press. Encouraged by the positive response, Hannah began recording her follow-up full-length CD, The Thing That Feels. Released in October of 2000, The Thing That Feels has received high critical praise and garnered Hannah's work a loyal and obsessive cult following. Nestled at the end of The Thing That Feels is "The Vampire Waltz," an eight-minute anti-lullaby of love, possession and the loss of innocence. It is the song that put Hannah on her path and changed her life from one of arbitrary misery to one full of meaning, metaphor and personal mythology. It is this song that Hannah believes came sweetly to her rescue and to determine if she was deserving of the music that was to follow.
Not Like You Love Today Meathook Of Longing (Instrumental) Let It Show I Can't Let You In And Your Little Dog Too All Is Not Well It Was Her House That Killed Nessarose Of Longing and Otherness (Instrumental) Sweet Heart Away The Vampire Waltz
The thing that feels
*** Thanx a lot to the Official Hannah Fury's Website for most of these lyrics, you can also buy all these CDs at this official website cheaper *** Not like you Giant-Size Man-Thing number four You are Eleanor Don't say a thing For me or for him Just pretend You are our friend Until the end Don't speak, don't speak Don't speak, don't support Just quietly abhor me The thing that feels And is not like you Don't speak, don't speak Don't support Just quietly abhor me The thing that feels And is not like you I am not like So what if you don't like me And you don't care how I feel So what if you can't see me I know I am really here So what if you don't believe in me Do you really think I care So what if you don't believe in me I know I am really real I know I am the real thing Don't speak, don't speak Don't support Just quietly ignore me The thing that feels And is not like you I am not like you I am not like you I am not like you I am not like you Love today Rest assured I remember every word I remember all I heard And that summer All the joy went away All that I had to say For love of life Don't say goodbye For love of life Don't say goodbye So, at the window Don't heed the call Don't think we've lost it all Just try to love today Try to love today Rest assured I do think it's sad And I do miss what we had But I just try to love today I try to love today Try to love today I try... Meathook Don't put your red dress on for him Don't put your red dress on Don't put your red dress on for him Don't put your red dress on Don't be afraid of the dark Don't be afraid of the dark Don't be afraid of the dark and what you are without him Don't be afraid of the dark and what you are without him No meathook is as bad as a hook in the heart There's no pain that can make the non-feel feel at all A hole through the skin will not make you whole What is dominion over a faltering soul and a heart that has severed from the body? Is it anything to control someone that has been broken open? Let it show She said, "I've got no soul, I am not Nessarose That is the way that life goes" I said, "Just let it show, you are not Nessarose Come on, grab your broom, let's go Come on, grab your broom, let's blow away" She said, "I've got no soul, I am not Nessarose That is the way that life goes" I said, "Just let it show that you're not Nessarose Come on, grab your broom, let's go Come on, grab your broom, let's blow" I don't know where she ends and where I begin The girl with green oily skin, she ends where I begin I don't know where she ends and where I begin The girl with green oily skin, she ends where I begin Look at Dorothy in the sickly sweet undertow Look at Dorothy, believing and leading them all down the Yellow Brick Road She said, "I've got no soul" I said, "You do, though" She said, "I've got no soul, I am not Nessarose That's just the way that life goes That's just the way that life blows away" I Can't Let You In Fiyero, don't tell a soul what you've seen This is the life that you and I are meant to lead I can't let you in, 'cause the world is falling to pieces I can't let you in, 'cause the world is falling to pieces Fiyero, don't tell a soul a word we speak I need to know, if I don't make it home, you won't look for me I can't let you in, 'cause the world will tear us to pieces I can't let you in, 'cause the world will tear us to pieces Don't even let them hear you breathe I'll never see you again, 'cause the world has torn you to pieces And don't you dare deceive destiny Her for you, but you for me And don't you dare deceive destiny Her for you, but you for me Her for you, but you for me For me And Your Little Dog Too Surrender, Dorothy Bring me the shoes, dear Bring them to me Bring them here, dear Bring them If you know what's good for you If you know what's good If you know what's good for you And your little dog, too You'll bring them here The shoes, dear The shoes Bring them to me If you know what's good for you, dear If you know what's just good If you know what's good for you And your little dog, too You'll bring them here Bring them here Bring them here Bring them to me All is not well
Don't try to lie to me, I know My love was politically disposed of And I didn't see them coming No, I didn't see them coming for you For you Don't try to lie to me, I know Their crime will never be exposed And if I had seen them coming If I had seen them coming What I wouldn't do for you All is not well All is not well All is not well in the land of Oz Don't try to lie to me, I know My love was politically disposed of And I did not see them coming No, if I had seen them coming I'd have chosen you All is not well in the land of Oz
It Was Her House That Killed Nessarose She might fool them but she don't fool me She talks much too earnestly And when Glinda gave her the shoes I had nothing else to lose And I asked her to take my hand I asked her to please understand They love her so 'cause she's so sticky sweet But she just doesn't seem honest to me And when Glinda asked me to choose Well, I had nothing much else to lose And I asked her to take my hand I asked her who once was my friend, I thought, 'til the end And I thought I had the secret to life I don't, do I? Do I? And I thought that I had the secret to life But I don't, do I? I follow her down the Yellow Brick Road Chasing her now, for revenge, I suppose She causes destruction wherever she goes It was her house that killed Nessarose It was her house that killed Nessarose That's just the way life goes
Sweet Heart Solitude still holds you I don't have to fake the blues And all you want is refuge Sugar is the heart's food Sugar is the heart's food Fathers don't know all the rules Kicked around, I know you know the cruelty of love And if you could have just one thing for your birthday, what would it be? Maybe that one wrong word would not make you bad And you could say just how you feel And they would still want you around And maybe that you could make mistakes And that it would still be okay And they would still want you around Thoughts are often ridiculed Feelings often misunderstood And all you do is rescue one little piece of your heart And feed it sugar And it will grow So powerful and strong You won't know what to do with all the warmth You won't even remember all the harm And it will be so much easier to lead The life you always wanted The life you always should have had Away I heard he is missing in the river now They say he is nowhere to be found I hope she sang the sweetest lullaby So that he was calm when he went down Angels sing Glory Hallelujah But he will bring his voice to heaven and blow them all away He will bring his voice to heaven and blow them all away I guess he is singing in the water now Breathing in the purity of sound I know she promised him a lilac crown So that he was not afraid to drown Angels sing Glory Hallelujah But he will bring his voice to heaven and blow them all away He will bring his voice to heaven and blow them all away Put them all to shame Blow them all away Away... Away... The Vampire Waltz The light in your eyes beckons to me It beckons so quietly, but I hear it clearly You start walking towards me Taking my breath and fearlessly setting me free Oh, I feel it being drawn out The blood flowing steadily into your mouth This dark night, cruel and cold You whisper softly, "Honey, you'll never grow old" Looking back at the crowd Back at the party I step outside and disappear swiftly Oh, I feel it being drawn out The pain of life fading, going down south Lost in the wake of my wedding And caught here at these old crossroads I can never leave I think I've been fooled Why am I not dressed in white? With eyes full of glory and wine I'll be your eternal bride I'll be here forever Here, on this night Why am I not dressed in white? I need you near me I think I've been fooled I need you near me I think I've been fooled You carry me over the crossroads And I'm lost on this cold, dark night Why am I not dressed in white? I carry a mandrake in my bouquet And I shiver when it screams I carry a mandrake in my bouquet And I shiver when it screams The light in your eyes is still calling to me Taking my whole world and setting it spinning Knowing my weakness, the spark lies in the sand Taking my hand, you lead me into the dance Oh, I feel it being drawn out My soul is rushing right into your mouth How could you take me away from the party? I think I've been fooled How could you take me away from the party? I think I've been fooled I need you near me I think I've been fooled I carry a mandrake in my bouquet And I shiver when it screams I need you near me I think I've been fooled I carry a mandrake in my bouquet And I shiver when it screams With eyes full of lust and light I'll be your eternal bride I'll be here forever Here, on this night Oh, why am I not dressed in white? Something is not right Will the light spark?
