B i o g r a p h y
 (by Official Press)

As long as I can remember, even before I spoke, I was touching a piano. My mother would play for me and I thought it was absolutely the most beautiful thing in the world." So confesses singer/ songwriter/pianist Sarah Fimm; an artist whose provocative, intoxicating music draws from influences as varied as Bach, Chopin, Leonard Cohen, Bjork, Tori Amos and Alice In Chains. Her debut CD, Cocooned, received extensive airplay on over 500 college and commercial radio stations, while Billboard called her 2002 sophomore album, A Perfect Dream, "one of the most enchanting discoveries of the year." Though her voice frequently draws comparison to both Sarah McLachlan and Tori Amos, Sarah Fimm's new CD, Nexus, further proves that she is one who innovates rather than imitates. Nexus is a riveting collection of 15 indispensable musical journeys that explore various themes of connection. "The Nexus idea is all about the journey, the connections you encounter while on the journey, and everything that goes on in between," Sarah explains. "I was reading Mark Buchanan's book Nexus: Small Worlds and the Groundbreaking Theory of Networks. And I got into the whole åsix-degrees' theory. I think that if people could see how they're connected to everything, then they wouldn't have to feel so alone, and maybe we wouldn't have all these other problems. I need to keep my message optimistic," she emphasizes. "There's no point in negative bantering. Life should be honored and appreciated, because our time here is really special." Recorded at Bear Tracks studio in Suffern, New York, Nexus was engineered by Lance McVickar, who co-produced along with Sarah and her bandmates, drummer Jim Perry and bassist Peter Geraghty. Songs like the gorgeous lead track "Velocity" and the ethereal, new-age feel of "Mercury" may again bring McLachlan to mind, but it is on the thinly veiled anti-war song, "Story of Us" where Fimm's deeply integrated influences truly crystallize into a form that is devastating in its simple beauty and stark, emotionally piercing lyrics.

The band was in the midst of recording one of the albums' most compelling tunes, "Sky is Falling Down," when the August 2003 blackout occurred in New York. Though they were forced to abandon recording until power was restored, Sarah notes that the temporary inconvenience brought an unexpected payoff. "That night, we looked at Mars through a telescope and talked about what it would be like if everything really did just stop. When we went back to the song the next day, I had a much clearer idea of what it would sound like if the sky really fell and everything just ended. I do feel, as the lyrics say, that ådark isolation binds us.' Every single word of that song is about how I was feeling at that moment, about everything." Sarah Fimm was born in Oklahoma and raised in suburban Stamford, Connecticut. During a troubled adolescence, Sarah continued to study piano on her own while immersing herself in songwriting. "My teenage years made me even more determined to do something special with music and not just let my life fall apart at sixteen," she says. Once out of high school, Sarah attended the Berklee College of Music in Boston, where she studied electronic and world music. There she met many influential people, including Mac Ritchey, who would produce her first two albums; and two fellow students, Perry and Geraghty, who later became the core of her band. Guitarist Matt Moldover joined in early 2004, completing the current lineup. "These guys all have amazing abilities," Sarah says. "They're multi-instrumentalists, are very good with programming and they're all open to learning new things. I love my band." Sarah released her debut album, Cocooned, in 2001, and the disc quickly created a buzz in the alternative underground. When the album received over 200,000 plays on MP3.com (scoring six Number 1 hits on the site's Alternative Charts), Sarah realized the vast networking potential of the Internet. "I couldn't believe how easily I connected with other independent musicians from all over the world, some of whom I ended up playing shows with. It was a wonderful avenue for introducing this music to the world and very enlightening to realize you don't need to go out and tour in order to get your music heard." Cocooned has sold more than 5,000 copies to date.

Cocooned's follow up, A Perfect Dream, appeared in 2002. The new album confirmed Sarah's status as a very strong Internet artist, as tracks from the disc received 217,000 plays on MP3.com in only six months -- more than many major-label artists. A mix of atmospheric soft pop, smooth jazz, and ambient electronica, A Perfect Dream is definitely what could be called a 'heavy' album. Sarah explains, "I was about 18 when I started having an intense conflict about why I'm here and what I'm supposed to be doing. I've also always had a fascination with space and time and how we're all relative to that." Sarah's passionate desire for answers to her questions about meaning, purpose and connectedness directly fueled her songwriting on A Perfect Dream. A Perfect Dream also marked a turning point in Sarah's album production methodology. "For Cocooned it was just me and Mac producing, but on A Perfect Dream I really brought in Jim and Peter and we started to interact and collaborate like a band. Every musician wants to do their own thing and realize the dream in their head, but to really do it together is a challenge. There was a lot of conflict at the time, but that enabled us to really focus all of our energy into the music. It was heavy." The cinematic scope of Sarah's music hasn't escaped those in the film and TV worlds. Songs from both Cocooned and A Perfect Dream have appeared extensively in MTV's Real World and Road Rules series, Miramax Productions' Comic Book: The Movie (directed by Mark Hamill), the feature documentary A Space for Peace and the Lifetime television series 1-800-Missing. With the release of her ambitious third album, Nexus, Sarah Fimm is excited to reach new audiences and to "shake people up a little and make them feel something. I just want to put our music out there and see if it does anything for anyone, because it does something for me to be able to make it," she says. "There's nothing sadder to me than those who don't take time to listen and appreciate everything they have. Now, more than ever, people need music. People need to be listening."




Cocooned
- 2001-04-24 -

Scream
Sexual Animals
 Bonny at Morn (Instrumental)
After the Blue
Valhalla
Circus Type Thing
Bombay Cafe
Running from the Whole
Red Paper Bag
Sets Us Apart
Cocooned (Instrumental)
At Dawn


A Perfect Dream
- 2002-11-16 -

Be Like Water
Wrong Side Up
Virus
SETI

Alien Boys
Smoke
David Johnson

Spit Trap Ghetto
Lioness
In the Red
A Perfect Dream
Shadows and Dust
Salvia Path


Nexus
- 2004-10-05 -

Losing Velocity
Mercury
Space Journey (Instrumental)
Story of Us
Strange
Entranced (Instrumental)
Nexus
Sky is Falling Down
Be What You Wanna Be
Paradise
Walk Away
December
Orchids
Great Wide Open
Storytime (Instrumental)


White birds EP
- 2008-xx-xx -



Counting Waves
Let It Run
Tamara Song
Afraid
Fly
White Birds

 


The Vanishing Sessions (B Sides Part I)
- 2009-11-02 -



Vanishing
Fragile
Message
Be Like Water
(Remix by Neil Davenport)
Scarlet Days
Back to the Earth
Evolution
Brighton
Tamara Song
(Alt. Mix)
Crumbs and Broken Shells
(Alt. Mix)
Be Like Water (DB Alt. Mix)
Evolution
(Alt. Mix)
So Much (Instrumental)
Be Like Water
(Acoustic Version)
 

