B i o g r a p h y (by Sean Cooper)
Locust's Mark Van Hoen occupies the shadier, more melancholic side of contemporary ambient, assembling records of unmistakable beauty out of shards of dark, somewhat foreboding textures and arrangements. A London native active in the film and commercial music business before concentrating full-time on recording for release, Van Hoen has produced a string of highly thought-of releases for the R&S subsidiary Apollo in a relatively short period of time. He's quoted Steve Reich, David Sylvian, Kraftwerk, and Brian Eno as early influences, but more recently has been attempting to pursue paths of creative conception opened up by John Coltrane and Karlheinz Stockhausen. Although earlier releases focused on sprawling, mostly beatless experimental soundscapes, his more recent work has incorporated elements of breakbeat styles such as trip-hop and jungle ' mostly in terms of production techniques, as opposed to aesthetic qualities, and with decidedly Locust flair. Truth Is Born of Arguments was the first release of this sort, and included heavy, distorted percussion and complex, looping polyrhythms similar to (although much more sluggish than) those found in drum'n'bass. Not always the ambient misanthrope, Van Hoen splits his creative activity between Locust and a number of ongoing collaborative ventures, among them Autocreation (techno) and Involution (post-techno experimental electronic), the latter with Seefeel frontman Daren Seymour. Van Hoen's also completed a number of remixes for Seefeel and As One, among others, and has recently incorporated elements of multimedia and performance art into his live appearances. Van Hoen also released the occasional recording under his given name, including 1996's Last Flowers from the Darkness and 1999's Playing with Time.
Morning light - 1997-06-23 -
Your Selfish Ways Morning Light Just Like You I Am The Murderer Jukebox Heart Folie One Way Or Another No-one In The World Clouds At My Feet Summer Rain Ancient Hometown The Girl With The Fairytale Dream Let Me Take You Back Some Love Will Remain Unsaid Shadow Play On The Horizon The Daydream Girl From Sealand Touched On Every Side All your own way
Morning light
Your Selfish Ways Stabbed in the heart, life's falling apart Never look back, but I don't want to Your selfish ways will catch up one day Never look back I guess we just went downhill A shame, but life is cruel Should have known, we became so silent I didn't ask, but I wanted to The connection, barely worth it I'm confused, and honestly dry Now I'm asking master questions It seemed natural at the time Now my bed is free Crushed pillows, rolled back sheets Now the mess is mine I can do whatever I like We're banging our heads together Crossed wires, we do intrude My hopes and wishes are blasted You dumb girl, it was never you I guess we just went downhill Aware of the fact we clash No love is ever perfect We made the effort, and now it's passed Just Like You There wasn't room Inside that smoke-filled room You were beside yourself Not beside me You've caught up You believe that you've grown up We know you thought that up, needless to say You had your way, king for a day You always see that you have your way I'd suggest If they were to be impressed And see you at your best It would be without me But you never knew What I could be without you What I could ever do Without you Without you I'd start anew I'd take control I could be just like you... I Am The Murderer Beneath the tailor's stitches Crowds and crowds of butchers play Hung high from the ceiling Staring at it, wondering how... No tree, no wall can stop their hell No snake, no trick is accounted for I am the murderer Complete this fatal moment While you're twisted and ready For duty calls: you are the bravest of all men No suit, no shoe can hide the smell No snake, no trick is accounted for I am the murderer I'm clean of consequence I'm niggling, shameful, guilty I'm tempted, I'm hungry Instinct to kill My will has dropped, and I want it with a passion I'm lead by the weapon and it's red for hire But I'm clean of consequence I am the murderer Jukebox Heart Don't you speak to her like that She's just a crazy, mad girl with a jukebox heart Punching, whirring, singing tunes that take her head apart But that doesn't mean that she can stop It's all screwed tight as a knot So you adjust your sight, and press the buttons right Folie Something that you said is living in my head Grows nightly inside me And though my dream exists, memory persists To fight me, despite me Silver words you spoke, under your breath Making whirlwinds in my head 'There is a light shining for you', he said, 'That doesn't shine here for me too', he said So passion echoes doubtfully And falls against the walls of my dream Through open pores, tiny trickles to the sea The story as is read is hanging by a thread Tread lightly, slightly, so lightly And, leaving me exposed, the folie I proposed Has fooled me, ruled me, ridiculed me Silver words ' spoke, under my breath Making whirlwinds in my head 'Do