Through The Gash Defenestration Oh you want to walk straight down the line I just sashey from side to side Coming at you from behind Coming at you, all scissors and knives All shadows and lies You want to walk straight down the line I just sway from side to side Coming at you like some tattered corpse bride Coming at you, so stand aside I'm coming through, if you don't mind I do remember the room underneath the bell We held hands in the stairwell Hummingbirds followed me at school At least that's what you said And I was never the same That's when everything changed So now I see him standing There at the window Oh, he's so sweet I want to love him I want it so But when I reach for him Out he goes I see him standing there at the window I come up behind him, all hustle and flow I rustle the dust around him And out he goes Out you go I could say I'm surprised but it wouldn't be true 'Cause it happened last time to the one before you So step away from the gash I'm coming through No Man Alive All that matters is love… There's no man alive that has what I need So give me a man that I can breathe There's no man alive that has what I want So give me a man that I can haunt Give me a static-free cellular line So I can call him all of the time Give me a shimmering astral cord So I can be there when he's with his whore I feel it come again The feeling that I love And when the ride comes to an end, Just get up, dust off, and do it again I feel it come again The feeling that I love And that I know will end There's no man alive that I can't deceive So give me a man who's crueller than me There's no man alive that I can't destroy So give me a man who'll be first to deploy Give me a static-free cellular line So I can connect to him all of the time Give me a sparkling astral cord So I can be there when he is no more Don't Be Scared Don't be scared to decode I know it seems Sometimes there is no hope Don't be scared You're not alone Don't be scared Please just don't be scared Don't be scared Don't be sad It will be all right This too shall pass Just get through one more night Don't be sad Give us a smile Don't be sad Just try a while Don't be sad It'll be all right Don't be sad Just get through one more night Don't be sad Don't be scared to feel afraid Nightshade and bile, I am erased The words you say will keep you safe And it's all the hurt that will be erased So don't be scared Don't be scared Don't be scared And don't be sad Carnival Justice (The Gloves Are Off) Part II Step right up and get what you deserve Oh, what a prize Yeah, it's her And if you think you scored Your vision must be blurred Welcome, one and all, to the Theatre of the Absurd My heart is like the Moulin Rouge All lit up in subterfuge But pain is something I can use But what about you What's your excuse You won't know I'm coming Until it's too late You won't know that I'm around The only thing that you will hear Is scarlet satin hitting the ground The gloves are off Too bad you got soft The gloves are off Too bad you're so lost Je suis en coeur Je disparais You are a blur As I walk away So you love her That little stain I'm out of here But my words remain So step right up and take a drag On your cigarette You're just something that got snagged On the hook of Antoinette And you can call it Carnival Justice It's just my own breed of armistice You can say I'm crazy like Alice But I'll never blow you a real kiss The gloves are off And you can call it Carnival Justice It's just my own breed of armistice You can say I'm crazy like Alice But I'll never blow you a real kiss The gloves are off You Don't leave a Trace You crawl away and don't leave any trace I don't like your dirt house that much anyway Don't you dare waste any more of my time If you don't even like me, quit coming around You crawl away and don't leave any trace Yeah, it is true, you would not be the same If you can't love me, I guess we are through I never even showed you what I'd do to you 'Cause you run like hell Run like hell Run like hell from me You crawl away and you don't leave a trace It could be real or it could be fake The details don't matter to me anyway I don't really care if you go or you stay Just don't run like hell Run like hell You would be dumb as hell to run from me You crawl away and you don't leave a trace Wipe that damned panicked look off of your face I never even liked you that much anyway But if you're not with someone, it's such a shame I know that you're sort of scared of me Let me be your wet nightmare, let me I know that you're sort of scared of me Let me be your wet nightmare, let me I know that you're sort of scared I know that you're sort of scared of me I know I can never be I know I can never be your dream So let me Let me Let me be Where the Wounds Are Pick up the stitches Pick up the stitches Be strong Pick up the stitches It's all right Just pick up the stitches It's all right You're not mine It's all right I am fine Just left with scars To remind me where the wounds are To remind me where the wounds are Thread the light through the flesh And push the needle past the rest Through the bone, into the heart Where madness ends and music starts Listen Don't worry It won't be long Just weave all your sadness into a song And I know you will I know you will I know you will Because I know you I'm all right You're not mine I'm all right I'll be fine Just left with scars To remind me where the wounds are To remind me where the wounds are Lace the ribbon up your back And stitch the future to the past When demons become friends at last Hold them tight and heal the gash Listen Don't worry It won't be long Just spin all your nightmares into a song I know you will I know you will Because I know you Because I know you Because I know you It's all right You'll survive It's all right You'll be fine Just left with scars To remind you where the wounds are To remind you to… Sew every glimmer you get to your skin And let every sound you hear come crashing in Knit your fragile veins to the wrists of your friends And know that you will see them again Sew every shimmer you get to your skin And let every whisper come rushing back in And pick up the stitches and start to mend Love pierces through even death in the end Love will pierce through even death in the end Believe that you will see them again (The spider knows) You will You Had Me I am desire but you are weak And I despise the sound of leaks In veins to quiet to even speak Just bleed despair but never scream I am revenge and disbelief And I regret the tracks I leave In snow that isn't even deep I hold the blade, sharp as can be You had me going out of my head With all the things that you said You had me going out of my head But now I walk away from you instead I am on fire but you retreat With arteries so tense they shriek Anaemic secrets that won't keep A heart that numb must choose deceit I am mayhem and treachery And dead-ends never bothered me Your hollow voice shouts, “Victory!” But whispers, restless, when you sleep “She had me going out of my head” I did descend but now I'm free And I confess you still seem sweet But you no longer disarm me You had me going out of my head With all the things that you said You had me going out of my head But now I walk away from you instead Beware the Touch To have, to hold Is something you Have feared to know but always know Maybe it isn't even true Maybe love cannot Maybe love cannot shelter you The furies are a triple threat The worst to come has not come yet If love is something you can just reject Beware the touch they won't forget Beware the touch of Antoinette Still through the gash you'll reach to pull The bones of someone beautiful His veins stretched tight over his skull The lullaby will become a lull The lullaby will become a lull It begins again The feeling that I love and know will end It begins again The feeling that I love and know will end I'll sing you fast asleep, my love And all the dreams that you dream of Will soothe you like a velvet glove Wrapped around your heart, guarding your blood Wrapped around your heart, guarding your blood And when you wake, you won't recall How light surrenders to the dark So the next time that you start to fall You'll swear he's the greatest love of all And he will redeem the queen of hearts Girls That Glitter Love the Dark Girls that glitter love the dark We lace it through our bitter, black little hearts And then we feign surprise when we see That those we've love to love have seeped Into our poisoned blood Girls that glitter deceive death We thread ourselves through innocent flesh And then we feign surprise when we see That those we've love to waste They seem to be erased Knit it through, thread it Sew it to unsuspecting flesh They won't regret it Or so you say Girls that glitter desecrate a kiss We break the code of happiness And then we feign surprise when we see That those we've loved have loved to leave Girls that glitter defile hope We think that life is just Tightening that sad little rope And then we open our eyes and we see Through the gash Of a fluttering eyelash We see love trying desperately to flee But you don't ever have to fear Just break its wings and it will never disappear You don't ever have to fear Just break its wings and it will never disappear Knit it through Capture it and stitch it to Your brittle little heart At least that way Love can't tear it apart Knit it through Sew it to They won't regret you And if they do But the thing that girls know best Is that glitter covers all the ugliness And they know one thing above the rest Sparkle covers evilness Shimmer covers all the mess Glitter covers darkness And then come the moment When the warm of bees drowned Status Oh, c'est tout I curse the day that I laid eyes on you You thirsty, dirty, stupid root Status: Over, we are through Oh, c'est tout The needle like a thorn removed Slipped out from this aching bruise Status: Weapon is defused Oh, c'est tout Broken girls, when rag-doll used Can't be expected to be true Status: Villain has been subdued. You beg for mercy, but I refuse Step off You have been excused Vous n'avez pas un coeur Solipsistic saboteur You are twisted and unsure You see her lipstick and pearls And want to devour her But now she's tearing up your insides All claws and fur Get up! Give us a smile Get up! Get out of this At least for a while Get up! Oh, c'est tout Tortured dolls will become cruel Porcelain repaired with glue Can't hush the shrieking of a wound So deep it's feral through and through Status: I am done with you