Karma Phala Project
- 2010-xx-xx - Free Sarah Fimm Project



Ant on a Wire
War of the Worlds
Everything Becomes Whole
Be Still
Entranced
Orchids
Sick Horned Viper
Afraid
Orange Coral
Levi
Sing
Serene Jean
Invisible Satellites
Be Like Water
Strange
Story of Us
Back to the Earth
Fragile
Vanishing
Strange
Scarlet Days
Lavender'
s Blue
Be Like Water
(remix by Neil Davenport)
Warmth
Trances
The Ship
Evolution
(Alt. mix)
Chimes the Bell
How Does It Feel
Nothing Is Not Here

Red Yellow Sun
- 2009-08-31 -



Horizon
Red Yellow Sun
Maryjane
Crumbs and Broken Shells
Violet
Guardian
To be Alive
How does it feel
Only the Sum of
Levi
Burning

Near Infinite Possibility
- 2011-05-05 -



Soul Let Swim
Invisible Satellites
Closer
Yellow
Say No More
Terrified
Disappear
Up From Dust
Sing
Forgive Me
Everything Becomes Whole
Flames
Morning Time
 

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Cocooned

Scream

What can you do when the poison in your veins starts to rot
Pounding doors
They are whores when yourself is all you've got
But I still see the green
Yes I still see that green
And it makes me want to scream
So a break in command starts causing flies
But a flowing backward motion brings it back
This thing in my perception has left us here to bleed
And it makes me want to scream

You can snort your way into heaven
I'll assign the rooms
You just count your sheep
A little fairy pricked just tonight
She said, "one wish is granted for the girl who hates the world
So I gave her all my money in a jar of broken dreams
I gave her all my screams
So rest assured you little pigs
All little piggies go to heaven
I'll mobilize the souls
You just count your sheep
Is anyone here listening
Human or undead
Is anger just our nourishment
Our piece of daily bread
‘Cause it's all a part of feeling of ripping out your weeds
And it makes me want to scream

Sexual Animals

Please come in the back door
Close it behind you
I won't ever tell them you're here
Me I like the trapdoors
The keeping of a secret
Your affinity for deepness pulls me down
Sexual animals
Come inside of me
Just enough to hurt this body
I know that you know how
Come inside of me
You know it's exactly what I need
So careful where you're touching
I'm not ready yet
What is there to catch you if the safety net has ripped
Wide-eyed you look me over
Unbuttoning my skin
I take a deep breath in
Sexual animals
Crawl inside of me
Just enough to hurt this body
I know that you know how
Come inside of me
You know it's exactly what I need
Your entourage is waiting by the car
While I sit here bonding with some brand new scars
Let's kiss goodbye
Close your eyes
Sleep he said
You're already dead
Sexual Animals
Come inside of me just enough to hurt this body
I know that you know how
Come inside
Come Inside

After the Blue

The sky she asks for rain
Clouds they start to blend to one
Words they seem to move the sun
So often we are buried by the truth
We sit here far removed
I wonder what will be after the blue
A patient girl she waits
As violets start to cringe again
The hollow moon she starts to bend
And fractured pieces of her distant youth
Fly above to soothe
A heart that's seen the sky
After the blue
How we like to tread on stars
Treating them like stones
Pretending they are sisters
So we do not have to feel alone
Seduced by friends of compromise
I fight to find my nourishment
Until I do I'm not content
For now I wear my sorrow very true
This life is ending soon
For now I'm settled here
But once I'm gone
I'll come look beyond for you
After the blue

Valhalla

Bad men, I sing the song

Valhalla's where I'm waiting
I watch with loving eyes from far away
It's where I need you
In my lullabies of sorrow you remain
Valhalla's where you're coming
‘Cause here this burning madness had to die
My heart screams come to me
But here I can say nothing but goodbye
If you're just another soldier then battle elsewhere please
But if not tear me from this earth and take me to your seas
Cause it's difficult to feel now
And I ache in every bone
A twisted fate has left us both alone
Valhalla's where I'm waiting
My devil and my angels too
For they are joined and show themselves through you
You lie beneath my skin now
You wear this piece of metal close
Just as close as I could ever come to touch you there
If you are just a soldier then battle elsewhere please
But if not tear me from this earth
And take me to your seas
Cause it's difficult to breathe now
Can't you hear it in my tone
The life in me has hardened into stone
Until we reach Valhalla where I'll be your dear Persephone
Look to shallow heavens and that's where I'll be
Here I tempt the gallows
‘Cause there this love would be an art
In Valhalla
I'll be waiting for your heart

*** Thanx a lot to Chogu who updated this one ***

Circus Type Thing

Full of this stuff
Just waiting for the sign
Watching the years
I am watching the flowers die
The spider within holding on by string
Still I'm all alone hearing this circus type thing
Ask what I think
And I'll tell you I think that it's frightening
All of these places to dance and yet we are still
A weightless improbable force has come to enlighten
But why should we listen if there's nothing in it to kill
Often I'm hearing these questions my friend
You're never quite hearing the sounds
But thanks for the voices
These sweet little voices
They follow me all the way down
It seems that we dream hard
For peaches and cream and their sweetness
If we are what we eat
Then why are we not sweet ourselves
And where's this Arcadian gateway
Once loved by Pandora
Did she bring our demise or be true to the nature of self
Often I'm seeing my goat-footed friend
And often I see him in you
Disguised as a song he campaigns for the end
A few were reserved for the truth
Yeah a few were reserved for the truth
Finding no comforting words from the priest
I've found that each season can sing
If she'd survived beyond winter
She might've seen the spring
To see that we all make this circus type thing

Bombay Cafe

I remember our day at the Bombay Café
When I found out love ain't enough
The old man at the bar tossing dreams into jars said
Girl he ain't gonna show up
And I stood there a mess and uncertain,
Till he walked through the whites of the curtain
I said I knew you would come
He said I can't love anyone
Everything I am and everything I do
Just pulls me back to you
I remember that day at the Bombay Café
My hair getting soaked by the rain
And your hand held my own
Till that river of stone tore us apart at the veins
But we fought it you know
Like the wind fights the snow
That's how everything goes
I remember our day at the Bombay Café
Most other things I can't recall
And I can't recall just how I got here today
Standing right over your grave
He said I knew you would come
I said I can't love anyone
I remember that day at the Bombay Café
And there can't be another one
No there can't be another one