they really deserve you?', he said 'Have my words really fooled you?', he said And passion echoes doubtfully And falls against the walls of my dream One Way Or Another You say you're not going anywhere Does that mean time is the conjurer here? I'm sold, but I'm paid for By our old friend fear Unacceptable to do exactly what I feel When every fibre compels me to reveal My love can imagine questions and answers One way or another can reveal 'Cause there's nowhere I can see a sign Inscribed for me with fate's design And if I've learnt something It's back to this moral code Gestured split direction Along the same old road My love can imagine questions and answers One way or another can reveal 'Cause there's nowhere I can see a sign Inscribed for me with fate's design For everything there's a price to pay But do we ever realize the day? My love can imagine questions and answers One way or another No-one In The World No-one in the world ever had a love as sweet as my love Nowhere in the world could there be a boy as true as you, love Summer Rain Where are the flowers? Where are the bees? Where is the blossom that grows on the trees? Fruits of the summer ain't as ripe as they ought to be The grass in the park just ain't as green Where are the people in sandals and shorts Eating al fresco at Sanchez D'Amour? Look at the clouds: they are black as the night Sack the weatherman, 'cause he didn't get it right In summer it's raining The Girl With The Fairytale Dream Care - I know you want to care Love - I know you really love That someone is waiting: the girl with the fairytale dream Touch - I know you gently touch Fear - you have no need to fear That someone is waiting: the girl with the fairytale dream Share - I know you long to share Need - you've had your time alone That someone is waiting: the girl with the fairytale dream Some Love Will Remain Unsaid When you feel the need When the heart unfolds When you've thought it through When the hurting stops Will you think of me? If you called my name Asked the time of day Caught my parting words Had something good to say Would you think of me? Would you think of me? Of all the moods that I've been through Of all the things I'd thought I'd do I'll keep on trying Keep on dying To be seen by you If you feel in need Of a hand to hold And you've thought through How it all unfolds I'll be there for you I'll be there for you I'll be there for you On The Horizon Jennifer... where do you go at night? Is no-one there to hold you tight? Above your head I see a golden ball And it catches light from all around you Jennifer says she'll be back when she's older She's fixing her wings just to fly Leaves me a note on her beautiful paper Fixing her wings just to fly Closer still, I hear a melody Singing loud and clear, above the trees Like a siren's call, away on a distant boat Like a memory that breaks you in two Jennifer says she'll be back when she's older She's fixing her wings just to fly Leaves me a note on her beautiful paper Fixing her wings just to fly Touched On Every Side How should I go on, without you to guide me? I don't think I should I don't think I should How should I go on, without you to help me? I don't think I should I don't think I should Feel me breathe Feed me need Breathing softly, next to me Lost if you do Lost if you don't Laughing at myself With you locked inside, my mind is a warm place Where the air is sweet A place where I can see What I might become, and what I might create With you on my side With nothing left to fate Everything in reach It's all there to see Lost in you Lost in me Nowhere's home Almost free Touched on every side, by those who would help me I won't take their gift For what would I give? Show me that I'm wrong, and I'd believe I know that you could You know that I would I know that I'm lost
All your own way
How is your head these days? How does it feel? Are you all over the place? Deeply confused You wanted it all your own way Your ear won't buy all the hearsay You wanted it all your own way Your ear won't buy all the heresay What lurks in you shadows? Dark Do you see? What once was once innocent Now conspiracy You wouldn't listen for your own sake You went along by all the heresay You wouldn't listen for your own sake You wanted it all your own way You could do a synapse through my brain Put fire on my wounds and do it again You could change the times with a miracle Even if I die, I'd do it again I'd do it again I'd do it again I'd do it again I don't recall too much Some faces stay.... It doesn't seem part of my life Feel like a dream You wanted it all your own way Your ear won't buy all the heresay You wanted it all your own way You went along by all the heresay You could do a synapse through my brain Put fire on my wounds and do it again You could change the times with a miracle Even if I die I'd do it again Even if I, even if I, even if I Even I die, I'd do it again Even if I, Even if I Even if i, Even if I I'd do it again I'd do it again I'd do it again I'd do it again
*** Thanx a lot to Aaron for this one ***