The Apple So blame me But you didn't see me do it Poor baby, please Trouble has always grown on trees So blame me But you didn't see me do it Poor baby, please Trouble has always grown on trees And I don't care what you say to me Ha! I don't even like blue eyes They're usually too light I don't even like things that are so bright I can't stand the glare So take this if you dare Then you can belong to me And you can be wrong for me So blame me But you didn't see me do it Poor baby, please Trouble has always grown on trees I don't care what you say You're just being fake I'm telling the truth Like I do always You'd do it too, if you were brave The sweetest things are often laced And you can be wrong for me Mirror, mirror on the wall If I can't have one, I'll take them all I'll take Gael Garcia Bernal I'll take a man that I can haunt And who can be wrong for me Who will be all wrong for me Carousel I would have loved to see you grown old, friend I would have loved to know you 'till the end I would have loved to see you smile again I would have loved to watch you turn grey I would have loved to have just one more day But all I know is that you've gone away But I swear that I can hear you say… Don't worry, don't be sad Think of the time we had There is no future or past And life is not meant to last Life is crucial surgery A shard of glass pulled from a heart that bleeds And sometimes like a barroom fight So keep throwing punches 'till you get it right Life is like a carousel It'll make you dizzy It will spin like hell Life is a clear blue stream It's everything you mean Yet nothing but a dream Where things are not quite like they seem And when you get it, that's when You'll see me again When you get it, that's when You'll see me again Never Look Back You can have the brightest star I'm a girl who wishes on scars You must know that love can fade Don't look back during the parade So I love like they do under the sea And I pull him much too close to me Yes, I know that love can fade Bit I never look back during the parade You can have the light of the moon I prefer to exit through wounds You must know that life will fade Don't look back during the parade So I live like they do under the sea And I pull him even closer to me Yes, I know that life will fade So I never look back during the parade No, I never look back during the parade
Little Family Marisel In marisel Lemon trees and daffodils Flowers shaped like little bells By the sea Sand and shells In marisel In marisel Never-ending blossoms And flowers shaped like tiny suns And jewelry Glinting against the summer skin Of every belle in marisel By the sea You with your sad eyes and your quiet smile I know you still had some things to do You with your sad eyes saying good bye Even though you still had things to do An eternal breeze From the orange groves beyond The cobblestone village streets You can see them there Twirling feathers into their glowing hair Par la mer By the sea You with your sad eyes and your quiet smile You know what to do Of wire and paper I do watch But i can’t find the sunlight Everywhere is dust Finally used all his lifelines And pulled away from us Spiders know to spin at twilight And finish by the dawn So let us just think of the good times And not what we did wrong So rest your weary bones at last And curl into the wind And i will hope like all before me That something new begins Glimmering and glowing softly They whisper from the hive I can still see and do quite often As if i were alive So don’t worry I hear it’s not unusual To get views that go on forever We’ll be with you in the blink of an eye We’ll be with you 'til the end of time Fluttering but never certain They shimmer towards the dusk And leave behind the cage that hurts them As every warrior must Miracles of blood and vapor Scheduled in the sky They brought you wings of wire and paper So you stayed for a while I do hope There’ll be a morning When i wake to the sun Crystal drops like early warnings Your time will also come So i turn not to bold perfection But to silken threads above And i will believe in your prediction And i swear that you are loved You will always be loved Like ghosts Oh you’ll know it’s morning when the rooster crows Oh these early warnings they come to you like ghosts It will feel like springtime, you know The ice will crack and the rivers will start to flow And you will witness the first retreat of snow Oh what are you doing? Do you even know? Just counting your failures in the undertow Meanwhile your little family just glows Oh a new day will dawn again And winter always turns to spring So i wait patiently for the glow Of my little family Of souls You in the light Come back to me You in high Frequency A spoon and a feather Oh you know consciousness survives So you do some magic with a spoon and a feather Sure, someday we’ll be starlight So you cast some spells with sound and whatever It was you all the time You, my life line You, through all my lives You, my sprit guide So stay with me and be my epic love You know consciousness survives So do your magic with a spoon and a feather Sure, someday we’ll be starlight Until then do your casting with sound or whatever You all the time Our embroideries entertwine Your opal light hand in mine If this is, then it is epic Isn’t it, love Her heartbeat in space Go out into the garden The forests Hybrid flora/fauna Speaking in the voice of light Healing trauma Down with the veil Step out from shade Consciousness, raised And be a true believer In everything You don’t have to choose Ask your angels and aliens Ask your near-death experience Ask your psychedelic medicines Bring your kaleidoscope And listen with your opal soul To her heartbeat in space And time A willow weeps If you lose your way away from the light You can find a way in the the night If you lose your way away from the spark You will find your way through the dark If you lose your way, my friend Just know it’s not the end A willow weeps, then bends And you will be whole again If you lose yourself It will be hard But when the mirror breaks Just save the shards And if your fire is reduced to ash You will find your way back through the gash If you lose your way my friend Just know it’s not the end A willow weeps, then bends And you will be whole again When i was a flower, you were the bee When i was a star, you were the galaxy When i was shade, you the tree I know that you have always been with me You’ll never lose your way, my friend There’s no beginning and no end A willow weeps, then bends And you will be free again In the opal light I never saw the wrong-way collision But it opened me to near-death vision And i saw you In the opal light You, just above and to the right You, moving space and time I know it was you You Who kept us alive Blooming in the garden Then took his wife and kids to california And spent his whole life seeking ink blot treasure And then fell through the leaves of the garden And found the clearing there, where it has always been Then described to me a dream of perfect summer Where every battle must release its warrior Then fell through the leaves of the garden And found the clearing there, where it has always been And the boy made of glass Stays with you, because you asked And the one made of sand Is glinting in the sunlight and The one that’s made of dreams Is floating and so happy I hope you know she had a good time sonoma With the sunlight that you arranged around her With the warm orchard breeze That you called to touch across her cheek I hope you know How your garden grows And i hope that you can see All the flowers And all the leaves And all the vines And all the trees All the dragonflies and bees I hope you know she had a good time in sonoma With the sunset that you arranged behind her And the warm orchard breeze whispers “do you all remember me?” men du titta, en trollslända, i evighet And the boy made of glass Becomes your friend, at last See the opal light Blooming in the garden Can you see how they glow? Your little family? And glowing in the dark It was just as you described The sound swarmed all around me And was lit up from inside Then the sound it turned to singing As i came upon the hive I could hear the words so clearly I am alive Entangled spookily Hope is thing with lots of feathers They brought you glassine wings When they stitched you together Could i let you go I say never I wish i’d met you in the ’80s My love, you would have saved me The universe keeps many secrets From you and her Even at a distance We can entangle spookily And you will always connect to me Still Travel No ship, no bridge This is just the way it is We are of the earth In a fractal multiverse Singing songs of the sea and dirt And we are of the sky Of no place, no time We have been through the gashes together And that left you with a heart lighter than a feather When i was the shade, you were the tree And you always protected me When i follow you into the ether Will you see me And will i see you there Can we finally have our eternal spring In between our forest and clearing Ours is a love death cannot sever Just you and me, together forever