Running from the Whole
 
Mr. Cripple man do you still feel your hands
The light you never fill
She's waiting by the door
While atoms play around
You sit here to obstruct
I never thought to think
That what goes down does not come up
Hostage on the gravity train
Just when we move forward we fall back again
The sharpness of his nail
It hammers down the fold
And in all this time
We're just running from the whole
Enter woman girl
Enter to your left stage right
The chaos it ensues beneath the coating of your skin
Her boa it constricts
Spotlight on a barren soul
She needn't ask the stars just what it's like to feel star cold
Hostage on the gravity train
Just when we move forward we fall back again
The sharpness of his nail it hammers down the fold
And in all this time we're just running from the whole
And when I leave again
I'll cycle through this atmosphere
Past a marching bands of souls
They'll scrape me with their human eyes
A taste of bitter earth
I'll just bring with me a dollar's worth
My face burns from the wind
And it's time to shed my second skin
We're hostage on this gravity train
Just when we move forward we fall back again
The sharpness of his nail
It hammers down the fold
In all this time we're just running from the whole

Red Paper Bag

So a red paper bag
Broke my heart today
No one knows that it came
From your hands
The blood is still perched
By the third letter from the right
The red paper bag
Has been tucked away
Safe from supply and demand
But if I dare delight
In its beauty I might
Just keep dying again and again
So the red paper bag tries to call to me
As a tear drowns an ant on the floor
I suppose it is worse
To indulge in a curse than to fight
But I'm just about dead from this tragedy
Or am I she says with a grin
I find out what it's worth
Just by finding out how much it hurts
And the state I'm in
I'll just put the two corners together
My soul plays a grave for the night
As I bury my head in the pillows he says
Perhaps in another life

Sets Us Apart

I fashioned this ribbon from my own velvet tears
I melted these flowers just to make you a ring
Adorned with this madness
You scream in the dark
Perhaps it is this then
That sets us apart
Your beauty was potent
I choke at the thought
Your hair streams of ivy
Your eyes crystalline stars
Your beautiful nightmares
You see them as art
Perhaps it is this then that sets us apart
And so I tied up my veins
For that bow in your hair
And I took blame for pain
That was already there
But when you reached the last stretch
you ran back to the start
Perhaps it is this then
That sets us apart
Can you feel
Do you know the shallow ground that holds
The beautiful piece of your heart
That I never got to kiss
And now all I do is miss those things
That set us apart

At Dawn

Random little things keep taunting me
The rose left on my pillow after you leave
Favorites turn to monsters as the seasons turn around
I had no idea I'd feel so upside down
Even now my mirror stands alone
She nestles closely now up to the sun
These visions do no good
When they are badly drawn
So when this night is over
I will leave at dawn
My story tells itself
I stand in front of you
My belly lies exposed for you to chew
Thunder came in hope to kiss the storm
Charming as he was I still said no
I have nothing but my fists to fight you with
This skin is so much tougher than the bone
But I'm trying hard to sing to the fibers of a man
Who couldn't see two people holding hands
But night has come to pass
And what I've felt has gone
So when this night is over I will leave at dawn
Every cent of suffering I offer now to pay
If there is mercy mercy come find me
Something lovely come alive and find me
Cause if you don't I might just have to find myself
Random little things were taunting me
But now I've got this precious gift from tragedy
A promise is a promise and I've made one
The horizon's moving toward me
I can see the sun
I can see the sun

A perfect dream

Be Like Water

Don't chase ghosts
Don't get too close
Don't get caught
Don't get spent
Don't get bought
Don't sell out
Don't get bent
Don't fuck your best friend
If everything is just the way it should be
Why am I still hungry

Be Like Water

Don't be shy
Don't shut your eyes
Don't get high
Expand your mind
Don't keep in touch
Don't touch yourself
Don't ever wanna be somebody else
When everything is bad as it can be
Never be angry

Be Like Water
Must be the answer you want

I'm not your slave
I'm not the one who burnt you out
Fucked you up and put you on
Broke you down
Ask someone else
To be that someone
I can't be that someone
Who can be like water

Why can't I be the answer you want

Wrong Side Up

Wrong side up
How I like to be
In my comfortable highchair of agony
And from here things are looking pretty fucked up
Wrong side up

Buried in here somewhere is the reason
Maybe I don't care enough to find it
Just to appease you would be wrong
Just to write another song
Forgive this hole that is my
heart that's had enough
Wrong side up

If you were not would I still be

Now inside the ground a victim of this age
A little bit of nothing goes a long way
Maybe I'll find what's right
Now that I'm wrong side up

Virus

Everyday she wallows in her dream
Pacing back and forth with nothing in between
The devastated girl has given up
The boy has fallen to the fate of luck
But tells her with a slight smile
It's just a virus
She laid on him
And I can't touch it
It's buried in
And it's all for nothing
This web of you
Is just a cycle of abuse
Since you said it's fine I might believe
Dirty girls are easy to deceive
A penny for your thoughts
Or just to take your clothes off
I'd rather dull the pain
Than stand out in the rain
To catch the virus
That seems to be
The undercurrent of my insanity
The lowest layer that has been fused
Beneath my cycle of abuse
It's just a virus
He says to me
It's not quite the prison you make it out to be
Too bad you're dying too bad but true
As is this cycle of you

Alien Boys

The alien boys are here today
Clicking their heels behind me
Chatter boy toys
They couldn't find me
I'm floating above

I wanted to show you
The milk of the moon
You couldn't get past my name
If there is life in this room
I invite it to leave
Never come back again

They come from the dark
They hide right behind the sun
In beams of the dead they travel
They travel too far

To tear me up
To break me down
To put me into the lion's mouth

To tear me up
You broke me down
You put me into the lion's mouth
And I want you to know

You tore me up
You broke me down
Alien boy

Smoke

Everything that I love turns to smoke
It billows out from nothing
Laughing at my cries
Holding the charred remains
of the last dirty joke
As if they know how it died

Everyone I that I've loved
has turned to smoke
They come in single file
and exit two by two
As if they knew what was to come
That I'm happier in the rain than the sun

And now every day that has come has turned to smoke
Still I hesitate to ask the great above what I have done

As it crashes through my system
Creation laughs at one
With nothing but
All there ever was

Spit Trap Ghetto

Crazy getting silly with a fat old man
and his alligator hands so cold
Rubbin me down with a toothless frown
Says he'd give twenty dollars to shoot his load

Schizophrenic Simon with his crack jaw hacksaw
Dirty Motherfucker look
Everybody wants some
Blood from babies
Street cracked daisies
Get ‘em at the dollar store

Gia is forever
All paper clipped together
With her Christ magazines
and smoke stained teeth
Totally high
Ready to die
Revved up and ready to fly

Lioness

Like a Lioness

I'd like to get to know you
Let's take off our clothes
And get close
There

And how about I circle you
Like a lioness
Licking her paws
Use your hands
Discover me

One kiss could lead us to bliss

Oh I love it when you go down
And I get wet
And fall apart
You inspire me

One kiss could lead us to bliss

In the Red

I'm kind of in a watercolor wasteland
The place you go to bow and pay the toll
A never-ending system of abrasions
Only there to control

