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B i o g r a p h y
 (by Mike Duquette)

Britain's mary in the junkyard are a quietly powerful indie rock trio with a D.I.Y. ethos. They took their homeland press by storm in 2023 with their debut single, “Tuesday,” which was heavy on jangly, churning guitar and eerie vocals that could swing from fragile to ferocious in an instant. Their well-honed live presence gave way to a well-received EP, 2024’s this old house, and the band continued to raise their profile on a tour with Wet Leg before releasing their debut album, Role Model Hermit, in 2026.

Before mary in the junkyard formed, two of its members -- singer/guitarist Clara Freeman-Taylor and drummer David Addison -- played in an alternative outfit called Second Thoughts. Forming shortly before the COVID-19 pandemic forced the world into lockdown, the pair found themselves feeling constrained making music at home and cultivating a fan base over the Internet. When the opportunity arose, the pair struck out on their own, recruiting bassist/violist Saya Barbaglia, who’d befriended Freeman-Taylor during a tenure in a youth orchestra.

Self-described as “angry weepy chaos rock,” mary in the junkyard quickly gained notice in England for well-honed club sets of alternative songs with unique dynamics and Freeman-Taylor's haunted vocal delivery. In 2023, the trio released their first single, “Tuesday”; in 2024, the track “ghost” teased their first EP, the four-song this old house. They were featured on Everything Is Recorded's single "Swamp Dream #3" in early 2025, then released their own singles "drains" and "midori," with the latter arriving in September around the time they began a North American tour in support of Wet Leg. The group were back early the next year with new material such as the brittle, slow-grooving single "Crash Landing," and mary in the junkyard also co-headlined dates with Dove Ellis in the lead-up to the release of their full-length debut, Role Model Hermit. Produced by Oli Bayston (Olivia Dean, Anna of the North), it appeared on AMF Records in July 2026.




ROLE MODEL HERMIT
- 2026-07-03 -


Mantra III
Blood
Seek And Destroy
New Muscles
Myrtle
Peter The Dog
Crash Landing
Welcome Break
Candelabra
Thou Shalt Sprout
Mouse
NON ALBUMS TRACKS
- Misc -

Bear walk
Cuckoo!
Drains
Ghost
Goop
Jane
Marble Arch
Midori
Swamp Dream #3
This is my california
Teeth
Tuesday

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Role Model Hermit

Mantra III

It is yours, babe, you deserve it
It is yours, babe, you deserve it, ah
It is yours, babe, you deserve it
It is yours, babe, no one else's, ah

It is yours, babe, you deserve it
It is yours, babe, you deserve it
It is yours, babe, you deserve it
It is yours, babe, you deserve it

It is yours, babe, you deserve it
It is yours, babe, you deserve it, ah

It is yours, babe, you desеrve it
It is yours, babe, you desеrve it
It is yours, babe, you deserve it
It is yours, babe, you deserve it

It is yours, babe, you deserve it
It is yours, babe, you deserve it
It is yours, babe, you deserve it
It is yours, babe, you deserve it

Blood

Spot of blood
On the floor
I won't let you down
If you let me in
You can forget about
All the pain babe

And there is nothing to see here
Except sweetness
And I've got nothing to hide
In your mattress

And I see you walking towards me
Yeah, you know what I'm talking about
And later when you undress me
I know that you know that I feel it
I've been thinking about you all day
Yeah, it's all that I can think about
They say that love makes you naked
And I need you to cover me up

Spot of new love
I believe in us
I won't let you down
If you let me in
There's no shred of doubt
In my brain, babe

And thеre is nothing to see here
Excеpt sweetness
And I've got nothing to hide
In your mattress
There is nothing to see here
Except sweetness
And I've got nothing to hide
In your mattress

When I see you walking towards me
Yeah, you know what I'm talking about
And later when you undress me
Yeah I know that you know that I feel it
I've been thinking about you all day
Yeah, It's all I can think about
They say that love makes you naked
And I need you to cover me up