The World We Want EP The Storm They are not fairy tales They are cautionary Once you have gleaned it It’s something you cannot un-see Luring them through wardrobes Far away from their home Watch out children The psychos want your a chrome Careful children Don’t walk out in the snow alone Oh to see you in the sun Oh to see you running free Oh to see you gather dandelions Collecting rocks and climbing trees Oh to see you in the sunlight Noticing little bugs and butterflies And where no one can hurt you And no one even tries That’s the world we want Thought it was folklore I did not know that it was real Once you have felt it It’s terror you can not un-feel So face towards the storm With your spoon and feather The battlefields are getting warm Face the apex predator Little red riding hood Brings her weapons into the woods That little puppet boy Cuts his strings, because he could They have been ruling for so long It’s hard to see the aftermath But every spider has a song To rid Earth of these psychopaths Let this be a warning The storm is coming Thought that it was mythology But it’s not, so there was fear And when I look through my portal I see the storm is already here And Justice is coming Red Pill Oh my god This is the Greatest Show of All And We are All involved And it’s amazing And terrifying And also beautiful And so sweet To be free of all the deception Knowledge always escapes me So I watch and and listen And I think should I What says my intuition YES: Take the Red Pill And now I see Everything Our hidden history And it is All clear now If we can get through It will be It will be a perfect World For me and You So I take the Red Pill And I see it all now All of the Beauty I see a perfect World For you and me So I take the Red Pill Twittering And I don’t like when The bluebird goblin Strangles you with his incessant chirping And tells you what to say and what to think You should have the choice And I don’t like that he Shuts down your voice Love Letter (AKA JFK Jr.) Hey What do you have there In your bag of treasure I see you have jewels and a startling sweet strange mix of thoughts Things to share with me So bright and sparkling So much beauty and love I got to feel special In your gaze Hey Did you see your work family How much they love you? And how they took care of me All of your friends, too They check in on me Like I know you do I won’t lie These are strange, strange times I’d give anything to hold your hand And see you smile Thank you for sending me that mystic And the fox on the roof And all the other signs Did you see the red butterfly And did you see the wind chimes Do you know Your mom writes to me It’s so sweet When you left the whole world fell apart And I guess you’ve heard about the Pandemic Is it weird That I am still Optimistic You’d say “no bug, you’re doing so good You’re being so brave You’re being so brave” That’s what you’d say So I painted the kitchen floor It’s a crazy quilt patchwork, I know you’d like it, though And I hung your lights above the door And your Coral Vines are blooming But I don’t go out much anymore Yes, we will build two libraries One perfect for him And one perfect for me Some say JFK Jr’s death was faked And all the wars have been about stargates And you know I never thought he crashed that plane You’d say “it’s gonna be like Planet of The Apes If we’re not careful” So, some say They have planned A false flag alien invasion And I know you can understand Why I wouldn’t put it past Them And besides some also say Earth is under the protection Of a wise council of Elders And the Alliance Of planets In our Universe It feels like we’re raising our consciousness And moving Into a golden age on Earth Are you feeling the vibration shift Don’t worry There is no need for resistance Some say it’s heavenly And as Angels draw near They play trumpets And that’s All You Will Hear And there is Nothing to fear And I’m acting like the world we want is already here Tesla's Zero-Point Energy So have you So have you heard the word on the street GESARA Everyone is saying: Word! GESARA! It establishes peace on Earth And sovereign nations And it gets rid of the Federal Reserve, Debt and illegal taxation And it ceases all aggressive U.S. military actions Moves us forward to a Gold Standard And Rainbow Currency Takes down the Act of 1871 And restores the first Constitution So have you heard about the deals he’s made Is it true? It's all over the world. Will every country now have fair trade Has he been taking down the Global Deep State Has he? So give me a G: E: S: A: R: A: (Global Economic Security and Reformation Act) Now this next part is not official But some say the most beautiful Some say it includes Peaceful Disclosure Of off-world Civilizations And reunion with our Galactic Family And Knowledge of our True History And also would you believe The release of suppressed technologies Like Tesla’s zero-point energy Just think! Anti gravity And sonic healing machines This is the World we wanted forever ThiS is what you predicted Rabbit Run, run little rabbit, run Run little rabbit, run We will follow you Until you find the sun Run little rabbit, run So we follow the clues you leave And you hollow their deceit And you show us the truth Finally There I knew you’d find it The sunlight
Stitch The Worlds Happy In the Garden So every day I go outside and I think about what you said I'm out collecting Coral Vine seeds, still limping on my jacked-up leg I sometimes speak to the Bees as they Swarm overhead We celebrate the Red Bud trees and get Dragonfly Street Cred Sometimes I am happy in the Garden And I remember You, and your Sweet Smile We would have been happy in the Garden I will always Love You, and I will see you in a while After all, it was you, who said: "There's no time And we'll Be Together, in the Blink of an Eye" Nothing can Sever your Soul from Mine Always and Forever I know you're with our Dandelion And I know This is gonna be fine 'Cause I'll be there, in just a While And in the Meantime I Stitch the Worlds together So I'm out in the garden again, limping on my jacked-up leg I see a little Spider and I ask if I can borrow some Thread I said: "Hey little Spider, I have got a lot of work to do!" Spider says: "Sure, Whatever! I've been Stitching Worlds up, too And I am always happy in the Garden With my Special Vision to see through And I still see him happy in the Garden And he is still with you We are all together in the Garden, you that it's true You Got This It was the Darkest Day All alone, feeling crazy Thought I had lost it, Maybe... But you broke through The Veil to say: No, You Got This, you will feel happiness again This is my wish, to let my Spirit move you, through" So take my hand! Together We will make a Stand Take my hand! See? You got this! You will feel happiness again This is my Wish So come on, take my hand We will stand up together Don't be sad, I am Your Ghost And you are my Tether Oh, don't be sad, I am Your Ghost So In the Meantime Saying Goodbye to the World I knew No longer have the Safety of You But I am well-prepared for this Destruction I could always detect Lies and Corruption Just not to This Extent And then I hear Your Voice And you say to me: "Don't worry, it's just noise And soon you will be Free Because I am Your Ghost, and you will follow me I'll come to take your hand, I promise you... you'll see..." So in the Meantime... Just sing your Song, just sing your song... And rest assured, it's only their world that's ending Not Ours, Not Yours So keep singing your Song And rest assured You have been building your world, all along... Whaaaat?!? This is a day for some Slow Jamz Get it? Jamz But this is no day to be slow, Fam Get it Let's Go! We've got a Party to get to! Exactly ten years you walked backwards into the Toy Store. And I wrote a little song for you because you liked Music and I did, too. Think of this as a Stitch in Time Like A Crazy Quilt, but with words that rhyme Like A Time Capsule But with Sound the Vessel So take it to the Future Where I have always Loved You And You are quite Beyond Compare There is no one above You And you can do Anything You are like a Tesla Dove, an M with Wings And You gave a Universe to me They said "Look what happens when we add Milo to Marie!" Oh, it was like some kind of Magic! They had conjured up to say: "Wake up! HE is here! And it's a Brighter Day!" We've got a Party to get to! Exactly thirteen years ago, he appeared like a Boss, in control! On MoMo's birthday, no less... Whaaaat?!? He was a good soul match for me, he liked buttons and The Sea... Now he likes a lot of other things, he plays Music and he even Sings... Whaaaat?!? So take this to the Future! Maybe it will prove useful... Exactly how, I cannot know But I do know you're a Warrior, too... I don't know how the Rest will Be I'm the Ghost of that Lion, the one in my dream... And You are Everything to Me If I can't save your World, I will die trying But for now, We've got a Party to get to I Can Sense Things So I'm sitting here, with my jacked-up leg Remembering all the things that you said And I guess it was always you, who was gonna be in my head Your birthday on July 10th -- 710 -- 7 + 10 Seven, Ten! Oh I'm sitting here, like some jacked-up Wreck I'm waiting for Light Healing and Tesla Tech Trust me, it's a feeling I sometimes get Sometimes, I