The way you suck me up into a nightmare
The dirty way you cut me with a smile
I hate to admit how I love when you give it to me

In the red
Crying out
At the edge
Looking down

Every single minute takes an hour
When you're in the power of the beast
There's hate breeding hatred inside of my head
And there's not that much left to be said

In the red
Crying out
At the edge
Looking down

When you've fallen below all the shit
you've been fed
And you feel like you're gonna go mad
Then you know you have come out
Alive more than dead

A Perfect Dream

Halfway gone
Can't find the path
You've fallen off
There's this place in me for you
Elements of me
I see in twos
Me looking back at you
And there's this place in me
To light this perfect dream
I hear the reverie
Please don't apologize
You'll be immortalized
In the weight of this melody
In the daze of my perfect dream
My perfect dream

Shadows and Dust

And the ants go marching on
Through the hills they sing their song
For the good of the world they carry on

But when the winter comes my darlings
where will you go
I built a little shelter for your hearts
in my backyard

Man kills man
Man kills god
Man kills everything that he can get his hands on

Governments are planning their next bombing masquerade
Who will do it first and when they do who will get paid

Man kills man
Man kills god
Man kills everything that he can get his hands on

Perhaps a single word before
the sun begins to rust
Are we just shadows and dust

Salvia Path

Everyone is moving
Everyone is floating around
Into with confusion
Never to be found out again

Once I found the reason
But lost it in a place I cant find
To a world that I don't like

And I'm quick to assume but never to ask
Will we ever go back to Salvia Path

And it's cold where the living don't go
And everyone is moving
But everyone is safe in the ground
And the scene is a perfect photograph
But we cannot go back to salvia path

Nexus

Losing Velocity

Into another day
Dull from consistency
I can see only one thing
I am losing velocity
The whole world's gone mad
My head sounds just like that

Like a tree left without its leaves
On another dirty city street
As the earth moves slowly under my feet
I am losing velocity

We've forgotten what we had to be
It was so important then
Now they're numb to you and you to me
We found the flower
But cannot find the stem

The curve is too controlled
The water's getting colder
Where do we have to go
Must I patiently atrophy
As I watch you watching me
We are losing velocity

I don't care for your complacency
It all remains to be seen
I can't guarantee anything
But I do feel the mystery

And I know it was meant to be
But how do I know I'm still alive
Cause I'm losing velocity
If we stop moving
How do we survive

Mercury

Mercury
I see visions of galaxies
Where you are is where I'll be someday

And you puzzle me
Am I made of you
Are you made of me
Cause I'm so confused
Mercury

How you gaze into me
With your vast display of constancy
You enchant me Mercury

I have found something in your eyes
That you have found in mine Mercury
We don't have time Mercury

Everyone has their day
But I pray
Our worlds collide
And form strength tonight

Mercury
I see visions of galaxies
Where you are is where I'll be someday
Just another piece of history
From far away

The Story Of Us

Listen up
You don't want to hear this
Ignore me if you must
But I'm trying to tell you something
About the story of us
Another one born
Another one dies
What's the cost of one man's life

As our differences divide us
Must I listen here in silence
To what is becoming what never was
It's the story of us

No one knows who started the war
No one knows what we've been fighting for
Watch our history unravel thread by thread
Watch us all go down in the end
What will become of what never was
It's the story of us

Six degrees is all it takes

Buildings and bridges
Connect all the dots
What's the cost of one man's life
Watch the mystery unravel thread by thread
Watch it all go down in the end
What will become of what never was
It's the story of us

Water and power
Power and land
What's the cost of one man's life
I'll bury it inside my capsule
And open it in fifty years
Maybe then there will be some answers there
As to what has become what never was
The story of us

Six degrees is all it takes
Six degrees is all

Strange

The sun has set
The ground is cold and wet
And I still haven't left
And time she let us rest
For long enough
But we're growing up
Things are different
You used to listen

Isn't it strange
How can we go on like this
Flies in the dark
Looking for a spark
But something's gotta give
‘Cause if it won't change
How can we go on like this
How can I live

It's just a dream
It's just a silhouette
That hasn't happened yet
But the Earth is moving fast
And if I'm gone before the dawn
Take all that there was
And make it live

Isn't it strange
How can we go on like this
Flies in the dark
Looking for a spark
But something's gotta give
‘Cause if it won't change
How can we go on like this
How can I live

‘Cause it's just another moment
I could've played the game
I could've done without this
But I didn't
And why can't I acknowledge
The more things change
The more they stay the same

Isn't it strange
How can we go on like this
Flies in the dark
Looking for a spark
But something's gotta give
‘Cause if I won't change
How can it go on like this
How can I live

Nexus

The outside opens
Behind the ground
I'm coming down through the nexus

And I see flurries
Of energy
And I see visions of Damascus
Of our last kiss

I'm coming down through the nexus
I thought I'd buried the hatchet
Between the moons of aria
Then I became your reaction to us
And I couldn't give it up

Let's suppose you were
Just the answer for
What I was looking for
What I had lost before
What I've been searching for all this time
Just in case the world rejects us
I'm coming down through the nexus

Sky Is Falling

Dark isolation binds us
We're all twisted up in clouds
Hellbound
The sky is falling down

The beast inside of all of us
Is dying to get out
To stealthily kill
And live within the trust that we give it

There's the beast inside of all of us
Let it be let out now
Let it roam free among us
The sky is falling down

Can we stop
Just for a moment
Look at the ocean
Don't look up
The sky is falling down

If we are blessed to witness it again
For the betterment of man
All we can do is cherish the sound
The sky is falling down

Be What You Wanna Be

I've walked along the edge
I've seen my death
It came before my eyes
Blinded by the light
I realized
Too long I've been without
The feeling of alive
Lost inside the fog

I've been lost inside my mind
I forgot that I am free
I can be what I want to be

Live
Find the means
Be what you want to be
You can exist
Find your reality
Be what you wanna be

Dancing on the shards
I found pain
I found the feeling of awake
Isn't it serene
How we can behave
Our paisley brains
Numb inside the daze

Can't we be
Can't you be
Be what you want to be
You can live
Find your reality
Be what you wanna be

Powered by illusions all around
I have made the choice
To find my voice
And let it ring throughout the cave
And end this happiness in slavery
I won't go down that way

I will be
I can be
Be what I wanna be
I can exist
Within this reality
And be what I want to be

Paradise

All that I wanted today was to be let out
And I'm so tired of these cages
I'd like to burn them all down

Why can't you separate your mind
Why can't you separate your mind
We could call this paradise
You can call it what you want

And I'm feeling all these pains
Inside my head that I could do without
And they are messing up my guidance system
Blocking out the signal route

Why can't we separate our minds
Why can't we separate our minds
We could call this paradise
We can call it what we want
Paradise