Seek And Destroy

So how do you, how do you do it right
Is there a right way, or am I just getting tired
Are you, are you on my side
Do you pick a side, or am I just getting sidelined
Do I have a can of worms inside
That I'm afraid to touch, I feel it bursting open
All the boys are at the bar tonight
But I can't cope when things get left unspoken

I always take too long to think
But maybe that's a good thing
I can take a while to warm
And sometimes stay freezing

I don't have the body or the mind to stay out tonight
I'm already halfway home
I think I fantasise and fantasise about
All that could go wrong

I'm holding my body like it is a baby
It's all I can do not to cry
This world is too much for me, I'm just a baby
It's all I can do to stay alive
Alive, alive
(Seek and destroy)
It's all I can do to stay alive
(Seek and dеstroy)
Alive, alive
(Seek and destroy)
It's all I can do to stay alivе
(Seek and destroy)

So how do you, how do you do it right
Is there a right way, or am I just getting tired
And are you, are you on my side
Do you pick a side, or am I just going crazy

I always take too long to think, but maybe that's a good
And I just take a while to warm and sometimes stay freezing

I don't have the body or the mind to stay out tonight
I'm already halfway home
Think I fantasise and fantasise about
All that could go wrong

I'm holding my body like it is a baby
It's all I can do not to cry
This world is too much for me, I'm just a baby
It's all I can do to stay alive
Alive, alive
(Seek and destroy)
It's all I can do to stay alive
(Seek and destroy)
Alive, alive
(Seek and destroy)
It's all I can do to stay alive
(Seek and destroy)

New Muscles

I've been looking for somebody to fight
There's no one on the streets at night
Just looking for somebody to hold
I just need to get it on
Well, I was in the corner of the room
Like I was stuck to the wall
I've spent so long in my cocoon
And now I'm fully formed

I embrace the thunder and the lightning
I will make it so hard to forget me
I'm a creature of only instinct
I could take you down with one finger

I've been getting up and getting out
Working up and getting down
I've got new muscles all over my back
New muscles all over my back
Getting up and getting out
Working hard and working on myself
New muscles all over my back
New muscles all over my back

I sometimes feel like taking off
Past the buildings in the sky
And maybe I could take you with me
Feel so light, I could fly
Maybe I could row us in a boat
With these new muscles that I own
I think that I could take these waves
Courage in my bones, yeah

I embrace the thunder and the lightning
I will make it so hard to forget me
I am a creature of only instinct
I will take you down with one finger

I've been getting up and getting out
Working up and getting down
New muscles all over my back
New muscles all over my back

Getting up and getting out
Working hard and working on myself
New muscles all over my back
New muscles all over my back

New muscles
New muscles

New muscles all over my back
New muscles, I've got a six pack
New muscles all over my back
New muscles all over my back

Getting up and getting out
Working up and getting down
New muscles all over my back
New muscles all over my back

Myrtle

How does it feel when you walk away
Knowing that everybody's watching
You look so pretty when you spit like that
Do you know what everybody's saying

Myrtle told me that there isn't a body
That she hasn't learned from
Myrtle told me that I don't need to worry
She will get to me when the time comes

How does it feel
Working so hard in the back of the car for me
You make it real
I knew that this would happen eventually
I didn't feel
So alone with you holding my head, yeah
Let's make a deal
I love you baby, you're always enough for me

Myrtle told me that there isn't a body
That she hasn't learned from
Myrtle told me that I don’t need to worry
She will get to me when the time comes

Ooh, I am waiting on your driveway
Ooh, for you to come and collect me
I feel silly
When I remember everything you said to me
I feel better
Every time you look in my direction

Myrtle told me that there isn't a body
That she hasn't learned from
Myrtle told me that I don't need to worry
She will get to me when the time comes

Peter The Dog

I don't understand my tears
I've been doing so well
And the big black dog ate all of my fear
And I was starting to smoke