can sense things that haven't happened yet Sitting here raging at the sky above And sending out communications to My Love Somewhere Out There there are Other Stations And I'm releasing Tesla's Doves... Bridge Not trying to convince anyone Just saying what I See I listen to Wither's songs, because they speak to me And they stole the Preacher's Wife And they left behind the Son And from Somewhere Beyond the Light She can See what he's Become We're gonna bring the wretched temple down And bring the whole house of cards down on these clowns There is a method to the madness now, and Angels all around I spend my Time in Both Worlds Maybe I'm a Bridge When I need that ferocious calm, the foxhole's where it is Bring back the Lion and the Sword We are gonna win this war... No Husk Ugh, that Husk! That slack-jawed creep think he in charge of us I said no, a long time ago Nobody gonna fill my veins with dust For sure, No Husk! Ugh, it's so gross, The Clown Show Never, ever gonna trust it, tho Get outta my face with that! I do not trust your science It is just too violent I don't trust psychopaths Step off, liars I am tired I'm so tired of this psychopathic clown show They make me sick I look at those dried husks and I think It's time for them to go I believe in Sovereignty and Peace, don't you know Tribute Goodby Yellow Brick Road It feels like I've been buried in a Landslide Can I even handle the Fall of my Life? I have been building this Little Dirt House, all along Down the road from The Tower of Song Oh baby, baby it's a Wild World Oh baby, baby it's a Wild World Never part of the Choir, Girrrl... Oh it may be warm, and I might dream of sleep But I am INSIDE the Storm, and I've never been weak Not in America... we are not Sheep! Of course there's Life on Mars! They thought we would look to the Stars Muttering, "This is fine" Suspicious, how they died Woops! Out of Time Tonight we're gonna party like it's 2099 The Earth Does Not Want Any More Blood Sacrifice So let this be a Tribute to the ones I admired Of Swaying Hey Famous, Why you so Quiet now Hey famous creep, if you stay quiet now May You Forever Hold Your Peace This is a Grave Deception Might make a few Exceptions But if you don't speak, you dead to me You could speak up, for a Free Earth Oh, I love AM Radio! I love that Mellow Feeling, oh you know If I could dance just a little bit, I would, to and fro Oh, I could do with a little bit Of Swaying, high and low We are gonna have a World Party And you won't be invited, tho Don't need no famous creeps trying to tell me what to do and how to be I am sovereign and free Don't you dare tread on me A Bit Traumatic I travel out in my Dreams and I look over the Edge NOTHING is quite as it seems... So I travel in my Dreams and I look over the Edge I wonder, should I turn back, but I go Further Out instead I'm just trying to get along, singing my AM Radio Songs A little Galactic and a lot Mellow... And a bit Traumatic! Oh when I am in my Dreams I can see over the Edge At all the torn Realities, so I stitch them up with Thread I can see Both Worlds Both are still green and blue I can FEEL that they are hurting... So I stitch the Worlds up, too
Greatest Show On Earth EP Outsider So what else is ne You've always been an outsider You have always done your thing Now the rest of the world, too Is kinda catchin' up to where you have always been Right, I know you You have lived for years on Earth, but your soul is eleven I know, me too They just cannot see the World that we are inventing Or Or, maybe you are one of those that has a really Old Soul Either way, we chosen earth Here, now Sideshow Barker Step on to the party tent Get a load of this Carny Barker He is a Lion among Men He'll take your ticket, and then Buckle Up for the ride of your life We must collapse timelines Get a load of this Carny Barker It's like an '80s flick in here Feels like, I'm watching our movie And it's the Greatest Show On Earth Or maybe I'm in one of your comic books I like songs with unlikely hooks Maybe I'm in one of your comic books Who ever thought we'd be brought to the edge of the world By a Sideshow Barker It's the Greatest Time on Earth All three Rings Worth No, make that five, that's why we're all alive At this time And so I'm sure that you have heard about the shift The other realms they need a consciousness assist And We all chose this This time on Earth So step Right Up That was a megaphone you heard So step right up To a Tesla World Winning It is Diabolical Can we at least admit that they have spent decades On their Fever Dream Depopulation Agendas Come on, get with it See this for what it is It's these psychopathic fools always trying to take us out But not this Time This Time we are winning We are winning Oh Not this time This time we are winning Grab your gold ring The Carousel is inning It's a special kind of cruel, what they are doing Always fabricating an "other" We don't have to play by their rules You know The Veil is thinning We now have the Angelic Realms Like in the Beginning So jump Get your wings Downsize your things And find a portal Get your wings Do hard things So he, came through a portal And asked "How do you smile" I smile like this The Veil is thinning... It will be like in the beginning You know it's true Don't you They Tried to Steal ME (AKA The Empathy of Kids) Oh they tried to steal me long ago from Hillsdale Mall Oh they are lucky they didn't get their hands on me I would have KILLED THEM ALL Oh they tried to steal me long ago But I was Suspicious I could smell his illness But I did feel sorry for him though Oh I don't even know why A movement of the hand A look in his eyes Something he did Or just the empathy of kids I like Corduroys and Roller Skates And hanging out in the Attic Fairgrounds, carousels, and braid Titanic Ghosts Into Life I was thrown... The Planet never really felt like Home I'm at the train station alone Never really felt like Home I must admit that I am Nomadic And a little bit Traumatic I can't help it Not with what I know to be True You kinda caught me, tho I just wanna listen to your records I'm kinda happy, tho Even though I miss you so I am in your flow We are synchronistic It kinda hurts, doesn't it, tho Being synchronistic Oh I'm in one of your comic books, I know It has been synchronistic I can see all you Titanic ghosts It's just so synchronistic I Sing It So now I see Titanic Ghosts And the Mistakes I made, he kinda liked the Most He knew every dam broken thing about me And still he could not live without me I sing it, and I know I know it's true I sing it, and I know It's just what I do I sing it, and I know. That it's a message from you I sing it, and I know Also, you told me so I sing it, and I know I just know it's so I just know it's so I'm supposed to stitch the Worlds together Something about Souls and Birds of a Feather Yeah, I know that's too sad to put in the song, tho
Non Albums Tracks
A Latch to Open
( Subterfuge EP )
You come upon a bird in a pretty cage You feel all its sadness, all its rage A latch to open doors with moving parts You hold the key but you just walk away And life is much harder than you thought Love can't be tamed and it can't be caught And still it sings a song for your heart You decide you want its wings, so you cut them off And still it sings a song for your blackened heart You decide you want its wings, so you cut them off And life is so much harder than you thought Life is so much harder than you thought Oh, love, don't go away Oh, love, don't go away Oh, love, stay in your cage Please stay in your cage Stay You come upon a bird in a pretty cage This time you will help it to escape A latch to open doors with moving parts You turn the key and watch it slip away And then it sings a song for your secret heart You still want its wings, but you let it fly off And life is so much sweeter than you thought Life is so much sweeter than you thought
Above the little yellow house (Ride EP) Oh they're in the sky Every night Above my little yellow house Oh they blink in and out Above the little yellow house And it's amazing To see them phasing Up there high strange-ing Above the little yellow house Phasing in and out See them through the clouds Above the yellow house Oh they're in the sky Every night Above The little yellow house Up above the clouds Phasing in and out There, above My little yellow house Now i have near-death vision After all the incisions And i can see it all now I have near-death vision After all the incisions Uncloaked unseen world, i see you on your mission There are two realities and we must bridge them What else is there to do? We are living in between earth and heaven You know life is but a dream There are two realities and we must bridge them And so i listen to my friends And to the melodies of james and 607 Independent like me, and so they are my brethren
Angels & Absinthe
(Meathook EP) Hush, hush, don't wake up, it's not morning Hush, hush, sleep through this, I am warning Why are you crying? It's not a sad movie Why are you crying, dear? There is nothing sad here There is nothing sad, is there? Angels fall in to save my soul Sorry, Absinthe, you're much too slow All that glitters and all that glows Will find a way in as soon as I go Hush, hush, I dreamed I was happy Hush, hush, you were happy with me Hush, hush, feel the chill and it is real Hush, hush, but at least you can still feel Why are you crying? It's not a sad movie Why are you crying, dear? There is nothing sad here If you want wings, just tell them so These are the things that make us grow cold Break the code and then just go Love is something you seek and destroy Then ask, "Why are you crying?"