It should be in then out
Not the other way around
I found god
It isn't what you thought it was
It's just as empty as the cause

You can call it what you want
But if we separate our minds
Separate our minds
We could call this paradise
If we can separate our minds
Then we can separate these lines
Separate our minds
We could call this paradise

Walk Away

Take your feet and walk away
You're no longer welcome
Some little voice inside of me
Said take your feet and walk away

Count to ten
Take it slow
It's as though it's no one's fault at all
Don't turn around
If you do there will be hell to pay
Just walk away

Walk away
How did I hurt you
Let me make it all ok
Before we part and we believe
That this was all there was to say

Will you be guest
Make the change
It's as though it's no one's fault at all
Put on your walking shoes
See you the next time you pass through
The next time I will have to ask you to
Walk away

And I never said this would be easy
I can hardly stand
We just keep spinning around
Spinning around it

I wish you well
You can take your bow
I'll take what's left of me now
And walk away

December

You are the one
Who must go on
Go and tell them
There could've been something better
I don't have the answer

Beyond the wind
There lies a star
It's waiting for a world to start
No one can remember
We may not see December

Are we enough
To end the sun
Like my vision
Ending in our self-destruction
Shattering our selfish prison

What can we do
History has taken over
The same mistake a million times
We're buried in the dark forever
We may not see December

There's blood beside the river
There's murder in the minds of all of us
The sign has been delivered
There is no trust above
Only darkness in the things we love.

What can we do
Now we have to start all over
The same mistake
A million times
And all the signs are moving so much closer
No one wants to live forever
We may not see December

Orchids

We're flowers
You and I
We share a light
I need you
We're orchids

But I long to love you like flowers do
Just to feel your sweet perfume
I want you
We're orchids

Will we never get to be
Will I ever get to be
Will I ever get to feel you in me

The seeds lie unaltered
But on some planet on some other moon
We bloom still
I love you
We're orchids

Great Wide Open

I often dream of the ocean
Misty with salty perfume
As I take to the sea
The night goes with me
By the light of a crystalline moon

Into the great wide open
All of the stars become her
Into the great wide open space we go

Out here I seek understanding
Just a place for myself in the whole
We have lost all control
A warm west wind blows
Let us go to explore the unknown

Into the great wide open
All of the stars become her
Into the great wide open space we go

And I think I have found just the answer
But can you let it unfold
When you can't live up to
The highest plateau
You can come with me
We can go

Into the great wide open
All of the stars become us
Into the great wide open space we go

Into the great wide open
All of the stars become us
Into the great wide open space we go
Let's go

White birds EP

Counting waves

Why do you fear change
You're folding in trust
And I'm trying to help you see
Your eyes so fixed and hollow
Only serve, to paralyze this dream

Go on, carry on, I'll be
Counting waves
Go on, carry on, I'll be
Counting waves

When you go near to the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out, and take you into

Why do you fell shame
Isn't this love
Cause I'm trying to help you see
Can you not seek to follow
Can you not seek to know
The space between

Go on, carry on, I'll be
Counting waves
Fear not to last
This too shall pass
Love your days

When you go near to the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out, and take you into

When everything's locked
And we're trying to find the key
Today is just a shadow
Of what tomorrow could be

Go on, carry on
Be strong
Counting waves
Fear not to last
This too shall pass
Love your days

When you go near to the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out, and take you into

When you go near to the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out, and take you into

Let it run

Visions of loveliness
Visions of open hands
We're criss cross black dots
Hiding in the treetops
Friend

Everybody looking with the same expression
Everybody looking with the same expression

Are you true
Is it pure
Are you sure that you're there
Loved or gone
Crick crack
Just open the doors to the flood
Let it run wild
Let it run

So left choking on the beauty
Of a waking dream
Calling on the sky
Just to look less lonely
And

Everybody looking with the same expression, yeah

Are you true
Is it pure
Are you sure that you're there
Loved or gone
Crick crack
Just open the doors to the flood
Let it run wild
Let it run

Are you true
Is it pure
Are you sure that you're there
Loved or gone
Crick crack
Just open the doors to the flood
Let it run wild
Let it run

Everybody's busy
Looking down at the pavement
Seeing what I see

Are you true
Is it pure
Are you sure that you're there
Loved or gone
Crick crack
Just open the doors to the
Let it run wild
Let it run

Are you true
Is it pure
Are you sure that you're there
Loved or gone
Crick crack
Just open the doors to the
Let it run wild
Let it run wild
Let it run
Let it run

Tamara song

My sapphire stone
You lie above
I'm wandering in sunlight love
We're fireflies, we're not alone

If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
Then may we know the
Sand we lie upon
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
And out of many there
Return to one

Your fragile soul
Is tired enough
So move on slow we never stop
Your crypt of light, yet to be known

If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
Then may we know the
Sand we lie upon
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
And out of many there
Return to one

When all is hurt
Be fit to fall
As rain on earth
When all is hurt
Be fit to fall
As rain on earth
Home will call

When all is hurt
Be fit to fall
As rain on earth
When all is hurt
Be fit to fall
As rain on earth
Home will call

If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
Then may we know the
Sand we lie upon
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
And out of many there
Return to one

Afraid

I'd like to hold you close
Make you feel safe
Not so afraid of yourself
If we have to part, so it shall be
I'd like to help you suffer less
Not be so locked up in your thoughts
Afraid of love and all under the sun

I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe
When you're cold and alone
Til you come out and play

I'd like to know you more,
Tell you you're fine
Even though you're not
When you worry so much
It makes me want to cry
Fragile like the leaves come fall
Red yellow gold, I love them all
I guess it's just the way we love

I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe
When you're cold and alone
Til you come out and play

Here I am I don't wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
Here I am I don't wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
I've been dead and I wanna come out
Call my name cause I wanna come out
Here I am and I wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
I've been dead and I wanna come out
Call my name cause I wanna come out

I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe
When you're cold and alone
Til you come out and play

Here I am I don't wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
I've been dead and I wanna come out
Call my name cause I wanna come out

I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe
When you're cold and alone
Til you come out and play

Fly

Carry on
Do as you will do
What's it gonna take
These mirrors always breaking down
Resounding in the sound

Moving on
An easy thing to do
Glide as you would sail
The water never fails us
How?
In swollen beating eyes
We're white lace strings of time
Best let the feather

Carry on
Do as you will do
Dance like you're a child
And never bring the level
Down
Find beauty, bring it out
From blind and fading eyes
Best let the feather

White birds

Make your garden grow
White bird
Dream out loud doe
While we send her out to you
Cold is the wind on your blue wing
In bits of broken things

We don't stand a chance
We're white birds

When you come, I'll crawl
To your perch
When you come, I'll crawl
To your perch

Sending love to you
Sending love to you

It's a lovely thing
How we found a pearl
Through wind worn hell swells
Cracked shells
Melt
As we find our world