I lay killing time
I lay killing time
I lay and just killing time
With the dog
He knows me so well

And I've been feeding pieces of myself
Into his large and open mouth
And he is always hungry
He is sleeping next to me
Please please don't wake him up
I only just got him to bed
And I'm made of strong stuff
But I've always got this pain in my head

I lay killing time
I lay killing time
I lay and just killing time
With the dog
He knows me so well
He knows me so well

Crash Landing

Crash landing
You came in like you were done pretending
Comet face
With all of these holes I couldn't help but fall into

You opened up like a coconut
You opened up like a coconut

Crash landing
You came in like you were done
Done, done, done, done
Comet face
With all of these holes I can't help but fall down
Down, down, down, down, down

You opened up
You opened up like a coconut
You opened up
You openеd up like a coconut

And I can take your mask off
But only in the dark
And you won't takе your shoes off
In case you have to run, run, run
Yeah, I can take your mask off
But only in the dark
And you won't take your shoes off
In case you have to run, run

Today, today, today, today
Or any other day
Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow
In case, in case, in case, in case, in case
Nothing's gonna happen

And I want to go outside
But I'm scared you'll melt away if we leave this place
If it was any other day
If it was any other day
I'd get the fuck away

Crash landing
You came in like it was all my fault
Crash landing
I never want to see you again

Welcome Break

Hours drifting down the highway
Your eyes are glazing over
There's a heat in every motion
We're going in the right direction

Who are you, why'd you tell me
What are you trying to say
That night something quiet moved me
And I know that I am better off this way

I saw two eyes in the bushes
They were lit up by the light of the service station
In a woods by the side of the highway
A stillness that was so unexpected

I am talking to myself
Learning to rely on no one else
And it scares me when you sleep like you are dead
With all the miles of road beneath your head

Hey, hey
Hey
Hey, hey

I didn't think that you could hear me
I say a prayer in every city
I felt a well of light inside me
All of the heavy dust has lifted

I saw God in the bushes
He was lit up by the light of the service station
In a woods by the side of the highway
A stillness that was so alone

Candelabra

Thought of you whilst staring at the candelabra
Almost felt your fingers in my hair
One of your eyes is green but the other is darker
Let me hold you still so I can stare

Don't let me into your life, baby
I hurt you enough as it is
Don't let me under your skin, baby
I'm full of false promises

I want you to know me through my songs
They're so much cleaner than anything I could say
And I don't mind if we sit in silence
As long as you're near me

Frantically, I wrote you a letter
One I knew I never would send
Write fast, write deep, write better
Nothing I ever write will be enough

Don't let me into your life, baby
I hurt you enough as it is
Don't let me under your skin, baby
I'm full of false promises

I want you to know me through my songs
They're so much cleaner than anything I could say
And I don't mind if we sit in silence
As long as you're near me

Thou Shalt Sprout

You laid out a banquet
Of fruit you had stolen
We laughed as we ate it
And we didn't care
I had been so hungry
I was satiated
But the men from the market
They knocked on my door

They said if you came back
Back to the market
They'd grab you and catch you
And cut off your hands
That night you had bad dreams
That you couldn't play the piano
With no hands to play it with
Taken by those men

The next day I was hungry
About to have our baby
You said for our daughter
You'd go back there
I told you to stay away
Away from the market
Instead, go to the field
And get food there

But the farmer, he saw you
And he took out his shovel
And buried you in the dirt
Buried you down there
I went to that spot
And I saw it sprouting
With plants that could feed me
Fruit they would bear

Your heart was a beetroot
And your head was a lemon tree
Your arms were an olive branch
Your hair became corn
You fed me forever
Our daughter grew big and strong
I told her the story
Of her father's care