Carnival Justice Part II
Step right up and get what you deserve Oh, what a prize! Yeah, it's her And if you think you scored your vision must be blurred Welcome one and all to the Theater of the Absurd Mmmmmy heart is like the Moulin Rouge All lit up in subterfuge But pain is something I can use But what about you What's your excuse You won't know I'm coming until it's too late You won't know that I'm around The only thing that you will hear is scarlet satin hitting the ground The gloves are off Too bad you got soft The gloves are off Too bad you're so lost Je suis en coeur Je disparais You are a blur as I walk away So you love her That little stain I'm out of here, but my words remain So step right up and take a drag on your cigarette You're just something that got snagged on the hook of Antoinette And you can call it Carnival Justice It's just my own breed of armistice You can say I'm crazy like Alice You can call it Carnival Justice It's just my own breed of armistice You can say I'm crazy like Alice But I'll never blow you a real kiss The gloves are off
Comics Some say normal Chaos Some say WW3 I don't know, it looks like the Apocalypse to me (I didn't want to say it, I know but I had to) Oh we're nearing some kind of Doomsday Scenario But my Spirit Guides tell me: "No! It isn't so You know you see a Future that is bright like none you've ever seen And know that you are headed to a place like few have ever been" Let's go Yeah, I mean you Of course I do All of us are going Seems like we're dealing with some kind of Global Cataclysm "You know you see a Future that is Bright You know you'll be There, but not without a fight Looks like some Cruel Dystopia, up in here Stand up and fight, you have nothing to fear" Do you remember Elliott Smith Well, I do Oh my God, he had such a gift Makes me think of you And those years by the beach, by the Boardwalk, in Santa Cruz Oh those were the days, if I could choose And then in Austin, every Daniel Johnston concert that you took me to I'm in your pocket, reading Love & Rockets In your room... And I swear, now it's like I'm living in your Comix It's no fair You're not here to help me navigate this But I'm not scared It's no fair! You're not here to help me navigate this I'm not scared, I've got your adoration and my spaceships
Downsizing When I got started I was on my own, all by myself A little surly, I admit, but I do mean well And over time I collected them to me Now all I want is for us all to be Free! And now I'm organizing things in my Downsizing Party Tent And Every Day I think "Oh where the HELL has the Time went!?!" Every night there are spaceships, up above my house! And I think: "What the Hell is This? I have to get out!" No, I'm not afraid of them, not at all you see They seem completely harmless, maybe even Friendly I will never be a minimalist But I have to Downsize THIS. The Little Yellow House is the precursor to an RV So, I really needed the Space I love AM Radio Shells and sparkly stones And little things made of Yarn Porcelain Rose, Chip of Bone No matter where I go, I want to save them ALL Our Wedding Rings, Letters, and Childhood things Oh, I want to save the Portal that you made for the Door Oh, and So I want to save Every Shirt that you Wore Can I be brave and make it through this Time of Memento Mor-i And find a way to Celebrate the Times of Our Lives, Before I think I can, so I Downsize some more... I save one of your Pet Rocks And I save some of your Comic Books Oh, I want to save Everything Forevermore Oh, but I can't, I'm like that Thing on The Wind in the Door You know The One Oh, that thing with wings and eyes galore Oh, I'm just a Thing that Feels, singing like Never Before Trust me when I say, I'm gonna get this done Then we can get on the road and you can ride Shotgun We can travel to the Future and it will be Endless It might take some Time but we will get the hang of this Oh, this business of Multidimensional existence I want to save the Night when we drove around and looked at the Lights I want to save the Night when we drove around and looked at the Lights Let's Go!
Eat the dirt
(Soul Poison EP) Curl up under the window and crouch against the wall I feel the nighttime about to fall And I don't know what to do with myself So I eat the dirt and I pray for... And I know I am all wrong I know it is all wrong But I don't know what to do with myself So I drink the blood and I pray for... Run from these hands if you know what's good for you I can't control the things I do And I don't know how to cure myself So I eat the dirt and I pray for help I eat the dirt and I pray for help I eat the dirt and I pray for...
Fluffy (Fix EP) And so i’m feeling so light Vining high So light & fluffy like styro Just so you know Like a cloud, all lit-up With a storm inside it, though Just so you know Light & fluffy like styro Vining Surviving And so i need to tell you: i really love disco And am radio And i can feel you thriving on the other end of the globe Deep in my soul Just so you know Feeling fluffy like styro And vibin’ Feeling fluffy like styro Alivin’ Staying alive an’ fluffy like styro Vining A cloud, with a storm inside it, though Like lightning Vibing… Like lightning
Girls that glitter love the dark
Girls that glitter love the dark We lace it through our bitter, black little hearts And then we feign surprise when we see that those we've loved to love have seeped into our poisoned blood Girls that glitter deceive death We thread ourselves through innocent flesh And then we feign surprise when we see that those we've loved to waste they seem to be erased Knit it through, thread it, sew it to unsuspecting flesh They won't regret it, or so they say And those you have loved have snagged on your thorny veins But they don't regret it, or so you say Girls that glitter desecrate a kiss We break the code of happiness And then we feign surprise when we see that those we've loved have loved to leave Girls that glitter defile hope We think that love is just tightening that sad little rope And then we open our eyes and we see through the gash of a fluttering eyelash We see love trying desperately to flee But you don't ever have to fear Just break its wings and it will never disappear You don't ever have to fear Just break its wings and it will never disappear Knit it through, capture it and stitch it to your brittle little heart At least that way love can't tear it apart Knit it through, sew it to unsuspecting flesh They won't regret you And if they do But the thing that girls know best is that glitter covers all the ugliness And they know one thing above all the rest: Sparkle covers evilness Shimmer covers all the mess Glitter covers darkness And then came the moment when the swarm of bees drowned
Glass menagerie (Fix EP) Still partly in 3D So my amnesiac soul Still searches restlessly For my truer home I have been to many worlds I have traveled to them many times Still, i fix the little yellow house Because it is a spot on earth That we liked So did you see the glass menagerie? I look for sentience in everything Everything feels Sure, you can call it “imaginary” I call it cryptozoology, so there And everything feels And it is all real And so, i fix the little yellow house Where the little menagerie Can walk around
Hello Again, Spider (Spidersong EP) Hello again, Spider It’s been a long time But you have been my Beloved and my Eternal Fire Hello Again, Spider It’s been a hard time But rest assured, thanks to You I am alive Hello again, Spider You know I tore my web So I want to thank you little spider for lending me your thread
Hello Earthling I have tried From my little spot on Earth I have tried to find the words and then put them with their music I’ve tried to whisper to you So I could tell you all the secrets i’ve been finding As this year is unwinding So… Here is the last song in my soundtrack to 2020 I care deeply for you all May we meet again soon Beautiful things are gonna happen on the Earth now But I don’t know exactly how or when I just know it’s gonna be so epic SO… Until we meet again… Do you remember yet They said, “Hello Earthling” “Hello Earthling” They said, “Hello Earthling” They said, “Hello Earthling” They said, “Hello Earthling” They said “Hello Earthling I see you have discovered our Out-Of-Place Artifacts And we see that you’ve uncovered some of the clues we’ve left We see you noticing your hidden history And working together to solve the mysteries You are brave, unraveling this tangled mess And remember you have travelled lifetimes for this So don’t let them hassle you with tin cans We bring you Light Ships We’ve been waiting lifetimes for this For Centuries they’ve clouded your Consciousness Just look! We are all over your Creation Myths And we have been all along Isn’t it obvious Look at the monoliths And get your hands on all the Knowledge you can find ‘Cause 2021 is gonna blow your mind...” They said, “Hello Earthling…”
Idaho
(Soul Poison EP) What if the sky in Idaho is black and dark? What if the sun in Idaho doesn't set at all? And what if I loved you with all of my heart? And what if my love wasn't good enough? What if the sky in Idaho is filled with clouds? What if the sun in Idaho has burned out? There'd be miles and miles behind us We'd look back at the miles and miles we'd come Don't tell me all those miles were for nothing Don't tell me all of those miles were for nothing What if the sky in Idaho is black and dark? What if the sun in Idaho doesn't set at all? And what if I loved you with all of my heart? And what if my love wasn't good enough? There'd be miles and miles behind us We'd look back at the miles and miles we'd come Don't tell me all those miles were for nothing Don't tell me all of those miles were for nothing With your arms around me, I think I can do this With your help, I think that I can do this Help me do this Help me help you do this Tell me all those miles were for something
I Love Earth (Time EP) "This we know The Earth does not belong to Man Man belongs to The Earth All Things are connected Like the blood that unites us All Man did not weave the Web of Life He is merely a strand in it Whatever he does to the Web He does to himself" Said Chief Seattle Turn up the sound and all the colors Write your thoughtline Focus your mind on all the Others And send a message across Time I love Earth I Love Earth All Things are connected I love Earth
It’s Midnight They say "conspiracy" But they only showing you what they want you to see Reject the chains of non-reality Once you leave your body you cannot un-see it The Timeless Beauty The Truth is So Epic All their endless whining You know they are lying The mockingbirds are chiming While the evil is hiding Feels like we’re so alone They’re setting fire to our Home Don’t worry though (there are Heroes, you know) They’re holding the line Angels are fighting It’s Midnight And all the Warriors are riding We say thank you When we wake up To the Truth It’s Midnight! So they ride They hold the line And they fight Until we wake up Wake up Wake up Wake up So they fight, until we wake up Wake up
Je t'aime
So you think you want that little girl, do you I'll string her up and I'll bring her to you You think I don't know what love is But you've just never known love like this Je t'aime I do know love Je t'aime I do know you But you, you think you want that pretty girl, don't you I could befriend her and talk to her for you You think you just want that perfect girl, don't you I could be so much better for you Je t'aime I do know love Je t'aime I do know you I do know you Mirror, mirror on the wall You don't want to mess around with me at all Mirror, mirror on the wall Let me in and I'll break you into shards I'll break you, just you wait, you Je t'aime
Just say when (Ride EP) I guess you see me blowing up my spot again I guess you see blowing it, just say when I blow up my spot every now and then It's just what i do And you know it I find a spot And then i blow it You know it's true But i just can't be a victim Despite their conviction No i would rather set fire to all of this, wouldn't you? I guess you see me blowing up my spot again You daring me to blow it up, so just say when I am non-violent But non-compliant So i cannot be silent I guess you see me blowing my spot again You daring me to blow it up, so just say when I am non-violent But not compliant This isn't science...