When you come, I'll crawl
To your perch
When you come, I'll crawl
To your perch

Sending love to you

When you come, I'll crawl
To your perch
When you come, I'll crawl
To your perch

Sending love to you

The Vanishing Sessions (B Sides Part I)

Vanishing

Here in the muck among the bees
I fear I'm fearing you
In the night we are perishing
Fear is the cloud that hides in me
I fear I'm losing you
In the light we are perishing

Open your eyes up
Open up your eyes
Open your eyes
We're vanishing

Fear of the cloud
Of yellow leaves
Of the indifference

Near almost gone
And what a tease
Oh god it's beautiful
Our cup is emptying

Open your eyes
We're vanishing
Open your eyes up
We're vanishing
Open your eyes
We're vanishing
Open your eyes
We're vanishing
Open your eyes up

Fragile

A walk in the dark
This place where we are
So fragile
Alight in fear
Fragile

Everything seems lost
It's you reminding us
That everything we are is fragile
A flicker a spark
Take over this heartless ocean
There's water here
Fragile

Everything seems lost
It's you reminding us
That everything we are Is fragile

Message

A point in time
Forgive now all you hold in
Warm cry glide
Lift yourself out proud rose
Firelike
Cause where you go is where you are
Blue eyes loud not old
And in this sacrifice
Under the weight of life
Oh how small all things can seem
Think of warm vanilla wings
The ones I always wrapped you in
And just remember we are more than what we
Seem to be
Of waking dreams reminding
The mirror falls upon your feet once more

Be Like Water

Don't chase ghosts
Don't get too close
Don't get caught
Don't get spent
Don't get bought
Don't sell out
Don't get bent
Don't fuck your best friend
If everything is just the way it should be
Why am I still hungry?

Be like water

Don't be shy
Don't shut your eyes
Don't get high
Expand your mind
Don't keep in touch
Don't touch yourself
Don't ever wanna be somebody else
When everything is bad as it can be
Never be angry

Be like water
Must be the answer you want.

I'm not your slave
I'm not the one who burnt you out
Fucked you up and put you on
Broke you down
Ask someone else
To be that someone
I can't be that someone
Who can be like water

Why can't I be the answer you want?

Scarlet Days

Left off in some sweet distance
I have since lost your feet to trace
I wish to make the rain come
To make your field glow light again

Heavy summer scarlet days
Heavy summer scarlet days
A thousand petals down
Are only a frame for these
Heavy summer scarlet days

Do you remember changing spaces?
Staying up to kill our secrets
Unwashed in some sweet filthy gaze
And loving every moment

Heavy summer scarlet days
Heavy summer scarlet days
A thousand petals down
Are only a frame for these
Heavy summer scarlet days

So might another serpent
Gone to tell us that which should not be
Yet I find your face in pools of water
Always sleeping there to remind me

Heavy summer scarlet days
Heavy summer scarlet days
A thousand petals down
Are only a frame for these
Heavy summer scarlet

Back to the Earth

Patience lost me
In your dark eyes
By my doorway
We said goodbye
How these moments tend to disappear
Like fireflies
When I'm in your gaze
And stare
You circle like a shark at night
But if I'm as true
As you are beautiful
We fly like birds
Break the barrier
To the sea
Back to the Earth
We go back to the Earth

Give your life back
This moment
Find your way back home

Evolution

Nothing seems to be what it was before
That you'll always be left
Wanting something more
When everything that you thought you were
Is gone

Blue sky dawn
Evolution comes

Seek but you may never find the door
The one you thought that you were looking for
And the sound of silence pulls you to the floor
Blue sky dawn Evolution comes

So you think you have been broken by the fall
You ask me if there's any hope at all
Well we must look forward
That is all I know

To the blue sky dawn
Evolution comes

Brighton

A single bird
Flies over me
We manifest
Unconsciously
Throwing stones
Back to the sea
All we seem to do is brighten
All we seem to do

The scent of old
Wash over me
White words fall
From winter trees
Throwing stones
Back to the sea
All we seem to do is brighten

I hear your voice
Secretly
Whispers from
Bumblebees
A ll we seem to do is brighten
You brighten me
All we seem to do is brighten

Tamara Song (Alt. Mix)

My sapphire stone
You lie above
I'm wandering
In sunlight Love
We're fireflies
We're not alone

If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
Then may we know the land we travel on
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
And out of many there return to one

Your fragile soul Is tired enough
So sleep in glow
The journey long

If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
Then may we know the sand we lie upon
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
And out of many there return to one

If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
Then may we know the sand we lie upon
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
And out of many there return to one

Crumbs and Broken Shells (Alt. Mix)

All the colors fade in time
It's all gone black and white
Oh no
It's like the buildings are alive
And we are stuck inside their walls

Words won't Lend any comfort now
But I won't let you dwell
In crumbs and broken shells
Light my sympathetic eyes
To make me realize

On this bridge we walk along
But we are not alone No no no
It's like the holy wars of time
Violently alive but always calling

Words won't lend any comfort now
Cause you cannot climb out
Of crumbs and broken shells
Light my sympathetic eyes
To make me realize
You are beautiful inside

Years of separating pain
Just to save yourself
The shame of trying
It's like the circle is complete
But we are left repeating in the quiet

But I'll hold the ladder down
And I won't let you drown
In crumbs and broken shells
Light my sympathetic eyes
To make you realize

Lend any comfort now
Cause I won't let you drown
In crumbs and broken shells
I can show you where to start
Send shock waves through your heart
So light my sympathetic eyes
You make me realize I that I
Am beautiful Inside

Red Yellow Sun

Horizon

All's externally cold
Graciously following
Have I lost control
Who did I used to be

I'm a better soul
Than I used to be
I'm a better soul

All is glitter not gold
And I am not anything
When all lays still
Belies the sting

I'm a better soul
Than I used to be
I'm a better soul (know what you've received)
Than I used to be (know what you're giving)

Who we are
Who we love
What we want to stay close to
If we learn what we are not
The very thing we try to hold onto

Forgive a lie
What is for sure
Only blind eyes know not what they're looking for
They'll be another time for me and you

Red Yellow Sun

Such is the cage that has been offered
Don't hide your face away in melted corners
Shivering early now and often
I am the bird that beats inside the coffin

No cloud obscures this red yellow sun
And I lie alone quietly awake

I will never leave you in this hollow
But I am the bird whose wings you like to borrow
Little did I know you were the silence

No cloud obscures
This red yellow sun
And I lie
And I lie

No greater god
No greater tether
Our hell and our heaven
Always be together

No cloud obscures this red yellow sun
When love and love become One

Maryjane

Maryjane blinks her eyes
Quiet she withers at night
Haunted by what she believes
Maryjane catches tears
From the visions she hears
Loud as the love in her eye
Yeah, you asked her to stay
You said live for today
Then we will see