Mouse

I know that I've changed
I do not look the same
Now, seeing you now
How do I explain
Can you see the waves
If you concentrate
Mouse, you were a mouse
I have no doubt
You open your mouth
And an unfamiliar voice comes out
Mouse, my sweet little mouse
Do you remember me now
Mouse, you were a tiny bow
We had it all, we could have it all
Stars, more than I could count
We could look at them now
You open your mouth
And an unfamiliar voice comes out
Proud, it makes me so proud
You remember me now
Mouse, I’m so sorry we drowned
The sea swallowed us
And then spat us out
Mouse, at least I've found you now
My beautiful mouse 

Non AlbumS Tracks

Bear walk

In the fir tree days, I was on your back
I had no shoes back then, you picked up the slack
And spirit guides were pulling me limb from limb
I said a prayer for you, so you wanted to stay

We would eat the birds
We caught that evening
In the wild days

And in the nighttime, we sat by the fireside
Nothing to think of, but I want to survive
And spirit guides were kept on the inside
They carved their symbols into my eyes

They told me you were leaving
In my dreaming
I thought that I had timе

But then you left that day with a big suitcase
Just likе a city boy who made a disgusted face
And the spirit guides were all going silent
I hoped the dark would stay under your fingernails

I hope that there are trees outside your window
I hope you'll come back some day
 

Cuckoo!

(Benjamin Britten cover / Live at Next Door Sessions)

Cuckoo, cuckoo...

What do you do
In April, I open my bill
In May, I sing night and day
In June, I change my tune
In July, how far I fly
In August, away I
I must...

What do you do
What do you do

In April, I open my bill
In May, I sing night and day
In June, I change my tune
In July, how far I fly
In August, away I
I must...

What do you do
What do you do

In April, I open my bill
In May, I sing night and day
In June, I change my tune
In July, how far I fly
In August, away
I must...

Drains

I've been looking all over for you
In all of the drains of the city
I've been looking for words to describe you
I don't even know what you are to me

You're a bright light, a white noise, a long corridor
A red moth in my room flying at my head
A wise woman at the bar crying, quiet
A gentle riot

But I only came here to feel my body
I am a ghost, where are my bones?
How can you blame me for not being sorry
My birthday card got lost in the post

And it's a bright light
A white noise, a long corridor
A red moth in my room flying at my head
A wise woman at the bar crying, quiet
A gentle riot

But if you bury yourself, I will dig you out again
That's what lovеrs do
If you hurt yourself, I will take you under my wing
I'm your lovеr and I'm loving you
If you bury yourself, I will dig you out again
That's what lovers do
If you hurt yourself, I will take you under my wing
I'm your lover and I'm loving you
I'm your lover and I'm

Tryna stay well fed but it's exhausting
When nothing I do is from feeling
I feel like this every weekend
But I'll get over it, I'll get over it
I'm tryna stay well fed but I've been slipping down the drain
And I'm talking to you now but I don't feel sane
I feel like this every day

But I'll get over it, I'll...

Ghost

(This Old House EP)

Pretty people smoking in the kitchen
I open my face to the night
For your rainy day tales, I am itching
Tell them by candle light

And you howl
It's all you can do
I've been howling at you
But you see right through it
You pass right through

So when did passion go out of fashion
Sing till you know who you are
And I kissed your face and I'm blushing
I love you for who you are

And you howl
It's all you can do
I've been howling at you
But you see right through it
You pass right through

So talk to me, I'm scared of change, babe
But hey, you're a prophet in disguise
And I'm so glad that I came here
'Cause gone are my old ways
Gone are the old days
Gone are my old ways

And you howl
It's all you can do
I've been howling at you
But you see right through it
You pass right through

I take my shoes off and I run to you
I want to dance in your living room
I've been howling at you

Goop

(This Old House EP)

Flies trapped in the goop of your eyes
Pull them out of there quickly before they die
Start to cry of feeling down
Pull them out of there quickly before they drown

You've been stuck inside for so long
You've forgotten how the sun feels
Where did things go so wrong
Nothing really feels real

Baby, you were born in disguise
You were wearing a mask when you first opened your eyes
You have to stop trying to be nice
Your crying is something you can't intellectualize