Last Winter So, yeah, there was a knock at my door I opened it, I hadn't seen one like that before He was small, and kinda crystalline With button eyes and a smile of string It was A Snowy Day in Texas And it perplexed us It was unusual It was so weird Because it never snows in Texas It was so strange I'm glad I listened to the Preppers No heat for days At least I had a little Visitor
Lazy daze rv (Ride EP) So i have been hearing your voice in my head For what, like a year now I just want to be with you, but i'm stuck here instead Still, i'm gonna make it through somehow Trying to find time travel and light healing I am seeking your ghost Your feeling I could not leave such a vast ruin behind! Trying to fix the house as if you were still alive I know that you are with our child Our life was one crazy ride You are my sweetest friend And we will ride again Death is not the end I am gonna get me a lazy daze rv And i am hoping that you will ride shotgun with me So i am seeking tesla tech You two share a birthday, how could i forget I know that there is no such thing as time And i know somehow you're still alive I am gonna get me a lazy daze rv And i am hoping that you will ride shotgun with me Into a world of high frequency Where everything is light and energy And melody
Message (Fix EP) Hello Please don’t comply with your captors Hello What Am I speaking in code Open the door You are so much better than this You are the cosmos and the spaceship You are greater than you know You are light You are soul So stand up and fight This has all happened before This has all happened before So just let go How can you not know They are just waiting for us to show That we are ready for them They are so close But we must deserve it I see there’s more work to do You must’ve heard it, and seen it, too I’m just here with a message for you
My next victim
( Subterfuge EP ) I was numb, I was frozen Then I saw you and my blood started flowing I was tired and heartbroken Then I saw you and I shattered open But you don't want none of my sugar You just want that skanky snatch, no offense to her You don't want none of my sugar You just want that little slit, nothing against her But you are my next victim My next requiem My next anti-numb You will become my next victim
Never come down again (I Can't Let You In EP)
I fly And I will never come down again Not on your life You may call me an automanienne But I will continue to fight I will continue my lonely flight For the rest of my life For you
Not Sad See? It's easy Not sad, happy See? It's easy Not sad, happy Wouldn't it be nice to be like a balloon and just float around Wouldn't it be nice to be like a balloon and never hit the ground And on and on, on and on and on and on and on, floating along And on and on, on and on and on and on and on, floating along Yeah, wouldn't it be nice
Padparadscha (Time EP) Calling out From a spot In deep space In this place there is no time But I am safe The earth seems so far away If I close my eyes I can still see your soul The color of Padparadscha sapphire So warm So beautiful My calm In the eye of the storm I look out from the edge Of this timeless space At all the planets and stars Transmitting from nowhere I call to your soul The color of opal and rose gold The color of padparadscha sapphire And I am Home Home in the eye of your storm Home in the eye of your storm (where you speak to me) Home in the eye of your storm (astrally) Home in the eye of the storm Home where the Ancients whisper Their hints to me In the wordless language of Eternity I still feel your soul The color of padparadscha sapphire The color of opal and rose gold The color of Home
Scars
(Soul Poison EP) "Scars" is based on the traditional English-American folk ballad "Scarborough Fair."
Please don't go to Scarborough Fair Violets, roses, thistles and vines Remember me, I am still here He was not a true love of mine He was not a true love of mine He was not a true love of mine Please don't go to Scarborough Fair Honey, poison, oakwood and wine Don't forget me, I still care He was not a true love of mine Follow me to Scarborough Fair Clovers, lilacs, jokers and thieves Remember me, I do not need He was not a true love of mine He was not a true love of mine Please don't go Please don't go Follow me Follow me Twist it and turn it around Kick dust upon it 'til it eats the ground Love is something to break down Make it scream 'til you get sick of the sound Make it scream 'til you get sick of the sound Make it scream 'til you get sick of I'm so sick of the sound
September day Roger: These old english houses give people strange ideas sometimes I have an uncle who used to see ghosts every afternoon at tea He's in parliament now Peter Standish: Roger, I believe the 18th century still exists. It’s all around us if only we could find it. Put it this way: polaris, the north star, is very bright... Yet its light takes nearly 50 years to reach us For all we know, polaris may have ceased to exist… somewhere around 1900, yet we still see it Its past is our present As far as polaris is concerned Teddy Roosevelt is just going back down san juan hill Roger: I think i shall have another drink Peter Standish: Henry James expressed it like this You're on a winding stream in a boat You watch the banks as they pass Upstream, you went by a grove of maple trees But you can't see them anymore, because they're in the past Now you're going by a field of clover That becomes the present Now, you don't know what's ahead of you or around the bend in the stream Maybe wonderful things, but you won't be able to see them until you get around the bend Into the future. But suppose i’m in a plane above you I’m looking down at it all I see the maple trees, the clover field and around the bend Your past, your present and your future They're all one to the man in the plane So that time, real time, is all one Roger: With symbolic logic and einstein's mathematics I can conclusively prove that two and two are two But this… that man is dead, long ago Peter Standish: I tell you, he's alive So in my mind I’m still living in That september day My love With you, my love Through the looking glass And the yellow book they did predict this So did we, through the gash, we just did not understand it We did not know that we could travel through time… And they thought there was nothing we could do to stop them And then, they encountered the 2012 problem And no matter how they tried, they could not solve it So now! We’re all on timeline one And we are all awakening Together we will go, all of us, we go all in Welcome to That september day! Welcome to That septemberday! Welcome!