You're not
You're not alone
Baby please come come
Come on back home
Darling we are more than stones to throw
Where did you go
Where did you go
Where did you go
Maryjane

Maryjane is alright
Though she looks to the side
Avoiding the faces she sees
Still that black crow cries
Just a voice in the night
Maybe that's what you were hearing

You're not
You're not alone
Baby please come come
Come on back home
Darling we are more than stones to throw
Where did you go
Where did you go
Where did you go
Maryjane

Maryjane catches tears from the visions she hears
Loud as the love in her eye
Maryjane disappeared after several years
Nobody knew

You're not
You're not alone
Baby please come come
Come on back home
Darling we are more than stones to throw
Where did you go
Where did you go
Where did you go
Maryjane

Crumbs and Broken Shells

All the colors fade in time
It's all gone black and white, oh no
It's like the buildings are alive
And we are stuck inside their walls

Words won't
Lend any comfort now
But I won't let you dwell
In crumbs and broken shells
Light my sympathetic eyes
To make you realize

On this bridge we walk along
But we are not alone
No no no
It's like the holy wars of time
Violently alive but always calling

Words won't lend any comfort now
Cause you cannot climb out
Of crumbs and broken shells
Light my sympathetic eyes
To make me realize
You are beautiful inside.

Years of separating pain
Just to save yourself
The shame of trying
It's like the circle is complete
But we are left repeating in the quiet

I'll hold the ladder down
And I won't let you drown
In crumbs and broken shells
Light my sympathetic eyes
To make you realize

Lend any comfort now
Cause I won't let you dwell
In crumbs and broken shells
I can show you where to start
Send shock waves through your heart

So light my sympathetic eyes
You make me realize
I am beautiful Inside

Violet

I have seen the devil in his swing
Laughing at me from behind the wall
I hear footsteps by the door
But I can't answer
All is not in vain

And I once had a dream
That we were paid in dust and miracles

All is full of trust
And all is waking up
Seek not to self-destruct
We can be more than what we are
If we choose to

Laughing are the faces that I see
There's more than what was once behind me
If I can cherish my belief that we are made of
More than what we know
All is not in vain

Then the devil grew his wings
This angel came and said to him
All things come that only fade away
Yet all is possible

All is full of trust
And all is waking up
Seek not to self-destruct
We can be more than what we are
If we choose to

Guardian

Half soul
I am waiting for
Your arrival when the wind blows in
Will I have the courage to let silence be
To feel anything

About this place we're in
It isn't Eden
There are times in life
When we just crumble
When fire leaves her singe
It is the real thing
Tattered daydreams graze
The unreal scenes that fill my days

Half Soul
I've been learning more
Our survival can be a trying thing
Will I have the courage to let silence be
To feel anything

About this place we're in
It isn't Eden
There are times in life
When we just crumble
When fire leaves her singe
It is the real thing
Tattered daydreams graze
The unreal scenes that fill my days

Will I have the courage to let silence be
To feel anything

On the street today
I saw happy faces playing
Behind black iron bars in spring

Are you hearing me
Is my voice carrying
I'm your guardian
Will you be the purpose that
Will lift me out and pull me back
I'm your guardian

And in the shatter light
I talk to you tonight
Because I cannot sleep again
There's still much life to live
And we will take in all of it
I still have so much left for you

Where there once was a fight
Peace will sweetly blow
And in your face my life will be told

To Be Alive

Come undo me gently
For I am sure to rust
Don't you cry
And don't you worry
Cause all that's been is done

If you should find
That the cost of your freedom
Has climbed way too high
And you'd pay for a reason
To be alive

Flat spin on re-entry
Dizzy glazed unfixed
I can't take the horn of plenty
The eagle bangs his wing

If you should find that the cost of your freedom
Has climbed way too high
And you'd pay for a reason
To be alive

If you should find
That the cost of your freedom
Has climbed way too high
And you'd pay for a reason
To be alive

If you should find
That the cost of your wisdom
Seems to deny everything that you wished for
Still you're alive

How does it feel

If the road less travelled
Doesn't lead me back to spring
I just have one thing
I'm dying
To let you know

How does it feel
To know you are
I can feel it in the trust
You're the only one

Well isn't it always something
To be allowed in grace
To live in what you do
Not what you say

How does it feel
To know you are
I can feel it in the trust
You're the only one

I should say thank you

How does it feel
To know who you are
You're the only one

Only the Sum of

All the voices quiet
They don't see me
Things feel kind of quiet
When we're empty

Not everything is something to hide
Just stay alive

Too much confusion is happening
Too much illusion to purify

Blink you shall see
Not in need
Things change clean
We are just a paradigm
Not everything is something to hide

Not everything is something to hide
Just stay alive

Real things deceive
Twisting seeds over me
Watching faces in the night
Lean close to body to steal the light

Not everything is something to hide
Just stay alive

Levi

Show me around your faded cup
Is it filled with more than dust
I used to be
Filled up like that
I may have forgotten
In the sacred haze
In the passing of our days

No one can take what you give me
No one can stop the sun from burning
No one can take what you give me
Levi

Flowing back down then rising up
This is the way we seem to be
Cold is the dream
That swallows us
Stillborn to being
And like the flame
We didn't ask

No one can take what you give me
No one can stop the sun from burning
No one can take what you give me
Levi

Burning

A narrow sun
Is driven down
Your eyes have gone
I'm still in cloud

It goes beyond the flesh and blood
No hand can touch
The others

In dreaming
I see you
And you're not shaking
Like you used to

In dreaming
I see you
And you're not shaking
Like you used to

A narrow sun
Is driven down
Your eyes have gone
And I'm still proud

Near Infinite Possibility

Soul Let Swim

Soul let swim
Resign yourself
Exist to it
Let fire swell

There is no judgment waiting
Only arms that reach in the night
No sense anticipating
Your secret eye

You look out
But you see in
Come out somehow
Soul let swim

There is no judgment waiting
Only arms that reach in the night
No sense anticipating
Your secret eye
There is no judgment waiting
Only arms that reach in the night
No sense anticipating
Your secret eye

I prefer to
Giving's not for getting back
Or we spring into nothingness
We must get back

I prefer to hold the line
Forgiving not forgetting you
Never apart or cast in time
Forgiving not forgetting you
Do you see it

Soul let swim

Invisible Satellites

I am more than a shape that is spoken
More than I seem you've just never known it
I may be less than what you created
There is just no sense in concealing this

Everything is what you believe it is
Everything is what you believe

How long have I been searching
For these invisible satellites
How long have I been searching
For these invisible satellites

Patterns I see burnt in the road ahead
Yielding signs of what has been stolen
You are still blood filling my ocean
Everything is what you believe

How long have I been searching
For these invisible satellites
How long have I been searching
For these invisible satellites