You've been stuck inside for so long
You've forgotten how the sun feels
Where did things go so wrong
Nothing really feels real

And the hours blend
Into one more day
And there are flies in your eyes
They take forever to die

And the hours blend
Into one more day
There are flies in your eyes
They take forever to die

City cats can't fight
You wade through the Thames at night
Look up by the skyline
The lights are your lifeline

City cats can't fight
You wait till high tide
You do things you don't like
Get into cat fights

She scratches her head
She might have nits
I think I'll stay away
I don't need any bugs
Getting stuck in my eyes tonight

Jane

Sitting in silence
She is beside herself
And I know this when I look into her eyes
But my mouth is full of stalactites
Dreaming of better days
Let's go to the bar

Tension is broken
Everywhere is open
It's a busy city with no one to come and get me
And the noises in the next room
Are another world, but I'm not done
Digging in the dirt

You speak in such an urgent way
Soft and safe
You're more of a woman than me
I only start to talk when I'm angry
You control my face
And see that I've never changed

Only one of us has changed
I'm looking at you, Jane

I'm done, I'm dressed
And I'm holding the drinks and the blood
Between my legs
It's hard to be a woman
Is it harder to be here
It's hard to be someone
When everything is new

And you sometimes don't speak at all
That's okay
I'm just a boy most days
And I'm only tryna talk 'cos I'm in love
You can see it on my face
I've never changed

Only one of us has changed
I'm looking at you, Jane

Marble Arch

(This Old House EP)

I remember staring at your hands
And your silver rings
Those precious moments
I wish I notice things

Shouted here last spring
When fear was nibbling
So I held my next of kin
It's cold in the city's light
I miss the cold of the city's light

And it's been three months since we last spoke
Because you never pick up the phone
I scream at the deadness of the dialling tone
And I cry and I decided that it's best if I leave you alone

Will your mother wash your mouth out
With the soap that she made for you
And my head is on the ground now
But my feet, they don't know what to do
Will your mother wash your mouth out
With the soap that she made for you

But I missed you
When you went away
You got eaten up by the city and the dust
And the smoke and the rain

And I know that you're trying to stay afloat
In the little boat that you made
Don't feel ashamed, I do the same
Don't push me away

And it's been three months since we last spoke
Because you never pick up the phone
I scream at the deadness of the dialling tone
And I cry and I decided that it's best if I leave you alone

Will your mother wash your mouth out
With the soap that she made for you
And my head is on the ground now
But my feet, they don't know what to do
Will your mother wash your mouth out
With the soap that she made for you

But I remember lying in
When your flooring groaned by the open door
You were kind and I was small
To me, you stood so tall
Now you're passing me a smoke
And as I look into your eyes
I think about how brave you are and strange you are

You're making your way in the big city
You're reading a lot and you're trying to save humanity
And there are people who will treat you shitty
But you'll never stop spinning
Oh with you, I'll never be alone

Will your mother wash your mouth out
With the soap that she made for you
Will your mother wash your mouth out
With the soap that she made for you
Will your mother wash your mouth out
With the soap that she made for you

Midori

Though I am concrete-bound
I am fragrant
I get old and get out
I am fake and dead

Could you help it
With no god to bow down to
And no soil to grow down in
Could you help it

But I've got a couple of coins left
And I'm going to spend them on you
I've been travelling left with this ache in my chest and
A pain in my view

Could you help it
With no god to bow down to
And no soil to grow down in
Could you help it

But this dreamt-up drunk little dove needs some green space
And you're all that she's thinking of in her quiet way
It's a hot barrel of honey in a catacomb
And you're all that she's thinking of in her bedroom

It's hard to get hurt by you, babe
Your words are always so true
And there's no way around it, no way
Thеre's no way to come out of it unscathed

It's hard to gеt hurt by you, babe
Your words are always so true
And there's no way around it, no way
There's no way to come out of it unscathed