Shout-Out to All OG Warriors (Time EP) Feel the Shift It is happening I have faith In the new vibration Don’t be scared Don’t resist Shout-Out to all OG Warriors Now you You just rest We’ve got spoons and feathers And we’re gonna take this to the Next Level All Love and Respect For everything you’ve done To get us to this Place and time Of existence A decade after the timeline split No more sorrow Wake up to find tomorrow So lay down your burdens And don’t you worry Just rest We got this Shout-Out to an OG Warrior I’ve been feeling this coming For the past ten years And everything we’ve been through Has led us Here Shout-Out to an OG Warrior So many are feeling it We are getting so strong, aren't we All of us, getting to this point All at the same Time Shout-Out to those who have gone before
Someone speaks softly
(I Can't Let You In EP) Bury the switchblade a foot deep in snow Silence is golden She loved him, you know Fold up his good shirts and dust off his robe The violence is over, they told her so Is it over? Is it over, I said, is it over? Is it? Her mind tears asunder the heartstrings below Years go by, still she cannot break the code The trauma has severed the flesh from the bone Guilt weighs so heavily on her soul Is it over? Is it over, I said, is it over? Is it? Veins stretched tight over a heart blue and cold Silence is made of gold Hurt is to have and to hold This is what she has been told Is it over? Is it over, I said, is it over? Is it? Someone speaks softly through the horror and pain: "Love has gone, but it could come again." Spring arrives quietly, warming her skin Her heart, now red, is beating again Oh, it's over
Spiders Are Always Welcome (Spidersong EP) A friend of mine (the same friend who first drew me to spiders by making me watch one through his lens) And myself once went to tea at a Lady’s house After tea we went into the garden to admire the fruit trees, flowers and vegetables But whilst brooding over the herbaceous border I noticed that my friend’s eyes were rarely on the flora pointed out Bt were roving over the wooden paling behind And that later, while affecting to admire the runner beans He was studying the intersections of the poles which had proved an admirable site for the makers of sundry webs All pretense was soon abandoned and our bewildered hostess trailed after us on a spider hunt And it was her turn to affect to take an interest in what was pointed out A perfunctory remark of hers concerning indoor spiders made my over-keen friend lead her quickly to her garage The garage was built on to, and a part of, the house and was as clean as a new pin alling all Spiders Start threading your needles The Earth needs more builders And more spinners and weavers And our hostess, with something icy in her voice, told him that he would not find any spiders there But he did, and a big one, in the corner. He caught it too, and showed it to her, and commented on the markings and distribution of Tegnaria atrica He then replaced it in the corner with care. “You’re not going to leave it there!” said our hostess indignantly He said he was, but a chill air seemed to have arisen and even he realized that the time had come to stop hunting for, and talking about, Spiders This I think, illustrates the attitude of every mistress of a house Spiders, since for some reason they have to exist, had better take care to do so, out of doors No, I don’t agree. Spiders are always welcome in my house. Calling all Spiders Start threading your needles The Earth needs your gifts You embroiderers and dreamers
The last piece of cake
(Soul Poison EP) She wasn't expecting anyone to hurt her Least of all her daughter She had always been a good mother But her feet slipped in the mud She took a walk with her daughter And her feet slipped in the mud She looked up at her betrayer Running quickly through the trees Please don't leave me here in the dirt Please help me up Reach to me your hand Please help me up She wasn't expecting anyone to hurt her Then her feet slipped in the mud Please don't leave me here in the dirt Reach to me your hand Help me clean these dirty wings I am so terribly hurt This makes me want to believe in heaven And angels For mothers And hunchbacks And wolves Please let me believe that she's happy And safe And warm And smiling Eating apples and the last piece of cake
The Metro
(Meathook EP / Berlin Cover)
I'm alone Sitting with my empty glass My four walls Follow me through my past I was on a paris train I emerged in london rain And you were waiting there Swimming through apologies I remember searching for the perfect words I was hoping you might change your mind I remember a soldier sleeping next to me Riding on the metro You wore white Smiling as you took my hand So removed We spoke of wintertime in france Minutes passed with shallow words Years have passed and still the hurt I can see you now Smiling as you pulled away I remember the letter wrinkled in my hand "i'll love you always" filled my eyes I remember a night we walked along the seine Riding on the metro I remember a feeling coming over me The soldier turned, then looked away I remember hating you for loving me Riding on the metro
The Necklace of Marie Antoinette (Soul Poison EP)
I'll make it look like an accident I'll make it look like he was trying to hurt me I'll make it seem like I was innocent I'll make him wish he had never met me I'll make it look like a suicide I'll make it look like it was meant to be I'll make it seem like I was innocent I'll make the strychnine taste like raspberry tea I fear for your soul (as you sow, you shall reap) I know me, I'm so low (as you sow, you shall reap) I spread the soul poison quietly I make him think that he wanted it from me I make it seem like I'm innocent This disease will feel like solidarity I know me
The Oracle Said (AKA 2020 Vision) And so once again you find yourself in a world where no one is listening So your message stays unheard And you only want to tell them Look! There’s a better world! And the Oracle said: “It won’t be long now!” What if we’re on the cusp of releasing hidden technologies And what if it leads to healing sound and light therapies What if there was a glass bed that could fix you while you sleep And what if there was something that could mend you totally And what if Snow White’s coffin wasn’t just a story What if it was really one of those high-tech machines And what if none of this is what it seems So then just leave me to my Imagination This is the year of 2020 Vision You don’t have to believe me, or agree it’s just a difference of perception So I’m gonna get up and I’m gonna dust off! Because if we don’t, it’s like admitting we’ve lost And when Alice jumped down that rabbit hole And when they tried to kill Snow That was not The End No! It was the beginning And they got up, dusted off again What other choice was there Were they gonna wallow in despair I don’t think so No! Don’t know exactly when But they got up, dusted off again And when they give you poison apples Take a nap in a glass casket You’ll be good as new So just keep your mind open You can’t fault me for hoping It could heal you, too
The Verse (Spidersong EP) From a little spot on earth The spider spins a multiverse Spins threads of opal to and fro And still loves am radio You come with gifts and things to learn Things to finish and things to burn You come to earth with treasures too Things to fix and things to do Weaving silver frequencies Life is just a room you leave Spider sews a stitch in time And is a fool for a sweet rhyme So sing your spider song Because The Verse Will sing along So sing your spider song Because The Verse will sing along Because That’s what it does At the center of the verse All alone There sits an orb weaver To the girl I once was Long ago Say “hello” if you see her She said use your anger All warriors do I know that it hurts But just feel it And let it Through Spider spins eternally Embroiders all the galaxies Loss can’t rule you anymore Life is one of many doors And spider has a song to sing And knows The Verse is Everything
Vibing I was born an angry mystic Just been trying to get along Finding treasure everywhere And breaking into song Now I’m an untethered thing No mooring and no sense So I shut myself inside the house Born an angry mystic Just been trying to get along Traveling through silences Then breaking into song Now I’m an untethered thing No mooring and no sense So I shut myself inside the house And I make myself some friends Armed with paint and glue and string Add some gems and glitterings Affix some stones and shells and things And also special charms Weave in buttons, yarn, more string Feathers, crystals, shimmerings I add some jewels to my friends And then I make a World For them And there’s a clearing and a House And the Door is opening And all the lights come out and the sounds Ah ha! It’s a party So everybody dance And twirl around And then pick up the stitches off the ground Everybody sway To The Sound The bees are celebrating now And so we Vibe All night Get up and go again on the coaster ride Vibing to the sound of seashells Vibe And so we dance and sway And the bees swarm around us and celebrate Just vibing Vibing…
The Winner Takes It All
(Meathook EP/ Abba Cover) I don't wanna talk About the things we've gone through Though it's hurting me Now it's history I've played all my cards And that's what you've done too Nothing more to say No more ace to play The winner takes it all The loser standing small Beside the victory That's her destiny I was in your arms Thinking I belonged there I figured it made sense Building me a fence Building me a home Thinking I'd be strong there But I was a fool Playing by the rules The gods may throw a dice Their minds as cold as ice And someone way down here Loses someone dear The winner takes it all The loser has to fall It's simple and it's plain Why should I complain. But tell me does she kiss Like I used to kiss you Does it feel the same When she calls your name Somewhere deep inside You must know I miss you But what can I say Rules must be obeyed The judges will decide The likes of me abide Spectators of the show Always staying low The game is on again A lover or a friend A big thing or a small The winner takes it all I don't wanna talk If it makes you feel sad And I understand You've come to shake my hand I apologize If it makes you feel bad Seeing me so tense No self-confidence But you see The winner takes it all The winner takes it all...
True Love Will Find You In The End
(Meathook EP / Daniel Johnston Cover)
True love will find you in the end You'll find out just who was your friend Don't be sad, I know you will But dont give up until True love will find you in the end This is a promise with a catch Only if you're looking can it find you 'Cause true love is searching too But how can it recognize you Unless you step out into the light Don't be sad i know you will But don't give up until True love finds you in the end
Wild Enough (Sing) Oh I see you there With your little List In your hand, clutched, in your little fist It was easy, though, wasn't it You got over there, real quick Never thought I would see So many fascists Not Here, not like This So take it from an Immigrant This is not what my Daddy spent His whole Life working for He wanted to give me Freedom And Open Doors So Young and Brave She left it all behind So they could see what they could find And So They Built a good life Because they were Wild Enough They were Wild Enough And I'm not giving up On America…
You Showed Me
(Subterfuge EP / The Byrds Cover) You showed me how to do exactly what to do How I fell in love with you Oh oh oh it's true Oh oh I love you You showed how to say exactly what to say In that very special way Oh oh oh it's true You fell for me too And when I tried it I could see you fall And I've decided It's not a trick at all You taught it to me too exactly what you do And now you love me too Oh oh oh it's true We're in love we two And when I tried it I could see you fall And I've decided It's not a trick at all You taught it to me too exactly what you do And now you love me too Oh oh it's true We're in love we too