How long have I been searching
For these invisible satellites
How long have I been searching
For these invisible satellites

Closer

Black night won't stop me
There's no trapping light
No love no cry
No such mercy

You sip from a loaded gun
You do not know what you've gotten into
All will pass that seems to be
As you run along the wire

You look for reasons to hide
You can't get closer
There maybe something to life
That we don't know yet

The road is white
I'm on it with you tonight
No love no cry
When the flood comes crashing in

You sip from a loaded gun
You do not know what you've gotten into
All will pass that seems to be
As you run along the wire

You look for reasons to hide
You can't get closer
There maybe something to life
That we don't know yet

Yellow

All the love inside of me turned yellow
The vision what I thought was real turned hollow
I've been looking at the wound and not the arrow

Don't be so quick to trust your eyes
They have been petrified
All is white when terrified but what is unreal dies

Tight dead space
From where we breathe goes narrow
Flow into the future that we don't know
Walk along the path until tomorrow

Don't be so quick to trust your eyes
They have been petrified
All is white when terrified
But what is unreal dies

Sit upon your broken shelf
And watch it fall away
Why does everybody go
Why won't you stay

Say No More

Flood the tones of home
I can feel your bones come through
At last a kindred soul
I don't have to be alone

Say no more
Sick with deep concern
And there's just no grace
No face we know
Ebb and flow

On the silent road
There is much to listen to
The melody is full
So live with what you have in you

Say no more
Sick with deep concern
And there's just no grace
No face we know
Ebb and flow

Why why why
Not rise to the dawn from the inside
If I could then why should I
Just because you're back again

Say no more
Sick with deep concern
And there's just no grace
No face we know
Ebb and flow

Terrified

Cold blue twilight
Clear wandering
This killing feeling kills
You're too suspicious to let anyone in
While our dreams lie there still
After all I won't regret it
I will not forget

We're just too terrified
To open up and look inside
What is this feeling you see in me
How am I supposed to care
With shadows dancing everywhere
Burnt upon the faces of the ones
I once believed

Go on slowly walk around the room
Feel things touch you
There's no real safety to pacify you
And no sense waiting

We're just too terrified
To open up and look inside
What is this feeling you see in me
How am I supposed to care
With shadows dancing everywhere
Burnt upon the faces of the ones
I once believed

I am of the mind
We have tunnel vision
I am of the mind
We know right from wrong
There is no time
To leave each other unforgiven

We're just too terrified
To open up and look inside
What is this feeling you see in me
How am I supposed to care
With shadows dancing everywhere
Burnt upon the faces of the ones
I once believed

Disappear

Disappear love
Disappear friend
Disappear fear
Disappear us

I still hope the sun will come in
I still hope the sun will come in

Disappear trust
Can I know it enough
Do you hold it in your hand
The memory of us

I still hope the sun will come in
I still hope the sun will come in

Up From Dust

I am more than what you believe
Some shadow you receive
There's nothing dangerous here

I'm not an echo ghost
No one's holding you
You're not bound by anything

I lose myself to emotion
I'm betrayed by the will of my desire

Failing to reason
Though it's more than a feeling
Now I can see it
Our way to freedom lies in love
Up from dust

I have touched a father's soul
Laid my body in the road
No I never meant to hurt a fly
Cause moments go by
And I don't know why
The orange set sky rides high

Yes I know the river will go on
With or without me no harm done

Failing to reason
Though it's more than a feeling
Now I can see it
Our way to freedom lies in love
Up from dust

I will not be resigned to leaving
I will not allow forgetting
Failing to Reason
Though it's more than a feeling
Now I can see it
Our way to freedom lies in love
Up from dust

Sing

I am a temporary fixture
Your face falls through me that picture
The ordinary world can be so cruel
But don't ask why

Sing
Let me begin
By telling you things
You know me
Just sing and a voice may come in
When all's forgotten and lonely
Sing

Everyone has their needs and wants
Some desire that haunts the heart
The whole damn world of fools
Please listen closely close your eyes

Sing
Let me begin
By telling you things
You know me
Just sing and a voice may come in
When all's forgotten and lonely

Pacify your eyes
By summoning disguises you used to
Laugh loud just to die
Now you abandon as you choose to

Sing
Let me begin
Make everything a story
Just sing
And a voice may come in
When all's forgotten and lonely

Sing
Let me begin
Make everything a story
Just sing
And a voice may come in
not forgotten and lonely
Sing

Forgive Me

There sits a man that cries
He will not look
He will not look
If I give you my eyes would you see him
I gave you everything but you didn't look
You didn't look

Forgive me if I won't wait
Forever takes so long when you're in pain
And only in the leaving
Do we feel the rain

I lent a hand to you but you bit it once
You bit it once
And I've been feeling it
But I want to trust
I want to trust
And every day goes by I think of you
I think of you

Forgive me if I won't wait
Forever takes so long when you're in pain
And only in the leaving
Do we feel the rain

Everything Becomes Whole

Touch killing
Need feeling
Your hand so warm
I know you as the lure
And then it comes apart
Forever will we want

It's in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole
It's in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole

Unwilling to see out
The memory goes
I know your love as the cure
I cannot let it go

It's in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole
It's in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole

Won't you take me for a ride
Cause there's no self-control

It's in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole
It's in the death of yourself that
Everything becomes whole

Flames

The time has come
My light is gone
Will I receive again
This bitter song plays all night long
And pain my sweetest friend
Hold me now like we will never die

The flame still burns
The seasons turn
I wonder is there an end
I know you've gone on for so long
Crashing out crashing in
Hold me now like we will never die

Oh how precious time can seem

The time has come
My light is gone
Will I receive again
This bitter song plays all night long
I wonder is there an end
Hold me now like we will never die

Morning Time

Blue drops crawling
Tongue is hardened
Not a simple thing to look away
It's just this feeling
We are the real thingy
And I won't stop until you sway

What is this I see before my eyes
Your face in mine

Tear me apart if it makes you feel better
Born to die high birds of a feather
I know a piece of something wise
All comes apart but is always together
Silent not to slip away
It does no good to turn away
Come in close to the mirror's eye
Reap the stark face of morning time

I have to believe
There is a reason
Something to being here still
When I get to hold you
And be proud of you
That brings me back to myself

What is this I see before my eyes
Your face in mine

Tear me apart if it makes you feel better
Born to die high birds of a feather
I know a piece of something wise
All comes apart but is always together
Silent not to slip away
It does no good to hide away
Come in close to the mirror's eye
Reap the stark face of morning time

White washed webs of afterthoughts swim deep
Distilled in sorrow

Tear me apart if it makes you feel better
Born to die high birds of a feather
I know a piece of something wise
All comes apart but is always together
Silent not to slip away
It does no good to hide away
Come in close to the mirror's eye
Reap the stark face of morning time

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