Swamp Dream #3

(Everything Is Recorded feat. Mary In The Junkyard / Richard Russell Is Temporary LP)

You are from an old land
Crafted out of wet sand
What is it all about
Staring down at your hands
In your own head
In your old old head

Into the dirt
Into the dirt
Into the dirt
Into the dirt

Mystery of my own flesh
I'll never stop wondering
Never stop
Turning inside out
I'll never stop spinning
Turning inside out
Gone
When I'm gone

Into the dirt
Into the dirt
Into the dirt
Into the dirt

Into the dirt
Into the dirt
Into the dirt
Into the dirt
 

This is my California

Skin tight
Oh won't you see the light
And follow up into the night
My dream
Comes from the pale light of a bright blue screen

It was old, it was cold
From the song that was sung
And my heart made a noise
Like an oil drum
But everybody's holding me down

And it calls again
Something lifting you out
Of the place that you're in
Is a pain, it's about
Angels
It's a craving not a crime
Could you fall for it
For the ways of the world
It was all that I got
From the falling of a dead angel
It's a curse and it's a shame

This is my California
I know it doesn't look like much
This is my way to warn you
That it will never be enough
If you go to California
We will not stay in touch
I've never been to California
And I will keep it as such

But everybody's holding you down

And it's gone again
Something lifting me out
Of the place that I'm in
Is it tame, let it out
Cages

Teeth

(This Old House EP)

You sink your teeth in to get straight to my heart
Back with the wild things and covered in bite marks
And all of the mountains have seen you before
Follow your feet then looking for more

But I run while you're sleeping
Take off down the street
But I'm back when you're teething
I'm the one you need

You're in there speaking while I'm outside
And they let you in, but I never knew why
Staring at the ceiling, feeling strangely fine
Your face when you're sleeping has never looked right

But hey, I left you today
'Cause I heard you, couldn't take the pain
You will always haunt me, you're a beauty
Do you feel the same
Bow down to the core of the earth into the flames

You sink your teeth in, so we're never apart
And you hold on so that nothing will ever be enough
This place just smells of your sweat and I don't think I'm ready yet
So write your name on my chest and let sleeping dogs die

But I run while you're sleeping
Take off down the street
But I'm back when you're teething
I am what you always need
I'm all that you need
'Cause I'm what you need
I'm what you need

This old house with you
Curled up in the corner
And I'm out, always out
Trying not to fall off the face of the earth again
Not again, never again
So get out of my home
Where the sleeping dogs die
And so do I

Tuesday

(Ghost EP)

Widen my horizons, please
There's so much I don't know about this land
Talk to myself to no reply
Open my eyes, please
I feel like an alien here
Breathing from a separate hole
Close my eyes and see myself
High above the city

I haven't got used to it yet
The cosmos curled up in bed
An object of desire, the city burns
She looks at me, my head turns
On the tip of my tongue, a thousand words
And I read them aloud to her

I haven't got used to it yet
Life on Earth as I know it
See us set ourselves on fire, the city burns
She looks at me, my head turns
On the tip of my tongue, a thousand words
And I read them aloud to her

I made something of myself
I was meant for something else
I made something of myself
I was meant for somewhere else

I feel like an alien here
Breathing from a separate hole
Close my eyes and see myself
High above the city

I'm always waiting for it
Something borrowed, something blue
But I am that something blue
When I am kept away from you
And he said get out of my way
And that destroyed the Tuesday
I'm always waiting for it
When I'm getting close to you and

I'm always waiting for it
Something borrowed, something blue
But I am that something blue
When I am getting close mm-mm
He said get out of my way
And that destroyed the Tuesday
I'm always waiting for it
When I'm getting close to you and

I'm always waiting for it
Something borrowed, something blue
But I am that something blue
When I am kept away from you
He said get out of my way
And that destroyed the Tuesday
I'm always waiting for it
When I'm getting close to you and
I'm always wait

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